Cursed Diary
AN: Ugh!!!!! I'm soooo stupid!!!! I didn't realize that I checked the box that said "do not accept annonymous reviews" Ugh!!!!!!! I'm so sorry for those people who are not signed up and tried to review my fanfic but couldn't. I am soooo sorry. I hate myself for this. I would like to thank Iori Kaster and Hellmaster Fibby for reminding me again. Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid.....just read the story and don't mind me ranting how stupid I am.....stupid, stupid,stupid.....
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"Thanks for bringing me here." The guy thanked Ayu when they arrived at the door, outside the principal's office.
"No, prob. I'll be going now. Bye." Ayu turned.
She was about to leave when the guy grabbed her hand.
"Is there something else you need?" Ayu's back was still facing at the guy because she didn't bother to turn around. So she wouldn't get dizzy by turning around.
"Um...you see, I'm kinda forgetful and some says I don't have sense of direction." The guy said in a tiny voice.
Ayu had a sweatdrop again while Yuta fell again in anime style.
"What Da Heck?!?!!? He's handsome but he doesn't have a sense of direction?!?!!? What a turn off!!!!!!" Yuta exclaimed.
# So you were turned on by him? # Ayu thought in amusement.
Yuta was horrored by what Ayu said. "SAY WHAT?!?!!? I'm not gay!!!!!"
# You did say he is handsome. #
"Yeah but that doesn't mean I'm gay. I was only stating a fact. Besides, I'm much more handsome than him and if I were a gay, he wouldn't be my type."
# Yeah, sure. I believe you. # Ayu thought sarcastically.
"You don't sound like you believe me." Yuta folded his arms.
# Hehehehe. Gay!!!! # Ayu teased.
"UGH!!!!! I'm not GAY!!!!!!"
# Whatever, you say. Perverted, gay, ghost.#
"Why you......!!!!!!!....."
Yuta started to ramble about him not being a ghost, pervert or gay. But Ayu wasn't listening. She snapped out of her thoughts when a hand tapped on her shoulder.
"Are you okay, miss?" The guy asked in concern.
"Yes, I'm fine." Ayu said, now turning to face at the guy. She could still here Yuta rambling at her back but she couldn't make out the words. "I'll wait here for you. Then I could take you to your classroom afterwards. How's that sound?"
"Good. Thanks again. Wish me luck that the principal won't be angry with me." The guy winked.
Ayu blushed slightly. "Good luck."
The guy flashed her a smile. Then went in the principal's office.
"Hey!!! Are you listening to me?" Yuta asked, panting. He must ran out of breath with all the rambling.
Ayu looked at him in amusement. "No."
"What?!!?! I wasted my breath and saliva for nothing?"
"I guess." Ayu laughed.
A janitor passed by. "Weird." He said as he looked at her.
Now, it was Yuta's turn to laugh. Ayu just sigh and leaned. She didn't have any idea the it was the principal's door she was leaning on.
# I should be more careful. I don't want more people to think I'm weird. So can you now tell me why you say you are not a ghost? I'm starting to think I have a mental illness because I am the only one who can see, touch and hear you. #
"No, you don't have a mental illness. If you had one, you would be doing more weird stuff than talking to me. I'm just not an ordinary person. In fact, you are not the only person who met my kind. Some people who are placed in the mental hospital met my kind but of course, others would think they are mentally retarded and we are just some kind of illusion."
# Are you sure? I've seen the movie titled Beautiful Mind, you know and more or less, it's what I think is happening to me. #
"No, I haven't seen that movie but I'm quite sure that the main character was mentally retarded."
# Yeah and he became well again by IGNORING the people who he can see but the others couldn't. #
"I hope you are not planning on ignoring me. If you were mentally retarded, then other gifted or some of those people on the mental hospital wouldn't be able to see me. Only chosen and gifted people can see my kind. Normal beings won't see me. Hmm....do you have a physic friend?"
# Not a friend but I do have know a demented whacko who is claiming to be physic who lives next to my house. Woah! # As soon as Ayu finished replying Yuta, she fell because the door was opened. (AN: naka relate mo?)
Luckily though, the guy was fast enough to catch her before she hit the floor.
"You should be more careful next time on what you are leaning." The guy said.
Their faces was so close to each other and Ayu could smell his minty breath when he spoke. She wasn't blushing though because her expression was more of shock.
"Ok." Ayu replied in a shy tone.
The guy helped Ayu return her balance and stand. Yuta laughed so hard.
"What's your classroom? I'll take you there." Ayu asked.
" 3-4 "
"Ok. Follow me."
Ayu walked ahead and the guy followed. Yuta was still laughing and Ayu was starting to get pissed again.
# What is so funny?! #
"I was just...HAHAHAHA" Yuta wasn't able to finish his sentence and laguhed again.
# WHAT?! #
"I was just thinking of how many times you got the chance to comb you hair but you still haven't. BWAHAHAHAHA!"
"Oh, shit. Don't remind me." Ayu unconsiously voiced out as she slapped her hand on her forehead.
"Is there something wrong, miss?" The guy asked as he heard Ayu and saw her slapped her hand on her forehead.
"Huh? Uh, nothing. I just remembered something." Ayu lied. The she looked at the sign above the door. "Oh, here's your classrom."
They both stopped in front of the closed door. The guy made no move to go in the classroom so Ayu decided to ask.
"Aren't you going in?" Ayu asked, facing the guy.
"You must be a loner." The guy stated as he faced her.
Ayu was a bit shock at what he said. "What makes you say that?"
"Because you seem to like to talk to yourself."
Yuta just laughed again. Then Ayu had a sweat drop.
# It is true that I am a loner but I don't talk to myself. I usually write on my diary. If only you are gifted or chosen, you can see this laughing hyena beside me. # Ayu thought.
"Who are you calling laughing hyena?!?!?!?!?!" And so, Yuta began to ramble again.
But once again, Ayu wasn't able to listen to his rambles because she was tapped on the shoulder and her attention went back to the guy. De ja vu.
"You seem to like to be in deep thought too." The guy concluded.
"Aren't you going in your classroom?" Ayu ignored what the guy said and repeated her question earlier.
"I will and you have no idea how grateful I am to you. I would have been lost if you weren't there to lead me. This school is much bigger than my last one."
"You're welcome."
The guy smiled. He placed a hand on the dorr knob. He was about to opened the door when he turned to face at Ayu again.
"What now? Don't tell me you need me to guide you in the classroom and find your seat?" Ayu teased.
"No, it's not that." He chuckled. "I haven't introduced myself. I'm Kaji."
"Ah, ok." Ayu replied.
He raised an eyebrow. "Aren't you going to introduce yourself to me?"
Ayu shook her head. "There's no need." # You are just going to forget about me in the near future, anyway. I have a huge feeling with that looks of yours, you are going to be popular and when I go near you again. You'll just look at me with disgust just like the others. # Ayu added in her thoughts but Yuta was able to hear this.
Yuta stopped rambling and looked sadly at her. # Poor, Ayu. I wish I can stay here forever and stay friends with her but I have to go back to my own world, where my family, relatives and friends are living and probably waiting for me to arrive. # He thought and of course, Ayu couldn't hear his thoughts since she can't read people's minds.
"Ok." The guy accepted her answer. "If you need to talk to someone, come to me. It's not healthy to talk alone and many people will think you're weird."
"And I bet you're one of them." Ayu couldn't help but add that statement.
"No, I don't think you're weird. I just think you're a loner, who needs a friend and someone to talk to."
There was a moment of silence. (AN: Iori, ka relate jud ka ana.!!!) Ayu was staring at her feet. She doesn't know how to reply.
# That was sweet of him. Nobody offered me to their friend or someone to talk you. Well, except for mother but she's always busy whenever I want to talk to her and I bet he would change when he becomes popular. # Ayu thought sadly.
Yuta wanted to help Ayu and make her feel better but he doesn't know what to do. After all, he only met her personally this morning.
"Whatever." Ayu answered as she lifted her head. She saw the sincere expression on Kaji's face.
"I do mean eveything I said." Kaji's voice was also full of sincere.
"Good luck." Ayu just smiled. It was actually a fake one but it looked real enough to fool Kaji but not Yuta since he could read Ayu's mind and knows how Ayu feel.
"Huh?" Kaji's sincere expression turned into a confussion.
"I wish you luck that your teacher won't be angry with you." Ayu giggled. Yuta can hear it was a bit forced.
"Oh." Kaji chouckled. "Thanks. I'll go now. See ya." Kaji went in the classroom.
"Bye." Ayu turned and began to walk towards her classroom. A frown formed on her face. Yuta remained silent as he walked behind her.
TBC......
AN: Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid. Sorry, guys. I still feel bad. I still hate myself. I'm quite surpirise I was still able to write this chapter. It has a bit of angst though. Probably bacause of what I feel when I wrote it. Thanks, again for the reviews. I hope I'll feel better when I write the next chapter. Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid. Oh yeah, before I forgot please review. I can now accept annonymous reviews. I would like to thank Iori Kaster and Hellmaster Fibby again. I'm so grateful to both of you. To psychedelic aya, I'm sure you heard yourself mentioned by Ayu on the fanfic. That's all. 'Til then.....stupid, stupid, stupid, Stuppid!!!!
Love..soft as an easy chair...Stupid!!! Wrong lyrics...I think. OMG!!! I really have gone stuffid.
Iori Kaster: It's stupid not stuffid, idiot. Now, let's go to Paw's Birthday farty!!!! (AN: naka relate jud ka ana!!!!)
# raises an eyebrow # Farty? It's party, silly. After all, we are not going to Paw's Bday to fart. Anyways, 'til next time. bye!!!! stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid.....# continues ranting at herself #
AN: Ugh!!!!! I'm soooo stupid!!!! I didn't realize that I checked the box that said "do not accept annonymous reviews" Ugh!!!!!!! I'm so sorry for those people who are not signed up and tried to review my fanfic but couldn't. I am soooo sorry. I hate myself for this. I would like to thank Iori Kaster and Hellmaster Fibby for reminding me again. Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid.....just read the story and don't mind me ranting how stupid I am.....stupid, stupid,stupid.....
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"Thanks for bringing me here." The guy thanked Ayu when they arrived at the door, outside the principal's office.
"No, prob. I'll be going now. Bye." Ayu turned.
She was about to leave when the guy grabbed her hand.
"Is there something else you need?" Ayu's back was still facing at the guy because she didn't bother to turn around. So she wouldn't get dizzy by turning around.
"Um...you see, I'm kinda forgetful and some says I don't have sense of direction." The guy said in a tiny voice.
Ayu had a sweatdrop again while Yuta fell again in anime style.
"What Da Heck?!?!!? He's handsome but he doesn't have a sense of direction?!?!!? What a turn off!!!!!!" Yuta exclaimed.
# So you were turned on by him? # Ayu thought in amusement.
Yuta was horrored by what Ayu said. "SAY WHAT?!?!!? I'm not gay!!!!!"
# You did say he is handsome. #
"Yeah but that doesn't mean I'm gay. I was only stating a fact. Besides, I'm much more handsome than him and if I were a gay, he wouldn't be my type."
# Yeah, sure. I believe you. # Ayu thought sarcastically.
"You don't sound like you believe me." Yuta folded his arms.
# Hehehehe. Gay!!!! # Ayu teased.
"UGH!!!!! I'm not GAY!!!!!!"
# Whatever, you say. Perverted, gay, ghost.#
"Why you......!!!!!!!....."
Yuta started to ramble about him not being a ghost, pervert or gay. But Ayu wasn't listening. She snapped out of her thoughts when a hand tapped on her shoulder.
"Are you okay, miss?" The guy asked in concern.
"Yes, I'm fine." Ayu said, now turning to face at the guy. She could still here Yuta rambling at her back but she couldn't make out the words. "I'll wait here for you. Then I could take you to your classroom afterwards. How's that sound?"
"Good. Thanks again. Wish me luck that the principal won't be angry with me." The guy winked.
Ayu blushed slightly. "Good luck."
The guy flashed her a smile. Then went in the principal's office.
"Hey!!! Are you listening to me?" Yuta asked, panting. He must ran out of breath with all the rambling.
Ayu looked at him in amusement. "No."
"What?!!?! I wasted my breath and saliva for nothing?"
"I guess." Ayu laughed.
A janitor passed by. "Weird." He said as he looked at her.
Now, it was Yuta's turn to laugh. Ayu just sigh and leaned. She didn't have any idea the it was the principal's door she was leaning on.
# I should be more careful. I don't want more people to think I'm weird. So can you now tell me why you say you are not a ghost? I'm starting to think I have a mental illness because I am the only one who can see, touch and hear you. #
"No, you don't have a mental illness. If you had one, you would be doing more weird stuff than talking to me. I'm just not an ordinary person. In fact, you are not the only person who met my kind. Some people who are placed in the mental hospital met my kind but of course, others would think they are mentally retarded and we are just some kind of illusion."
# Are you sure? I've seen the movie titled Beautiful Mind, you know and more or less, it's what I think is happening to me. #
"No, I haven't seen that movie but I'm quite sure that the main character was mentally retarded."
# Yeah and he became well again by IGNORING the people who he can see but the others couldn't. #
"I hope you are not planning on ignoring me. If you were mentally retarded, then other gifted or some of those people on the mental hospital wouldn't be able to see me. Only chosen and gifted people can see my kind. Normal beings won't see me. Hmm....do you have a physic friend?"
# Not a friend but I do have know a demented whacko who is claiming to be physic who lives next to my house. Woah! # As soon as Ayu finished replying Yuta, she fell because the door was opened. (AN: naka relate mo?)
Luckily though, the guy was fast enough to catch her before she hit the floor.
"You should be more careful next time on what you are leaning." The guy said.
Their faces was so close to each other and Ayu could smell his minty breath when he spoke. She wasn't blushing though because her expression was more of shock.
"Ok." Ayu replied in a shy tone.
The guy helped Ayu return her balance and stand. Yuta laughed so hard.
"What's your classroom? I'll take you there." Ayu asked.
" 3-4 "
"Ok. Follow me."
Ayu walked ahead and the guy followed. Yuta was still laughing and Ayu was starting to get pissed again.
# What is so funny?! #
"I was just...HAHAHAHA" Yuta wasn't able to finish his sentence and laguhed again.
# WHAT?! #
"I was just thinking of how many times you got the chance to comb you hair but you still haven't. BWAHAHAHAHA!"
"Oh, shit. Don't remind me." Ayu unconsiously voiced out as she slapped her hand on her forehead.
"Is there something wrong, miss?" The guy asked as he heard Ayu and saw her slapped her hand on her forehead.
"Huh? Uh, nothing. I just remembered something." Ayu lied. The she looked at the sign above the door. "Oh, here's your classrom."
They both stopped in front of the closed door. The guy made no move to go in the classroom so Ayu decided to ask.
"Aren't you going in?" Ayu asked, facing the guy.
"You must be a loner." The guy stated as he faced her.
Ayu was a bit shock at what he said. "What makes you say that?"
"Because you seem to like to talk to yourself."
Yuta just laughed again. Then Ayu had a sweat drop.
# It is true that I am a loner but I don't talk to myself. I usually write on my diary. If only you are gifted or chosen, you can see this laughing hyena beside me. # Ayu thought.
"Who are you calling laughing hyena?!?!?!?!?!" And so, Yuta began to ramble again.
But once again, Ayu wasn't able to listen to his rambles because she was tapped on the shoulder and her attention went back to the guy. De ja vu.
"You seem to like to be in deep thought too." The guy concluded.
"Aren't you going in your classroom?" Ayu ignored what the guy said and repeated her question earlier.
"I will and you have no idea how grateful I am to you. I would have been lost if you weren't there to lead me. This school is much bigger than my last one."
"You're welcome."
The guy smiled. He placed a hand on the dorr knob. He was about to opened the door when he turned to face at Ayu again.
"What now? Don't tell me you need me to guide you in the classroom and find your seat?" Ayu teased.
"No, it's not that." He chuckled. "I haven't introduced myself. I'm Kaji."
"Ah, ok." Ayu replied.
He raised an eyebrow. "Aren't you going to introduce yourself to me?"
Ayu shook her head. "There's no need." # You are just going to forget about me in the near future, anyway. I have a huge feeling with that looks of yours, you are going to be popular and when I go near you again. You'll just look at me with disgust just like the others. # Ayu added in her thoughts but Yuta was able to hear this.
Yuta stopped rambling and looked sadly at her. # Poor, Ayu. I wish I can stay here forever and stay friends with her but I have to go back to my own world, where my family, relatives and friends are living and probably waiting for me to arrive. # He thought and of course, Ayu couldn't hear his thoughts since she can't read people's minds.
"Ok." The guy accepted her answer. "If you need to talk to someone, come to me. It's not healthy to talk alone and many people will think you're weird."
"And I bet you're one of them." Ayu couldn't help but add that statement.
"No, I don't think you're weird. I just think you're a loner, who needs a friend and someone to talk to."
There was a moment of silence. (AN: Iori, ka relate jud ka ana.!!!) Ayu was staring at her feet. She doesn't know how to reply.
# That was sweet of him. Nobody offered me to their friend or someone to talk you. Well, except for mother but she's always busy whenever I want to talk to her and I bet he would change when he becomes popular. # Ayu thought sadly.
Yuta wanted to help Ayu and make her feel better but he doesn't know what to do. After all, he only met her personally this morning.
"Whatever." Ayu answered as she lifted her head. She saw the sincere expression on Kaji's face.
"I do mean eveything I said." Kaji's voice was also full of sincere.
"Good luck." Ayu just smiled. It was actually a fake one but it looked real enough to fool Kaji but not Yuta since he could read Ayu's mind and knows how Ayu feel.
"Huh?" Kaji's sincere expression turned into a confussion.
"I wish you luck that your teacher won't be angry with you." Ayu giggled. Yuta can hear it was a bit forced.
"Oh." Kaji chouckled. "Thanks. I'll go now. See ya." Kaji went in the classroom.
"Bye." Ayu turned and began to walk towards her classroom. A frown formed on her face. Yuta remained silent as he walked behind her.
TBC......
AN: Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid. Sorry, guys. I still feel bad. I still hate myself. I'm quite surpirise I was still able to write this chapter. It has a bit of angst though. Probably bacause of what I feel when I wrote it. Thanks, again for the reviews. I hope I'll feel better when I write the next chapter. Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid. Oh yeah, before I forgot please review. I can now accept annonymous reviews. I would like to thank Iori Kaster and Hellmaster Fibby again. I'm so grateful to both of you. To psychedelic aya, I'm sure you heard yourself mentioned by Ayu on the fanfic. That's all. 'Til then.....stupid, stupid, stupid, Stuppid!!!!
Love..soft as an easy chair...Stupid!!! Wrong lyrics...I think. OMG!!! I really have gone stuffid.
Iori Kaster: It's stupid not stuffid, idiot. Now, let's go to Paw's Birthday farty!!!! (AN: naka relate jud ka ana!!!!)
# raises an eyebrow # Farty? It's party, silly. After all, we are not going to Paw's Bday to fart. Anyways, 'til next time. bye!!!! stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid.....# continues ranting at herself #