Saturn's Hikari: Hey! I don't own Gundam Wing or Harry Potter. This wil be slash- that means boy with boy so please don't flame me. I warned you. On with the fic.
Prologue
All he could see was darkness as he spun around and around, the twinkling light zooming past, but there was a roaring in his ears like a gundam engine but it got louder and louder and drowned out everything- even his own thoughts in his head and the little white lights twirled faster, closer and then he remembered…
-Flash-
He held on to her hand, just like he was suppose to and looked both ways as they crossed the street, just as he was suppose to. But the car coming towards them was not doing what he was suppose to.
He had brown hair and brown eyes of terror as he slammed his foot down, but the car kept coming. It was blue and Trowa could almost see the little design on the top part. Hands grabbed him out of the way, ripped him away from her and threw him to the sidewalk. It was wet and cold and she rushed towards him, but the cement was too far away and the car came rolling down and… he was screaming.
"Maaa-mmmaa!"
-Flash-
It was dark and cold and silent, but that was good. There were no footsteps, no curses just blessed silence and he was /safe/. As long as there wasn't any noise he was safe. As long as he stayed silent he was safe. As long as it was quiet. Dust tickled his nose- 'ah-ah' He held his breath. No sound no sound no sound. The sneeze passed and he breathed a silent sigh of relief
A rat from the shelves scurried down his arm and bit his finger. Its red eyes glinted evilly as blood pooled around his finger. He winced, a meek breath of a noise and clapped a hand over his face, swatting the rat away. Sound! His eyes went wide. Oh no oh no nonononono…
A light went on and heavy footsteps echoed. A monstrous shadow stood up.
"Boy…"
-Flash-
Blazing green eyes glared at him. No, no, not at him- never at him, at the ones around him.
"Get away from my brother" she hissed, with her red angry hair and a name like home.
The faceless blurs protested, waving and flashing and screeching. "The public has a right…
…Please…
…a few words… Ms. Barton…
…doctors… Ms. Barton?"
They were so loud and so bright and it echoed off the white white walls, why couldn't they just leave him alone, leave him in his cold silence where nothing ever hurt, just leave him in peace…
A tear burned down his face, soaking the white bandages and dripping onto his white skin and the white white sheets. Another followed and the room quieted, but the bright lights stayed.
A red stain formed on the white sheet, a red trail down his white gown. He was crying tears of blood.
-Flash-
Blood spattered to the floor, more streaming from his nose as he slammed into the wall. It was stone and it was cold and it was silent.
Angry, broken, vengeful silver gray bore into him "Speak you goddamn Mudblood, you filth, you trash, you worthless-" Angry and hatred in the words, sadness and tears beneath them. A punch in his stomach, then another and another, silver on silver punching out his anger, his hurt. It wouldn't work.
"Damn you, fight back! Stupid bastard, why won't you fight back!" Penance, justice, punishment… He was crying as he punched again, harder this time, but it still didn't hurt. He could feel a rid shatter, but it still didn't hurt. Nothing could hurt him. He had nothing to hurt.
-FLASH-
"They swore to do to me no harm
But they slew my baby in my arms
Let me naught to wrap him in
But the bloody sheet that he lay in
And think you not my heart was woe
As I turned about, away to go?
-FLASH-
An owl circles a castle, parchment clutched in its claw…
-FLASH-
Blue eyes filled with tears. don't cry it'll be fine don't be sad 's alright don't cry... Please please smile.
Anything for a smile.
-FLASH-
His name was doubled and he wore a lion on his shirt, but it never attacked. He was constant always talking, always moving- jumping dancing, always /there/. Braid-brown with a voice like the wind and a smile like the sun and he wondered why he even bothered with dirt- with worthless no-names.
"Hey! Trowa! Over here!" Laughing Purple called him Trowa, and grinned.
He just looked around for someone named Trowa.
-FLASH-
"I-I love you."
-FL-FLASH-
Magic. Magic is real.
-FLASH-
FL-FLASH-FL-FLASH-FLASH-FLA-FLASH-
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Someone was screaming and it was him.
-End-
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Alright. You made it this far.
Thankyou.
I'll say it again- this has SLASH in it. It's not a main focus- at least not at the moment, but it is there. So I've warned you. Proceed at your own risk.
This my first reallybig fic, so if I keep changing chapters- I'm sorry. Most of my work gets edited as I go- or I find I really didn't like a certain piece. No one seems tobe reading this,so I figure it's alright to take it down.
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Saturn's Hikari