My! I'm so surprised that you're gonna read this!!! I'M SOOOO SORRY! For this late chapter! DAMN THOSE TEACHERS!!! I HATE THEM… well… I HATE MOST OF THEM !!!
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I lie down on the bed with my eyes closed, my feet apart from each other, and my left hand on my stomach and my right hand on my forehead.
I sighed… The images of me dancing on the dance floor with…HIM! Kept playing on my mind… even though I have to concentrate… for this is a mission… a mission that depends the cycle of our lives. I sighed again, this one for defeat. I cannot get him out of my head… or in other words, my thoughts belong only to him… and him alone…
I asked him to dance… and I was so surprised that he took the offer… I was a bit jealous too… Thinking that he did not know who was behind the mask I wore this night.
The feeling of his hands entwined with mine once more gave me the warm flare that I have been waiting for to feel again. He looked through my eyes as we started to dance… As if he wanted to reach through my soul and take it out… I was a bit frightened of the way he looked through me…
I think I drank too much…
Anyways, I asked him about his
certain-supposed-to-be-bitch-selfish-self-centered-pale-thief-boyfriend! ………
Ahem… He told me she was his wife… You know me being stupid and all that, I asked him if it was true my voice failing me to sound a very sarcastically tone. He looked at me, and well… the blah blah blah goes on…
Then it came to a point where I could not stop myself anymore… damn my mouth for uttering such stupid words… 'Do you love someone else?' DAMN! I just had to give out those words! However, being , I remained calm outside, definitely not inside for inside I was screaming at myself… I continued questioning him… and words came out of his reddish-kissable lips…
'She has blue eyes, long golden hair and a funny way of talking.'
My eyes grew larger and I think I felt my jaw drop at that time… I stopped that dancing and stared at him… then he continued:
'That's you…' I was ready to fie at that moment that I heard him say those last two words… His voice haunts my mind… Those two words that holds my entire existence right now, kept whispering inside my soul.
I mumbled excuses… HUH! Trust him not to fall for those tricks!
Suddenly I shouted and shouted at him… He told me I was the one who started all of it and he was just playing! Oooooooooooooooh!!! That made my blood rise!
I began to calm down a bit and he just had to say it! He just really needed to say it! He wanted to say it! 'I got to go.' THERE! He said it! I asked him if he had to and he nodded. He slowly walked backwards and walked farther away.
When I could not see him anymore, I walked balk to the bar and sipped my martini until the very last drop.
'That was a good move. Rogue, eh? Nice name.' Someone spoke and I looked up. It was the bartender. I didn't recognize him first but when he removed his cap and his braided hair swung on his back………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..…………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….
Much to that, I told him everything from the hair to the dancing part and to the part that I hate most! SEEING HIM WITH THAT THIEF, RELENA!!!
After those talking, I went to that terrace to stare at the beautiful moon… Can't help it… I favoritize moon above all else… well… maybe except when a certain 'he' comes in…
Suddenly, I felt someone tapped on my shoulder. Hoping upon hopes that it was who I was thinking about… YES!!! THANK ALL THE HEAVENS!!!
It was he. 'Hi.' He greeted and I smiled at him. He asked for my name… I thought for a while and answered 'Rogue.' He declared that he was Heero that wife of Relena… BUT!
What amazed me was the words he said right after that:
'I request a dance with such beauty.' That just struck me… With my head going in circles and my eyes turning into hearts, I smiled and nodded in approval to his weird invitation for a dance.
We went towards the dance floor and he placed my hand into its proper places, which he just learned a while ago… He started to lead the dance and I placed my head on top of his shoulder. I let go of his hand, place it on my waist and circled my arms around his neck.
I asked him if he is worried that his 'wife' might see us…He even cracked a joke at that!
I began thinking about many things inside my head. I called out his name and stopped dancing. I held his hands with mine. 'I love you very much…' I whispered. Tears ran down my face and I bowed down my head, which he lifted up for me to face him.
He told me that he hates seeing me cry… I KNEW THAT! I thought inside my head but I answered him in a calm way. He told me to stop crying… which I did not listen to… He wiped the tears on my face.
I focused all my thoughts to him… 'Will you come back to me?' I asked him… HELL THAT WAS THE STUPIDIEST QUESTION I HAVE EVER MADE! As if reading my mind, he answered:
'That's the stupidest question I have ever heard.'
I ignored that… 'Well? Will you?' I persuaded. 'Of course I will.' He replied and thank good ness he did! If he did not I do not know what I could have done! However, I knew it would be something ballistic and outrageous…
I smiled. I called out his name again… 'It's been so hard for me to give my heart away.' I whispered but clear enough for him… I moved closer to him... 'But I would give my everything, just to have you say…' I continued but he cutted me off with what I was not expecting to come out of him…
'I love you.' WHAT?!? I thought he was joking at that time… The perfect soldier says those words! I'd die thinking about if it was possible! Unconsciously, I moved backwards at those sudden words and tears running down my cheeks…
I think he said something after that but it was not possible for me to hear him… My mind was too mixed up with what was happening at that time… Instead of just standing and thinking… I kissed him… with all my heart and soul…
I pulled away, much to my unwilling desire I had to… I walked out. Somehow, I felt his gaze still following me… I walked and walked and walked… Thus, ending into bumping into Rhythm and being oh-so-nice, she escorted me to my room.
I sighed again… but this time for love… DAMN! I'm in love again! The feeling that I thought I would never ever come across again is here! It holds my heart hostage and my life at the edge of a cliff! However,… it feel so… different. Maybe, my heart's not a hostage at all! Nor my soul at the edge of a cliff…
I feel free… and he lets me do whatever I wish… except putting my life in death, I think…
I think I feel my head spinning… I think I'm gonna drowse into sleepy land… Yeah… I… think… I… am…
but, before that…
Do you even know who I was blabbering about all this time???
That was and will forever always be, my love and life…
-=§Heero Yuy§=-
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