A/N I'm sooooo sorry that I didn't update for so long. I've been really
busy. School just started again and I go to another place to get more
homework, I tutor 4th graders, and I'm starting mandarin school. Yay, I'm
too old to be starting. All my classmates are like four feet tall. That
sucks. And they speak better mandarin that I do! I've been stressed out
too. So gomen again.
Disclaimer: Me no own Inu-chan.
My Death for Love By Darkness Flames
~*~*Kagome POV*~*~
The night has swallowed up the sun but the ball of light which is the moon shown brightly. It reminded me of a ball I use to have when I was a child. The trees whispered in my ears as I walked trough the dense foliage of the forest with Inuyasha right behind me. His hair contrasted with the dark night sky. It almost made him look like he was glowing, like he was immortal. I couldn't help thinking that he looked cute and the scowl on his face only made he look more adorable. I felt a smile tug on my lips but it was a sad one. Am I doing the right thing? Grrrr. Stop that! I can't think like that at a time like this! I can't doubt myself now!
Our short journey ended at the Goshinboku tree. A thick silence coated the air for a while. I finally spoke though. It seems to startle Inuyasha when the barrier of silence broke and these words escaped my lips.
"Every time I gaze at its huge branches I always think to the time when we first met. It seems so long ago doesn't it? When you were set free once again? Now it seems only like a distant memory."
My back was to him but for some reason I knew his eyes soften and a genuine smile graced his lips as those words came out of my own.
"It has been a long time hasn't it?" He said. His voice was calm and steady. "The day I was free to roam this earth once again? We gone trough so many adventures I almost forgotten about it." I silently turned towards him; a sad smile was on my face. I always knew this day would come when we have to face the problem that was always there. I think he knew it was coming too for his eyes were one of wisdom and knowing.
"Inuyasha, I'm met Sesshomaru." I said quietly, my gaze never left his. " He told me there was another way to turn you into a youkai." He eyes widened in surprise.
"There's another way!?! I can't believe it, tell me now!" Inuyasha yelled in excitement. I smiled, well at least he's happy.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" I asked hesitantly.
"Of course!" Inuyasha yelled.
"Okay." I closed my eyes as I started to chant the enchantment that Sesshomaru told me to.
"When the night is as bright as day, When crimson shall water the earth, I call on the power of the all mighty, The one who makes this earth tremble in fear! Lend you're power to me! I pledge myself to light and darkness!"
I took out an arrow out of the many that I brought with me as I opened my eyes. I saw Inuyasha staring in amazement as well as confusion.
I gave a slight smile to him as I took the arrow and stabbed it into my right arm.
"Kagome!! What the hell are you doing?!!" Inuyasha yelled as he rushed over to me. He roughly grabbed my arm making me let go of the arrow.
"Let go of me Inuyasha! I'm doing this so you can become a full youkai!!" I screamed. I closed my eyes not daring to look into his for I know if I did, doubt will wash over me once again. By now the blood has thoroughly stained the sleeve of my school uniform. Blood started dripping on the barren floor.
"How can killing yourself make me become a full youkai!?!?" silence followed after the those words. I slowly opened my eyes only to be greeted with a endless pools of amber staring back. Tears suddenly fell from my own.
"My soul will turn you into a youkai." I choked out through the downpour of tears. He stared in shock as his grasp on me loosened. I pushed myself away from him as I stumbled to get the bloody arrow. I quickly took it and incised it into my heart. I could barely stop myself from crying out in pain.
"Kagome stop this!" Inuyasha yelled as he tried to get the arrow away from me. I clumsily backed away. I started to fell light head when I suddenly tripped over a rock.
"Kyaaaahh!!!" I screamed as the arrow in my hand grazed the side of my stomach when I fell. My now dirty face cringed as I struggled to stand up.
"Kagome." Inuyasha's voice was soft as he picked me up. "Stop this. Stop it now." Inuyasha voice pleaded as he cradled my body like it was porcelain. Have I really made a mistake? Didn't Inuyasha want to become youkai? Then why does he seem so sad?
"Inuyasha." Tasted blood in my mouth as I whispered, " Inuyasha, please be happy." I gave him a weak smile but even that hurt. Suddenly all the anguish and pain I felt lifted from my body. It seems like my body went numb. I slowly turned my head towards Inuyasha with a sad smile of my once again. "Inuyasha, it doesn't hurt no more. The pain, it's gone."
"What do you mean, Kagome?" worry and confusion shown in his amber eyes.
" I going to die soon Inuyasha."
"No! Don't say that! You're not going to die." He insisted. No. He pleaded. Did Inuyasha really care for me? It can't be.can it? He loves Kikyo, right? I started to feel even more light headed as I whispered my last words.
"Inuyasha. Good bye."
"No. Kagome. NO!!" I heard the faint sound of Inuyasha's yelling as I slowly drifted into darkness.
A/N So what you think? Don't worry; the story is not over yet! Muahahahaha!!! Me so evil. ^_~ Anywho, if your wondering wear Dana is she went on vacation!! *Shows picture of Dana tied up in the trunk of a truck* I'll try to get the next chapter up as fast as I could. Well ja matte ne of ja for now! Pick either one. What ever floats your boat.
Disclaimer: Me no own Inu-chan.
My Death for Love By Darkness Flames
~*~*Kagome POV*~*~
The night has swallowed up the sun but the ball of light which is the moon shown brightly. It reminded me of a ball I use to have when I was a child. The trees whispered in my ears as I walked trough the dense foliage of the forest with Inuyasha right behind me. His hair contrasted with the dark night sky. It almost made him look like he was glowing, like he was immortal. I couldn't help thinking that he looked cute and the scowl on his face only made he look more adorable. I felt a smile tug on my lips but it was a sad one. Am I doing the right thing? Grrrr. Stop that! I can't think like that at a time like this! I can't doubt myself now!
Our short journey ended at the Goshinboku tree. A thick silence coated the air for a while. I finally spoke though. It seems to startle Inuyasha when the barrier of silence broke and these words escaped my lips.
"Every time I gaze at its huge branches I always think to the time when we first met. It seems so long ago doesn't it? When you were set free once again? Now it seems only like a distant memory."
My back was to him but for some reason I knew his eyes soften and a genuine smile graced his lips as those words came out of my own.
"It has been a long time hasn't it?" He said. His voice was calm and steady. "The day I was free to roam this earth once again? We gone trough so many adventures I almost forgotten about it." I silently turned towards him; a sad smile was on my face. I always knew this day would come when we have to face the problem that was always there. I think he knew it was coming too for his eyes were one of wisdom and knowing.
"Inuyasha, I'm met Sesshomaru." I said quietly, my gaze never left his. " He told me there was another way to turn you into a youkai." He eyes widened in surprise.
"There's another way!?! I can't believe it, tell me now!" Inuyasha yelled in excitement. I smiled, well at least he's happy.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" I asked hesitantly.
"Of course!" Inuyasha yelled.
"Okay." I closed my eyes as I started to chant the enchantment that Sesshomaru told me to.
"When the night is as bright as day, When crimson shall water the earth, I call on the power of the all mighty, The one who makes this earth tremble in fear! Lend you're power to me! I pledge myself to light and darkness!"
I took out an arrow out of the many that I brought with me as I opened my eyes. I saw Inuyasha staring in amazement as well as confusion.
I gave a slight smile to him as I took the arrow and stabbed it into my right arm.
"Kagome!! What the hell are you doing?!!" Inuyasha yelled as he rushed over to me. He roughly grabbed my arm making me let go of the arrow.
"Let go of me Inuyasha! I'm doing this so you can become a full youkai!!" I screamed. I closed my eyes not daring to look into his for I know if I did, doubt will wash over me once again. By now the blood has thoroughly stained the sleeve of my school uniform. Blood started dripping on the barren floor.
"How can killing yourself make me become a full youkai!?!?" silence followed after the those words. I slowly opened my eyes only to be greeted with a endless pools of amber staring back. Tears suddenly fell from my own.
"My soul will turn you into a youkai." I choked out through the downpour of tears. He stared in shock as his grasp on me loosened. I pushed myself away from him as I stumbled to get the bloody arrow. I quickly took it and incised it into my heart. I could barely stop myself from crying out in pain.
"Kagome stop this!" Inuyasha yelled as he tried to get the arrow away from me. I clumsily backed away. I started to fell light head when I suddenly tripped over a rock.
"Kyaaaahh!!!" I screamed as the arrow in my hand grazed the side of my stomach when I fell. My now dirty face cringed as I struggled to stand up.
"Kagome." Inuyasha's voice was soft as he picked me up. "Stop this. Stop it now." Inuyasha voice pleaded as he cradled my body like it was porcelain. Have I really made a mistake? Didn't Inuyasha want to become youkai? Then why does he seem so sad?
"Inuyasha." Tasted blood in my mouth as I whispered, " Inuyasha, please be happy." I gave him a weak smile but even that hurt. Suddenly all the anguish and pain I felt lifted from my body. It seems like my body went numb. I slowly turned my head towards Inuyasha with a sad smile of my once again. "Inuyasha, it doesn't hurt no more. The pain, it's gone."
"What do you mean, Kagome?" worry and confusion shown in his amber eyes.
" I going to die soon Inuyasha."
"No! Don't say that! You're not going to die." He insisted. No. He pleaded. Did Inuyasha really care for me? It can't be.can it? He loves Kikyo, right? I started to feel even more light headed as I whispered my last words.
"Inuyasha. Good bye."
"No. Kagome. NO!!" I heard the faint sound of Inuyasha's yelling as I slowly drifted into darkness.
A/N So what you think? Don't worry; the story is not over yet! Muahahahaha!!! Me so evil. ^_~ Anywho, if your wondering wear Dana is she went on vacation!! *Shows picture of Dana tied up in the trunk of a truck* I'll try to get the next chapter up as fast as I could. Well ja matte ne of ja for now! Pick either one. What ever floats your boat.
