12/18
-----Agony
Certain things I bore without even feeling them. Leaving high school and all my friends so early. The shame when I bore a child out of wedlock. (Shirou? Oh, you'll be looking a long time before you find the man bearing that name.) Letting Saya sacrifice herself for me. And now that it is finally my turn to die, these flames sear my flesh but don't make the slightest impression in my mind.
But oh, God, if my boy turns bitter and callow at being abandoned so cruelly, if his bright smile is lost forever thanks to what I've done…