Part 9- no reason to go home.

Sean held Emma close to him while she cried on his shoulder. It killed him to see her cry. He felt so guilty for hurting her two years ago...sure it was a long time ago and they both had moved on but somehow they keep coming back to each other...He loved her and that was that. He was so surprised that she would even touch him after what she had said to him earlier in school.

"em,hey shh....here sit down,hey baby listen to me whats wrong?" sean asked. He said while sitting down on the bench and allowing her to sit down beside him,she rested her head on his shoulder,then he put his arms around her.

" oh sean...it-its-" she was crying to hard to finish.

"come on em...tell me.." he said.

"sean,craig hates me now because i didnt sleep with him an- and-" she was crying again.

" what the hell? he tried to get you to..." she nodded.

"and to top all of it off snake just told me that his cancer is back." she started crying again.

Sean didnt know what to say. He knew that Emma must be hurting really bad because she is sitting in the rain drenched crying her eyes out on her ex boyfriends shoulder.

" emma listen, snake is going to be fine, look he survived it the first time, he will survive it again." sean said sympatheticly.

" Sean how do you know? You dont care, i know you dont. I know for a fact that tomorrow you will have forgotton all about this and not care a bit in the world about me or what im going through." emma said while getting up and walking away.

" emma wait, emma!!!" sean took off after her, he quickly but gently grabbed her arm to get her to stop.

" Stop!!! just stop touching and caring for me sean..ok?" she while looking at him in the eyes. She remembered back in grade 7 when she was afraid of him,when they went on their first date,when he pushed her in the leaves,when he stood up for her when everyone was laughing at her panther act for the talent show. She loved to get lost in those bright green eyes...now when she looked in them they were way to hurtful for her. They reminded her to much of what they used to be together. They reminded her that she used to get lost in them but now she would throw anger in them.

"Emma hey em,whats going on?" he asked caringly.

" why do you care?" she said while turning around.

"i care because, becuase i love you em." he said.

Those were the words she was dying to hear...she has been dying to hear them for years now. But not now. it was way to perfect, this was just like grade 9 again. them telling how much they loved each other over and over again then someday somebody is going to get hurt. Forget it to...she didnt need this, not now, not again, not ever.

" yeah well what do you know sean? nothing. thats how it always has been between us, you know nothing about me sean NOTHING! she yelled, then started to walk away.

" i know that you love vanilla ice cream." he said, she stopped but didnt turn around." i know that when your scared you get this little red line about you left eyebrow, i know that when you hate the way something looks (anywhere) you will try your best to fix it so people will like it more. I know that you love the smell vanilla and everyday you use you rasberry-chuckle lipgloss,and a scent of vanilla. So you smell just right for the day you have ahead of you." Emma was now crying but she still hasnt turned around." i also know..." he said while walking up to her from behind and putting his arms on her waist and his head where her ear was so he could whisper this" that you know who you love and that i cant make you choose between me or Craig but i also know that i love you so much, em." he said this and she turned around.

She thought for a moment,then looked at him. " yeah well heres something you dont know sean, ive changed.im not same little girl that you fell inlove with in middle school. even though those things are true im not going back to you. I cant. I have to go home but i cant belive you would try this again because i know for a fact that one day you will break my heart.." and with that she walked away.

When Emma got home she found Her mom and dad sleeping in bed, and baby jack sleeping in his play crib. She looked around and just stood there,thining about why this was happening again. Emma walked in her room and collasped on her bed replaying what Sean had said to her in the park. She changed her clothes and took a shower. She fell asleep crying again,then awoke again the next morning. Emma got ready for school,then walked upstairs to find her parents still asleep on the couch. They had been through alot again, so she wasnt going to even bother waking them up for work. She checked on baby Jack who was still sleeping in his crib. Emma left the house hoping that Sean and Craig would stay far away from her today. She wasnt in the mood and it so wasnt the right time either.

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ok well there it was!!! i really hope that you like this one. i did. well please R&R!!!!!!! i havent gotton any reveiws lately....