hey you all!!! thanks for the reviews...sorry it took me so long to get this chapter up. i had to re-write it like 5 times b/c of the ending. now im not rushing this ok...b/c i have a long time before this is over k. oh and sorry on chpt 5 i put chpt 4..soz.
Part 6- leaving 1 out
Jt had stared at his computer screen for about 2 hours waiting for emma to IM him and tell him how her day was. He loved the way that no matter how bad of a day she would have...she would always make something good out of it like stopping to get a shake with him or going to the park to clear hre thoughts and write a poem then read it to him. He loved that she would always smell like rasberry or vanilla. He loved that she could turn your frown into the biggest smile that you've smiled in months. He loved that she would always fight her way out of anything no matter if she was wrong or not... He loved that she could care for something so much as the enviorment and not care what pther people would say or think about her. He loved that no matter what she would always be herself no matter who she was around. She would give up all of her friends and not care because they were always something else around someone else and she was not going to be like that. He loved mostly about her though was the way she thought. Of other people and herself. She wouldn't say anything bad about a person behind their backs,she would just tell them to their face and not have a problem about it. He was so tired of waiting for Emma to come online that he fell asleep on his keyboard.
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The next day at school Craig felt so dirty...he loved last night but he totaly forgot about Emma...Nothing had happened serious. But they made out on her couch for about 4 hours...but still he couldn't do this, again. He loved Emma or so he thought. Maybe he was wrong. Maybe he truely was right for manny. Craig was disturbed by his thoughts when someone put their hands over his eyes and said " guess who". Craig thought it was Manny ( not thinking anything about Emma)
"hey...hmm i think its ma- Emma hey. " he said while he was turning around noticing it was Emma.
" what? think it was somebody else?" she asked while wrapping her arms around his waist.
" no why would i think that?" he noticed that manny had walked by and blew a kiss at him then nudged her head to follow her."uhh so emma how are you? Do you have our poems?"
"i have mine. i wrote it last night. the whole group one isnt due till friday." she said.
BBBRRRIIIINNNNGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!
"oh well that was the bell...bye." he said then rushed off. leaving Emma alone and confused. It wasnt like Craig to leave her especialy without a quick kiss goodbye.
All day long Emma had seen Craig, but he never talked to her or looked at her. He was either with his friends or he rushed so fast out of the room she couldnt tell what was going on. but finally end of the day and one more class to go. Kwan's.
" ok now class. settle down, i want you all to take out your poems that you were susposed to write last night...hmm...how about Emma, you read your poem first." she said. " just go up to the front of the class room and say your poem. I will grade how you stand and hoe you have put you feelings in it."
emma slowly got up and went to the front of the classroom. She looked around everyone was looking at her,wanting her to hurry so they could get this over with, she saw Craig just glance at her then look out the window. Then she saw Jt give her a thumbs up along with a small and friendly smile. Sean just sat there acting like he couldnt care what she hda written,but inside he cared,he cared so much that he wanted to go up and give her the biggest hug for just being herself.
" umm well Mrs. Kwan im not feeling so good." emma said hoping that it would get her out of this.
" no worry dear,just read your poem then you may go to the washroom" Mrs. Kwan had said.
Emma just nodded her head and began to read her poem.
There are so many people out there,
That are just like me,
So many people around here,
The world refuses to see,
What we have in common,
Is a heart shattering pain,
Stealing away all our emotions,
Leaving us cold and drained,
We all deal with it differently,
Fighting to escape,
Some of us will cut, and bleed,
While others live with hate,
We understand each other,
Tightly wound and strung together,
Leaving us no way out,
We're stuck in it forever,
Reasons don't make a difference,
What we understand is pain,
To have happiness ripped away,
Time and time again,
We know just what it's like,
To never see a light,
To live inside a dark mind,
With thoughts that just aren't right,
Our bodies are worn and beaten,
But the bruises never show,
The pain lurks inside,
So it's face, you'll never know,
It eats away our smiles,
And turns them into frowns,
Ruining everything important,
Until our world is up-side-down,
We scream at the top of our lungs,
Begging to be heard,
We plead to anyone we can,
And ask to take away the hurt,
Some of us have companions,
But they could never know the truth,
Can't let them know what its like,
They'd be burdened with the news,
Inside is where it stays,
Until eventually, we have no feeling,
And once it reaches that point,
There's nothing left for healing."
Emma finished and the room went silent. Jt was even a little surprised, but he just stood up and stsrted clapping his hands. Soon everyone did the same. She sat back down and looked at Craig who was passing a note to manny.
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anyway i thought this was a little bad...but the next chapter is awsome and very sad.