Chapter 8- Mommy
5 years later
I was in there for 5 years I have been injected with so many things I can't even keep trap of what there names are. I live with accual crazy people and I swear I'm about to die. My life is depressing well even more depressing since I got here. I made friends with a girl named Charleen and she's really nice. Except for when she starts yelling at you for no reason. We would be talking about life and then she'll start yelling at me for doing absoultly nothing and then they have to take her away and give her her shots. I'm also friends with my room mate Lucy. She's a religous freak. She's always praying and saying the rosary and stuff. I mean she called me the devil once because I told her about my past. An ibsted of calling me Manny she's calls me slut. The only day of the week that I turley enjoy is Friday because Destiny comes to visit me. Destiny is my baby girl born on January 24, 2005. Now she's 5 and she's as preaty and jumpy as anyone could be just seeing her hair makes me smile she's my pride and joy. Everyone wanted me to have an abortion again but I said no I was not going throgh with again. I didn't tell anyone what happend between me and Craig that day I saidwe got drunk one night and made magic.
"Manny, Craig and Destiny are here to see you" said nure Cyndie
"She's here great I have to give her, birtday gift " I said while running over to my bed side " Cyndie Can you um grab the cake out of the fridge and bring it in the visiting room for me please"
"Sure" she said while walking out the door
I grabbed a box and ran out of the room and ino the visiting room I sat down on the chair and waitid for Destiny to come in. She opend the door and I smiled
"Mommy, Mommy" she yelld while running towards me with her arms wide and open
She looked so cute her curly brown hair swaying her preaty brown eyes she reminded me of a cuter form of Angie.
"Mommy today is my birthday." she said
I got up and gave her a hug
"I know sweaty" I said
"I'm this many" she said holding up her hand "My teacher says it's five." she said
"Yeah your five" I said giving her a huge smile
"Where's the birtday girl" Cyndie said
"I am I am " Destiny said waving her hand in the air
"Really" she said "Your the birthday girl"
"Yeah I'm this many" she said holding up her hand
"Wow your five almost as old as me" Cyndie said and she left with a wink
Cyndie was Destiny's favorite nurse here
I sang happy birthday to her and gave her her gift.
"Wow mommy it's a barbie dream house" she said smiling in aw "I love it mommy" she said giving me a hug "Thankyou"
"Your welcome" I said sqweezing her tighter
"Mommy I still hug Teddie" she said
"You do?" I asked
Teddie was a Teddie bear I had gotten her last year I have the exact same one I told her that if she ever wants to talk to me she should talk to Teddie and I'll be listining and if she ever misses me or wants to give me a hug she should hug Teddie and she'll feel me. And vice versa so if I ever want to talk to her I'll just talk to Teddie and if I ever miss her or want to give her a hug I hug Teddie. I sleap with Teddie even just to think of my daughter.
"Yeah I sleap with him I take him to school and I take him grocery shopping with mommy Paige and I take Teddie everywere so It'll be like your with me." she said "I I even take Teddie to the bathroom"
"Yup where ever you take Teddie I'll be right there with you" I said
"People in school say I'm to old for Teddie and that they threw there dolls and Teddie bears away a long time ago." she said "People in school also make fun of me for having a crazy mommy they say that you are dumb and retarted and that there parents want them to stay away from you because my mommies a slut. I don't even know what that means but it must be bad if Mommy Paige says it to"
"Mommy Paige said something about me being a slut" I asked
"Yes last night she was talking to daddy and they thought I was sleaping but I was really going to go in there room because I was scared but I heard her say that he shouldn't waste his time taking me to see that slut Manny anymore...she thinks it's a waste of time" she starting to cry
"Did daddy say anything" I said
"Yes...he said that she shouldn't call you a slut because your the mother of his baby and if she did it again he would personaly hurt her" she said
There was a long silnce
"Mommy I don't think your a slut " she said smiling
"Thank you baby" I said giving her a hug "Thats all that matters in the world...do you know what I have to talk to your daddy so can you send him in here." I asked
"Yeah " she said
"I love you mommy" she said
"I love you to" I said giving her another hug and then I gave her a kiss "See you next week...I'll have your daddy bring your toy out for you ok" I said smiling
"Ok" she said and she left, she was gone for another week another long week.
Craig came in
"Hey Manny..are they treating you nice...do you need me to complain to you?" he asked
"No Craig sit down" I said
"I need to get out of here Craig I need to be out of the place or else I really am going to go crazy" I said
"I know Manny I'm trying to work on it" he said
"Craig please just hurry up this place scares me and 5 years in here already is bad I would have rather gone to Jail then this" I said about to cry
"Don't cry Manny " he said giving me a hug
"I've just been here since I was 15 and now I'm 20 , I I can't I can't handle it, I just need to get out" I said
"I'm trying ok Manny" he said
"Ok " I said wwiping my tears "How's Paige" I asked
"She's fine" he said
"Oh well thankyou Craig" I said smiling
"For what?" he asked
"For still allowing me to see Destiny" I said
"Why would I have stopped" he asked
"Lets just say Destiny over heard Paige saying a few things to you last night" I said
"Oh....your welcome" he said smiling "I've got to go but I'll try harder ok" he said
"Yeah" I said "Her gift is over there" I said pointing to the house
"Ok " he grabbed it and started walking out "Bye Manny" he said and he left.
I was alone in this prison again all alone for another week.