Tusme's POV


I once dreamed,
Of a better place.
Shimmering snow crunched beneath my feet.
Cool, refreshing air whipped around me,
Her song in my ears.

But all that is gone now.
Her song has stopped.
The cold freezes my bones.
Snow falls, but it is cold and dreary,
Soaked with your blood.

Why did you have to leave?
Am I that horrible?
Have I done so much wrong,
That my punishment shall also make you suffer?
You don't deserve it.

I was wrong.
I can see that now.
You showed me a better way to live.
The way life should be.
You believe in me.

Even now,
I still hear your voice.
You tell me to move on,
To continue the path,
Without you.

But how?
You are my driving force.
How can I do this without you?
This isn't the way I wanted it.
To know a world without you here with me.

I must.
I must, and suffer my fate.
I will do what I can for you.
For you, I move on.
For you, I will find Paradise.


Wow, this poem came on so randomly... I literally just grabbed a pad of paper and wrote it... simple as that.... hope its okay... and as you can probably guess this poem isn't about cheza... hopefully u know who it is about... anywhoo thanks for your reviews! They're much appreciated! I have one more poem idea, but it's really vague so it'll probably be a while before I write it... I need to get the next dvd so I can get some inspiration... in the meantime review and I will try to be inspired asap! ;-D