'What's wrong with me? Why had I said anything at all. How could I let her see the letters?'

He knew that he couldn't let Ginny tell anyone, he wasn't ready for anyone to think he was… a nice person. He was well aware that he was no angel, and he was to blame for all he had done, but he wanted to become a good person, he was sick of hurting people, he had seen what his father has done, and how even him had hurt people and it just made him sad. He just wasn't sure yet if he could become a good person all on his own. He'd have to leave all his friends and his family behind, mostly because after he said he wouldn't become a Death Eater the would never speak to him again.

He decided to think on it overnight. Something he had resigned to do every night ever since he'd received the letter from his father. He re-read for the letter for the 10th time.

Dear Draco,

I'm sure you will be very glad to know the Dark Lord has decided to accept you as a Death Eater. I always knew he would. Be prepared to be initiated when you return for Christmas. A wonderful present for the family right?

Your Father,

Lucius

'A wonderful present my arse' he thought to himself as he drifted off to a troubled sleep.

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'Could we really be friends? Has he really changed? ' Ginny could not stop thinking about what had happened between her and Draco in the library. She was still shocked that the person she had hated for so long, and had always known to be the horrible person in school, as long as the school's own "man-whore". Ginny tried to push the subject out of her mind., so she picked up the book from the library and started to read.

It ended up being all about a slutty girl trying to do it with the hott guy and then deciding her friend was better in bed… yea a real love story. So she put it down, because it made her feel all the more lonely. Ginny wasn't a slut, but she had had sex before, with Harry and once with Seamus when they dated at the end of last year. She never really liked it that much, but she knew deep down inside when she found the right person that it would be great and everything would fit and it would be perfect and she would forget about the times before because they wouldn't matter anymore, all that would matter was that person and that moment.

She was getting way to sappy so she decided to go to sleep.

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Draco sat next to Morag (his best friend since he ditched Crabbe and Goyle in 6th year, they were just so damn dumb) at the breakfast table.

"Look at Pansy… she lost a few. She's looking pretty good. Maybe I'll take her "for a walk later"" Said Morag with a laugh.

"Huh? Pansy o yea sure."

"You ok?"

"Yea I'm fine."

"Have you seen Millicent?"

"When today?"

"No. I was just wondering if you guys you were still together. I guess not."

"We were never together. Well we were but we weren't dating. You know what I mean."

"Man you go through girls like I change my underwear."

"No I don't."

"You're thinking about a new one right now."

"No I'm not." But he was. He couldn't get Ginny of his mind. He decided that he could confide in her, mostly because he needed to talk to anyone, soon.

"Whatever. I got my letter, from my dad. About you know… Did you?"

"Yea…" Said Draco trailing off

"I'm so excited. It's over break and they usually don't take us this young but" Morag babbled on and on.

"I have to go" said Draco abruptly. He saw the flash of red hair he had been looking for and decided to go talk to Weasley.

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"I have to go guys. I want to return a book before class." Ginny said to Ron, Harry and Hermione.

"Ok" they all replied, not really listening.

Ginny was walking quietly through the halls when she could have sworn she heard footsteps behind her. She always was a little paranoid, so she turned and saw Draco trailing her.

"Why are you following me?" She asked.

"I..I..I wanted to talk." He admitted.

"I'm glad." She said "Come to the library with me. We can skip first period."

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