The song is called "Missing" by Evanescence. It is one of their new songs. I found it. The lyrics give this story something. I love this story. LoL! Well, thanks to all those who read my story. Sorry that it is all depressing. That is how I feel right now...........HikariMoriyakuRaven

Chapter 5: Missing

That night, Beastboy laid in his bed and thought of Raven. She still had not awaken. He was beginning to worry if something happened.

'Why isn't she up? Cy said that she should have been up at afternoon. Is there something wrong?' he thought, closing his eyes and trying to fall asleep.

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Raven sat in the dark. She wanted to cry. She wanted to die.

"Where am I?" she asked.

There was no reply. She was alone. The darkness had taken her in so nicely before.

"Then, why do I feel so alone? I am used to this. I am used to hiding in the dark. No one wants me."

Raven began to cry. She had nothing. Not even her own world to hide in. Just this black abiss that she tried to hide from for so long. Then, a song fell into her mind. Raven began to sing it.

"Please, please forgive me...But I won't be home again...Maybe someday you'll look up...And, barely conscious, you say to no one...'Isn't something missing?'..."

Tears began to fall from her violet eyes.

"You won't cry for my absence, I know...You forgot me long ago...Am I that unimportant?...Am I so indignificant?...Isn't someone missing me?..."

Raven paused before she sang again.

"Even though I'm the sacrifice...You won't try for me, not now...Though I'd die to know you love me...I'm all alone...Isn't someone missing me?..."

She sighed. Then sang as loud as she could.

"Please, please forgive me...But I won't be home again...I know what you do to yourself...I breathe deep and cry out...Isn't someone missing?..."

"Even though I'm the sacrifice...You won't try for me, not now...Though I'd die to know you love me...I'm all alone...Isn't someone missing me?..."

Raven got really quiet. Tears poured down her gray face.

"Even though I'm the sacrifice...You won't try for me, not now...Though I'd die to know you love me...I'm all alone...Isn't someone missing me?..."

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"Even though I'm the sacrifice...You won't try for me, not now...Though I'd die to know you love me...I'm all alone...Isn't someone missing me?..."

Beastboy sat up.

"Raven?"

The last time he heard voices in his head, he was hungry. So, he went down to the kitchen to look for some tofu that wasn't thrown away by Cyborg.

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The next day saw no movement from Raven. Beastboy spent half of the day sitting next to her. The other half was spent eatting and sleeping. The next day was the same. Then the day after that. Everyone grew tired of waiting.

"She's not going to wake up. Why do we still have her hooked up?" Robin asked.

"Raven will wake up. She's not weak."

"BB, it has been a week. Nothing's working. She wanted to kill herself. At least we can get her out of her misery," Cyborg said.

"No! You don't understand! She doesn't want to die. Raven wants to be noticed," said Beastboy.

"How would you know that?" Robin asked.

Beastboy held up her diary. Robin took it.

"She left it to me. She wanted me to have it."

Robin flipped through it. Starfire and Cyborg gathered around as Robin read an entry.

I hate sitting here alone. Why doesn't anyone come for me? Why does it feel like I'm not missed? I have been crying out for help. This is my six week. Nothing is working. They don't see the scars. They don't see me. They never will. That is how it is. Someday, they'll see me, but I'll be dead. It will be better that way. These cuts are starting to hurt. They ache whenever I try to move. It hurts the most when we are fighting. I guess that is the only time they need me. That's all I'm important for...

"That explains the scars on her arms," said Cyborg.

"And why she always stayed in her room," Robin added.

"She didn't stay in her room all the time. She went to the roof a lot," Beastboy said.

"Why didn't you show us this earlier?" Starfire asked.

"I didn't get it until after the attempt. She left them out for me to grab. She left me a note. Raven cried out to us and we ignored her."

They all looked at her.

"I guess we can't quit then," Cyborg said.

"She needs to know that there are people that care for her," added Robin.

"Yes, friend Raven needs to know we care."

'And she needs to know that I love her,' Beastboy thought.

Robin placed the book back in Beastboy's hand.

"This is yours. She left it for you."

"I don't want it. I've read it. I hate it," he replied.

"Why don't you put it back in her room then."

Beastboy took the book.

"Because it is mine."

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Yeah, it's going slow...She still has not awaken. I just woke her up in a later chapter. It was quite interesting...you're going to have to keep reading! REVIEW you losers!