Part 18- Im broken
Hey ya'll!! Im so sorry that i havent updated in forever but i have been grounded and i went out of town. Im back now so here's the next part. Also I know that Manny and Jt have been put of for awhile but please dont worry they will be coming back soon. I promise. Well heres the next part and i hope you enjoy! Oh and the Italized is the thoughts of everyone!
I wonder whats going on with Emma? Paige thought. She has been acting so werid lately and I feel obligated to it find out and soon. It's like she isn't her self anymore and that she doesn't even notice it either...I have to find out for her sake and everyone else around her.
" Paige!!!" shaking her out of her thoughts.
"What?" noticing who it was."Gosh Hazel give me a heart attack why dont you." she snapped back,she was in a tran of thought and Hazel had disrupted her. " What do you want? "
"Sorry,its just well Emma isn't doing to good."
Well duh Hazel I think everyone knows that already...Paige thought and then finally spoke when she could tell that Hazel was getting Frustrated with her constantly going in and out of deep thoughts." Haze listen,don't worry about it ok? Im going to see someone who I know could help her or atleast I hope could help her, so please just mind your own buisiness." She walked away anxious to find the person who was going to help her help Emma.
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She is so beautiful. Sean thought as he stood by Jimmy's locker just a few lockers away from Emma's and his. She was just standing there looking inside her open locker trying to look busy by scamming the spines of her books. He could tell though, Emma was broken and she needed to be fixed. Emma wasn't trying to find any book for her next class, her next class was gym. But the people who didn't know Emma that well might not notice. He did though. He has noticed alot of things lately even though it didn't look like it. He hated that people sometimes thought of him as a troublemaker who was some stupid ass. No...he wasn't though. He was actually very smart and Emma was the first to see that in him.
"Umm Dude? Jimmy was waving a hand infront of his face." Sean....do you read me?"
"Huh?" he had to break his gaze with her."Oh hey whats up?"
Jimmy burst out laughing. " Dude,you were so staring at her."
Before her could answer him Paige came running down the hall towards them.
" Paige...what are you doing here?" Jimmy asked confused.
" Sean." she was out of breath.
"huh?" surprised that she was asking him of all people.
" Emma needs help and your the one to do it ok."
"what!?!"
"You and I are going to fix Emma." she said one last time.
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This is pure toture. Craige thought. I love her but Manny....darn it why is this life so complicating? I mean this happened to me two years ago why does it have to happen to me again this year? Things were just starting to get better for him too. He loves Emma or atleast he thought he did. Its just that whenever Manny comes into his life, its like everyone disappears into nothing once again. Emma though...she just doesn't look at the outside you, she looks at the inside you. She knows that you are more than you show and she has shown him that including Sean. She knows that you have dreams and make them bigger in your point of view, she knows when she is right or wrong, but she also knows when and when not to admitt it. He must have been out of his mind when he cheated on her with Manny, and stupid for it to. Now had to be the time to do this. To get her back and show her that he can do more than what he has shown her. He had to and now was his time.
Craig slowly walked over to where Emma was standing. She was applying some vanilla lip gloss and fixing her hair at the same time.
" Hey...Emma." he spat out almost regreting he had even walked two inches closer to her the whole time.
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Emma looked over at him and saw who it was. It was him...the guy who cheated on her with her ex-best friend. The guy who lied and everything else. It was to painful still to think of what happened.
"What do you want?" she said in a snobby tone. She had a look to kill.
"Oh umm to talk,to see how you are doing,to see if you know if you have uh..forgiven me yet? Maybe even consider taking me back."
Her face turned red,her stomach turned over and all the anger that she had hidden inside forever was now rushing out of her like an avalanche and the worst part is, she couldn't help it.
" Excuse me?" she spat out. " Forgive you? Take you back? Are you stupid or what." she flipped her hair like Paige did when she was getting pissed off.
"Emma..." he was starting to get mad now. " Just st-" she had cut him off.
" No you don't Emma me ok Craige? You took my heart and spit on it,tore it to peices, stomped on it and then threw it right back at me...how am I susposed to forgive you Craige? Huh? Tell me please because Im way out of ideas." she felt like she was about to cry.
"Listen please just listen to me ok Em?" Why couldn't she just shut up to let him explain to her that he was sorry?
"No. Just don't ok. I,I can't anymore. I just can't. Im giving up all hope for us,and its never going to happen so just drop it, all of it and leave me alone about it also." tears were pouring down her cheeks.
Craige looked at her and walked away. Emma sat down on the floor bring her legs to her chest and hugging them tightly. She started to cry and she couldn't stop. Emma knew what was happening and the truth be told, she was afraid to admitt it.
Whats wrong with me? Emma thought. Im like the new school pyscho. Just like Rick was last year and the year before. Im breaking and i dont know what to do....Im broken. Help me. Please someone help me. Im broken.
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Well i hope you enjoyed it! I did. Please R&R!!!!
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