Disclaimer: As much as I would love to own the Yu Yu Hakusho characters I don't.

The Yu Yu Hakusho charcters all belong to Yoshihiro Togashi and Shonen Jump.

I am however only borrowing them. Poor me. Oh Well enjoy the story.

Just A little note

The following Characters are my own characters:

Kin Kohana

Kinana

Chika

Nyoko

Lady Kiana

Do NOT use any of these characters until you have gotten my permission.

Oh Well enjoy my story

FoxForbiddenChild

Kin Kohana: Destiny and Deceit

Chapter 4

Chika had caught dinner using the dagger that Kinana left for her and was now

making dinner. " It's the least I could do for her. She didn't kill me and she's allowing for

me to stay in her home." Chika thought. She had managed to catch some type of rabbit

and make a salad. Chika began looking for Kinana's dishes. She opened every cupboard.

She came across a locked cabinet. Chika use the dagger to open the cupboard. She gasped

when she had gotting it open. She looked at the little blue outfit and ran her fingers over

the material. Little blue boots to match it. Then a bigger blue outfit with bigger blue

boots. She looked and saw a plant.

" A red rose. A black rose and a pink rose." Chika said. She wanted to touch but

stopped herself. She continue to look through the stuff. She saw a little stuffed fox. It

looked rather brand new. She then found a box. Chika opened the box. They were

pictures and a necklace there with a sword going through a heart as it's charm. Chika

turned the necklace over. " Kurama?" She said then picked up a picture. Chika looked in

shock. This guy in the picture beautiful red hair and radiant green eyes. She had heard of

him. " This is Kurama. But who is he holding." She said looking at the little kit with

silver hair golden eyes and a blue outfit they were both smiling.

She looked at another picture she looked at the guy with the white starburst. " Hiei

and that little girl." She said. Looking at some more pictures. Kurama holding the little kit

pointing to the camera. Hiei and the young girl standing back to back with their swords

drawn. Then she saw a picture of all three of them together. Then she saw a picture with

her and an ice maiden with turquise hair and red eyes like Hiei's. She turned the picture

on the back. " Yukina and.... Kin...Kohana." She said. Chika was about to look at some

more pictures when all of a sudden the one she was looking at was snatched out of her

hand. Chika fall back landing on her butt.

" WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING!?" Kinana yelled furious. " I was..I

was...." Chika was saying. " HOW DARE YOU GO THROUGH MY PERSONAL

BELONGINGS!!" Kinana yelled at her. " I'm sorry." She was saying frigthen. " YOUR

SORRY! HN! I SHOULD HAVE KILLED YOU!" Kinana yelled at her. Kinana then

faced her. " I was looking for dishes I'm really sorry." Chika was saying. Kinana got up. "

GET OUT OF MY HOUSE NOW!" She yelled. " I really am sorry." Chika was saying

crying and grabbed her. Kinana slapped her hands away. " NOW! BEFORE I KILL

YOU!" Kinana yelled. Chika got up crying and ran out of the house and slam the door.

Kinana sat breathing hard. She felt the picture. She closed her eyes and came face

to face with herself. Only she wore a blue outfit blue boots and silver hair and golden

eyes. " Kinana?" She called. " What do you want Kin Kohana? Why won't you leave me

alone?" She said to her. " Kinana you know that in your heart what you just said to Chika

was wrong." Kin Kohana said. " Your too soft Kin Kohana." Kinana said to her. " And

you are to harsh." Kin Kohana said to her. Turning her back on her and going over to a

rose. Kin Kohana turned to her. " Have you forgotten all of the stuff Kurama has taught

you." She said to her playing with the rose. " No he taught it to me when I was you. He

killed my mother I have to kill him to avenge her death." Kinana said. " Is that so?" Kin

Kohana asked her. Kinana looked at her.

" Killing Kurama will not bring your mother back. You killing Kurama will only

cause more death and pain onto yourself." Kin Kohana said to her tears in her eyes.

Kinana went over to herself and hugged her." Kurama and Hiei were our only fathers."

Kin Kohana said. " Kurama and Hiei were your only fathers." Kinana said to her. Kin

Kohana shook her head. " No that's not true. Before Karasau came along They were our

only fathers and Yukina she played the role of mom. They love me and you. We both

know those bad attitudes and tempers were you and still they showed and gave you love

and you locked it away." Kin Kohana said getting up. Kinana looked at her. Kin Kohana

turned to her.

" Kinana you've locked those memories away in that cupboard. You've locked up

all of the things you once were and because of that you've locked me away inside of

yourself over some stupid destiny." She said. Kinana stared at her. Kin Kohana was right.

Kinana had locked her away. " It was to forget." Kinana said to her. " Even locking away

a part of you that still lives has not help you forget about Hiei and Kurama's love." She

said to her. Kin Kohana came over to her and touched her face. " Chika is a very fragile

girl. You saved her before did you not?" Kin Kohana asked her.

" That's because you made me stop." Kinana said. Kin Kohana shook her head. "

You stopped on your own. She reminded you of Yukina and that's why you saved her. "

She said. Kinana looked at her. " Have you really let what is said by Karasau go to your

heart." She asked her sitting on the rock. " She is all alone Kinana. Just as you are. She

needs your protection and strength. You need her gentleness and friendship." Kin Kohana

said to her. Kinana looked at her and blinked. Kin Kohana grabbed Kinana's Hand. " Go

find Chika now before she is harmed." Kin Kohana said and disappeared.

Kinana sat with her back against the wall. She was sweating really bad. That had

always occured when she had connected with Kin Kohana. Then and only then could she

actually see again. Only when she and Kin Kohana were talking. " She's just a silly

fantsy." Kinana said to herself. " What does she know? Nothing she only knows what

Kurama has taught. She doesn't know of how he killed my mother. " Kinana said. She

felt the plant she had created when she was Kin Kohana. She felt each of the flowers.

Then she heard screaming. Kinana sprung to her feet and balanced herself with the staff. "

Chika's in trouble." She said dashing out of the door.

Chika sat there screaming as the beast showed it's teeth to her. " Somebody please

help me!" She screamed. The beast jumped at her and Chika screamed and the beast was

pushed to the side. Chika looked and there in front of her stood Kinana. " Kinana?" She

questioned. Kinana snapped her fingers and the side of the beast fell off. The beast

howled. " Quickly onto my back." She told Chika. " But... But..." Chika was saying.

Kinana grabbed her and threw her up in the air onto the tree branch. Chika landed on the

tree. The beast charged at Kinana.

" ROSE BLADE SWORD!" Kinana called out her sword and began to play with

the beast. As soon as they beast began to charge at her she would move out of his way. "

Over here." She said. He charged again. " Nope right here now." She said. He charged at

her again. " Damn you still miss." She said and raised her sword. " Too bad I won't." She

said and cut the beast straight down the middle. Chika gasped. Did she always have to be

so messy when killing something." She thought. Kinana faced the direction she had last

thrown Chika. She jumped up onto the tree branch. Chika looked at Kinana. " Are you

alright?" She asked her. Kinana faced her. She could feel the beasts blood dripping on her

face. She grabbed Chika and put her own her back. " Hold on tight." She said to her. She

felt some little arms go around her neck and a head nuzzle into her back. Kinana smirked

at the feeling. Then begin to leap away into the night.

They had reach her house. She kneeled and Chika got off of her. Kinana walked

over to the river and washed her face. Chika went over to Kinana. Kinana could hear her

footsteps and stopped cleaning her face. Chika stood up against the tree. " Where do I

start?" Chika thought looking at Kinana. " You could start were you feel comfortable."

Kinana told her. Chika looked startled. Kinana laughed. " Yeah I read minds didn't you

know?" Kinana said to her getting up. " No I didn't know." Chika said to her. " Hn. Too

Bad." She said walking towards her house. Chika looked at her. " Are you coming or

not?" She asked her. Chika giggled and smiled and followed her into the house. Once

inside the house. Kinana closed the door.

Chika stared at her rubbing her elbow. " You know your a lot of trouble and a pain in the

rear." Kinana told her leaning on her staff for support. " I'm sorry." Chika said to her. "

So far you've went and got yourself in trouble twice." Kinana said. " And you've recused

me twice and I went through your things and you said you should have killed me."

Chika said to her. Kinana tossed her hair. " Yeah so?" Kinana said. " So why didn't you

let that beast kill me?" She asked her. Kinana shifted her wieght using her staff. " Who

knows maybe I enjoy your company." She said and then touched her face. " Maybe I just

need someone to talk too." Kinana said walking towards the kicthen and stopped. " You

remind me of an ice maiden I once knew name Yukina." She said. Chika looked at her." I

don't understand." She said. " Come Chika. Come and sit with me." Kinana said to her

and went into the kitchen.

Chika sat on the kitchen floor next to Kinana.Chika looked at her. Kinana picked

up a picture of her and Kurama. She rubbed the picture then showed the picture to her. "

The little girl is me." She told her. Chika looked at her. " But the little girl's name is Kin

Kohana." She said to her. " I was abandoned as a kit and Kurama he found me. He name

me Kin Kohana. I stayed with him and Hiei for 13 years of my life and Hiei sent me away

just last year. " She said to her. Chika looked at her. " Karasau my father he found me

and gave me the necklace and said it was my destiny." Kinana said. " Which is?" Chika

said. " Kill Kurama." She said. Chika gasped. " I couldn't believe it and wouldn't believe

it. So Hiei sent me away to save him. When I arrived here Karasau he told me that

Kurama killed my mother. So I began to go by my birth name Kinana as he trained me

and then he left me all alone when he thought I was ready." She said to her. Chika looked

at her. " See I am Kinana and I put all of these things away to forget my life as Kin

Kohana. But there's one big problem." Kinana said to her. " What is that?" Chika said

concerned. Kinana smiled and felt Chika's face.

Then she grabbed her hand and placed it to her heart. " Do you feel it?" She

asked. Chika looked into Kinana's silver eyes. She saw them flash gold then silver. Chika

jumped back. " You felt it didn't you?" Kinana said. " Yes. What was that? " She said. "

It's Kin Kohana. She's her own person and I Kinana am my own person though I'm in

this body." Kinana said getting up. Chika looked at her like she was crazy. " I've locked

the part of Kin Kohana within my body." She said. " Why?" Chika asked her. "When I

kill Kurama I didn't want my feelings as Kin Kohana to be in my way. and I didn't wanna

exactly forget her."She said to her. " How could you lock her away?" Chika asked. " Well

I haven't exactly locked her away. She's my inner voice and at times when we connect I

see her. Were almost like twins. Except I'm the bad..." Kinana told her. " And she's the

good?" Chika finished. Kinana nodded.

" I'm not a blood thristy killer. That's only part of who I am. Karasau just brought

Kinana out and force me to lock Kin Kohana away. But she's still her in my heart and as

cold hearted people think I am. I really am not." Kinana said. Chika felt her hand.

" Though Kurama loved Kin Kohana I shared that love as well. He didn't just love Kin

Kohana. He loved Kinana as well. Kin Kohana is deep within my heart just like I was

deep within her heart and one day I'm going to release her just like she released me just

as soon as I figure out how. Chika kept staring at her. " Release her?" She questioned. "

I'm going to set Kin Kohana free so that she can go back to them. " Kinana said. Chika

looked at her. " That is why performing this task of killing Kurama is so hard for me to

complete." She told her. " Well don't do it. Why must you do it?" Chika asked her. " For

my mother and for Karasau." Kinana said. Chika shook her head. " No it doesn't have to

be this way." Chika said to her. Kinana faced her.

" Before my mother died she told me that you and only you can set your

destiny." Chika said. Kinana just sat there quiet. " Say if you kill Kurama...." Chika said

brushing Kinana's hair out of her face. "Sure you'll feel good but it won't bring your

mother back..." Chika said standing up. Kinana sat there. " She's right it wouldn't bring

my mother back." Kinana thought. " With death comes more pain and suffering. When

you kill someone you take away another person's happiness and sooner or later that

person dies from grief. Then someone else's die because of the loss of that person." Chika

said her voice trembling.

Kinana stood up using her staff and followed Chika's voice. She stood behind her

and put her hand on her shoulders. " Killing someone so close to your heart will only

bring pain and death upon yourself cause once you've killed them. You will never forget

them. Let alone forgive yourself." Chika said to her. Kinana felt her face and felt Chika's

tears. She began to rub at them. " You can get out of killing him." Chika said. " How?"

Kinana asked her. Chika turned to her and felt her face. " Write your own Destiny." Chika

said. Kinana nodded as she felt Chika's presence leave the kitchen. " But This is the

destiny I choose Kinana. The destiny my mother set for me and that is to kill Kurama."

She said to no one.