O N Y: Hi! My muse will not be able to talk today cuz shes.uh.a little tied up! *Stares over at the corner with a tied up Dana (literally) trying to scream for help*

Dana: Mmmmph! Nrrghhfff!

O N Y: And Luna-moonkitty please don't hurt me! *hides behind huge Inuyasha plushie* sorry it took me so long to update! Me Internet was being evil and won't let me get on!

Disclaimer: Inuyasha don't belong to me but if he did everyone will be singing 'joy to the world Kikyo's dead!'

My Death for Love By Owari Nai Yume

Everyone was in Kaede's hut eating her stew, which really didn't want to know what was inside. Kagome sat in the corner of the hut not touching her food yet. Her eyes had a dazed expression like she was looking at something far away. She was thinking back to the conversation with Sesshomaru.

*flashback*

"Is there another way?" kagome asked quietly.

"No. do you want to turn Inuyasha full youkai are not?" Sesshomaru asked coldly.

"Yes." Kagome said without hesitation.

"Then do it on the full moon, got that?"

*end of flashback*

"Kagome-chan, what's wrong? You were spacing out ever since you came back from the forest." Sango asked her best friend, worry was etched in her face.

"Yes child, tell us what is wrong. Ye hadn't touch ye's food yet and I know my cooking is not that bad."

"It's nothing, really. I'm just thinking about some stuff, that's all." Kagome said while plastering a fake smile on her face.

"Feh! Kagome your such an idiot! You think you can fool us with that stupid smile? Kikyo would never had done that!" Inuyasha suddenly yelled out. Everybody cringed at the sound of Kagome's incarnation's name.

Kagome's eyes saddened as she heard Inuyasha yell at her. He was comparing her to Kikyo once again. Sango who saw the sadness in Kagome's eyes whispered something in Kaede's ear. She quickly nodded in understanding.

"Stop talking about ugly clay pot Inuyasha. I don't know why you like her anyway! I can see it now! The dog and the pot are getting married! Wait, change that. The dog pee on pot! Muahahahahaha!" Shippo laughed as Inuyasha started punching him in the face like about fifty times.

"Inuyasha, Kaede and I have to talk to you, now. Outside." Sango announced.

"What if I don-" He was cut short.

"I said NOW!!" Sango yelled while dragging Inuyasha outside, Kaede following behind. Shippo skipped along behind them with a huge bump on his head.

"Um.that was different." Miroku said while turning towards Kagome. She now had that dazed look again and wasn't listening to Miroku at all.

"Kagome?"

"Huh?" Kagome looked as if she saw Miroku for the first time.

"Are you alright Kagome?"

"um yeah of course! Why wouldn't I be!" Kagome said with a fake sense of happiness.

"Kagome there's something wrong and I know it. Tell me now." Miroku said firmly while his eyes stared intently at her. For once he was acting serious.

"Fine." So Kagome told him everything that happened in the forest.

*flashback*

"What are you doing here?!" Kagome said a little frantic. She didn't even bring her bow and arrows!

"Don't worry wench. I'm not here to hurt you. I had listened to what you just said and there is a way that might be of use to you." Sesshomaru said with the same emotionless eyes.

"Wait, what are you talking about?" Kagome said now totally confused. ' He doesn't want to kill me but wants to help me? What's going on here!'

"I mean that there is away to turn my worthless half-brother into and full blooded inu youkai. But of course you need to sacrifice something of rather someone." His voice never wavering as he said those words his cold eyes boring into hers.

"W-what kind of sacrifice?" Kagome said. 'There is another way to change someone into a full youkai?! I can't believe it!'

"A human has to give their soul to him. But it cannot be any human. The human must have intense spiritual powers and has known the hanyou for a long time. The human must do it willingly under the full moon while face the hanyou." Sesshomaru explained in a monotone voice.

"How do you give your soul to someone?"

"Are you humans such morons? You have to kill yourself to give someone your soul." Said Sesshomaru as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. There came a long silence between them. Kagome slowly taking in the information that she was just given.

"Is there another way?" kagome asked quietly.

"No. do you want to turn Inuyasha full youkai are not?" Sesshomaru asked coldly.

"Yes." Kagome said without hesitation.

"Then do it on the full moon, got that?" Sesshomaru reminded her. Kagome only nodded her head.

Sesshomaru started to walk away but before he got out of the clearing he turned around and said, "You must care a lot for my worthless brother to give him you life."

*end of flashback*

"your not really going to do it are you!?" Miroku yelled at her.

"Of course I am." Kagome said. There was no emotion in her voice. "I have to."

"No you don't Kagome!" Miroku yelled desperately trying to change her mind. "No one is making you!"

"But Inuyasha would be happy!" Kagome screamed.

"W-what?" He didn't believe what he just heard. It was like he heard it but it wasn't real. Miroku just sat there stunned.

"Inuyasha will be happy when he turns into a full blooded youkai. I know that is his hearts desire. And all.all I want is for him to be happy." Kagome said as tears formed in her once happy blue gray eyes.

"But the full moon is tomorrow. So your really going to.you know." Miroku said quietly. Everything seems so awkward now. Both of them don't know what to say.

"Yeah." Kagome said looking down at her untouched food.

"It there any way to persuade you not to do this Kagome?" Miroku asked desperately. Kagome just shook her head.

"Very well then. Kagome I will miss you a lot. You were always a great friend to me." Miroku said giving up any hope of persuading her to take another route. He knows that this is her final decision.

"I'll miss you too Miroku." Kagome said just as Kaede and Sango went into the hut. "Hey Kagome! Hope the Hentai didn't do anything perverted." Sango said as she glared at Miroku who was backing up into a corner of the hut.

"Where's Inuyasha?" Kagome asked snapping Sango out of trying to kill Miroku.

"Huh? Oh! He said he was gonna stay outside for a while." Sango said cheerfully.

"oh. Um.I'm gonna go to bed." Kagome said as she headed towards her futon.

"Okay! Good night Kagome-chan!" Sango said happily.

"Good night Sango.forever." She whispered. She was lying in her futon now not facing the happy group behind her. Tears now freely flowing from her eyes like blood from a deep wound.

A/N Here ya go, the new and improved version. So what you think. If you still think that Miroku is too understanding then I'm really really sorry but I tried my best okay.