The moment of greetings and happy suprises that she was back had passed, and now all six teens stood in an akward silence. Terra had stopped hugging Beast Boy, and backed up, though still facing him, while the other Titans stood slightly behind Beast Boy in a row, all staring at the former Titan and enemy. Terra wished like mad that she had the power to dissapear.. this would be the perfect moment. She felt like she was on trial with all of the Titans staring her down like this, she felt as though they were judging her.. or as though they were watching their prey, and at any moment they would pounce, and throw her into jail like any other villan.
"Terra.." Robin began, of course he was the one to speak for he was the leader of the Titans, "We can't just.. can't just let you back on the team. I don't think we can trust you again. We want to, believe me, we all want to, but no matter how much we want to, your past actions just can't be forgotten like that. You nearly killed all of us.. gave information away on us to our biggest enemy.. that stuff.. that kind of stuff just doesn't disspear." His voice sounded pain, as if it was almost killing him to say this, and, by the look on all the other Titans faces, it was killing them as well. What Robin had said was completly true, they wanted to trust her again, but they couldn't, she had almost done them in.. she had worked against them with their biggest enemy.. and she had almost killed Beast Boy, what would have happened if they hadn't arrived on the scene?
Terra let out a small sigh, trying to push back more tears that now started to fill her eyes. She had told herself she didn't expect them to let her be one of them again.. she had told herself she knew they were going to do this, and that her chance at being a Titan had passed, but for some reason, hearing Robin say this just hurt way to much, it was almost more then she could bare. If she had told herself she knew all this, why did she know realize that she had only been trying to fool herself, and that deep down, she had actually wished with all her might that they would let her be a Titan again. That things would return to the way they were.. but that would never happen.
"Please don't be mad Terra.. maybe in time you can be a Titan again.. I don't want you to go..and be out of our lives forever." Beast Boy said quietly, looking at the ground, unable to make himself look into Terra's eyes. He knew he might start crying to.. As much as he wanted to argue with Robin, to tell him that Terra had ended up saving them all, and that she had become good again, he knew Robin was right. Terra had saved the city, true, but she had also been the one who caused the danger in the first place.
"Actually.. I think.. it's better if I leave." Terra said in a voice just above a whisper, looking at the ground now to for she was finding it impossible to look into Beast Boys eyes. She couldn't help it anymore.. tears flowed down her cheeks again, turning them a deep red. She turned on her heal, and without another word ran from them, ran from the pain, ran from the memorys, and ran from the life that she secretly knew she was ment to lead.
(( Sorry I haven't post another chapter in so long! I have been awefully busy, and am currently writing three stories, so I found little time to do this, but I will try to post more sooner. And no, this isn't the end of my fan fiction, no way! I know it kind of seems that way... but hey, it isn't the end! Yay!
Disclaimer:
I do not own any of the Teen Titans characters, nor do I own the show. ))