A New Life
By Kati F. Authors Note: Hey everyone hope you enjoy my angst story. I deleted some verses from cry me a river because it was really long so I tried shortening it! Enjoy!
Disclaimer: I don't own the story or the characters of Inuyasha and I don't own the song cry me a river! Now on with the story! ~Cry Me A River~
Chapter One Reminiscing
Kagome sat silently staring out at the passing trees and cars. She spotted a green explorer whose passengers where laughing gaily about a joke that the driver had made. They looked like such happy family, just how her family used to be like. It made Kagome's heart ache looking at the family and soon silent tears were trailing down her chick. Kagome remembered it like yesterday, it started out with a fight between her and Inuyasha... (A/N: Sorry about the squiggly line I couldn't delete it!)
*FlashBack*
"KAGOME I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU LET THAT CREEP KISS YOU!" roared Inuyasha's voice.
~You were my sun, You were my earth, But you didn't know all the ways I loved you, no~
Kagome rolled her eyes at him. 'Inuyasha your such a jerk', Kagome thought, 'I cant believe he's pissed at me cause Kouga FORCEFULLY kissed me, and I didn't push him away, what nerve Inuyasha has when the same thing happened to him with Kikyo and I didn't act THAT mean towards him.'
~So you took a chance And made other plans But I bet you didn't think that they would come crashing down, no~
"FORGODSAKES INUYASHA WHAT DID YOU WANT ME TO DO, SUMO WRESTLE HIM OR SOMETHING!"
~You don't have to say, what you did, I already know, I found out from him Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be~
"WELL IT'S BETTER THEN JUST SITTING THERE DUMBLY AND LETTING HIM KISS YOU KAGOME!"
~And don't it make you sad about it
You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
Now you tell me you need me~
"AAARGGG" Kagome groaned in frustration.
~When you call me, on the phone
(When you call me on the phone)
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy~
"YOU KNOW, I THINK YOU ENJOYED THAT KISS!"
~Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
To cry, cry me a river
Cry me a river-er
Cry me a river
Cry me a river-er, yea yea~
"WHAT! YOU ARE SUCH A BAKA INUYASHA! I DIDN'T ENJOY THE KISS IT WAS FORCED ON ME I WAS JUST TOO SURPRISED TO ACT! WHY WON'T YOU BELIEVE ME!?" Kagome cried out.
~I know that they say
That somethings are better left unsaid
It wasn't like you only talked to him and you know it
(Don't act like you don't know it)
All of these things people told me
Keep messing with my head
(Messing with my head)
You should've picked honesty
Then you may not have blown it
(Yea..)~
Inuyasha suddenly pinned Kagome to one of the sides of the Bone Eater Well forcing her hands to her sides. Kagome was frightened greatly because Inuyasha looked angry and - could it be- sad? This shocked Kagome, 'Inuyasha looks sad.no, not sad but really hurt like someone stabbed him in the heart.' Kagome thought to herself as her anger was replaced with guilt and depression.
~You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
(All alone)
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
(When you call me on the phone)
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
(I'm not like them baby)
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
(It's your turn)~
"Inuyasha", Kagome whispered barely audible.
"I hate you Kagome you stupid slut." Inuyasha said in a hurtful tone.
~To cry, cry me a river
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea
Oh~
Before Kagome could respond to is hurtful comment Inuyasha pushed Kagome down the well back to her own time.
~The damage is done
So I guess I be... leaving
You don't have to say, what you did,
(Don't have to say, what you did)
I already know, I found out from him
(I already know, uh)
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
(No chance, you and me)
And don't it make you sad about it~
She landed with a loud thud in her own time. She couldn't move from her position in the well. 'I hate you Kagome you stupid slut!' kept repeating itself inside her head. 'Inuyasha looked so betrayed. And it's all my fault, just because I didn't push Kouga away when he kissed me.' Kagome buried her head in the nook of her arm and started sobbing.
~Cry me a river
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Cause I've already cried)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea
(Ain't gonna cry no more, yea-yea) Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)~
*End of Flashback*
'If only I pushed Kouga away then we wouldn't have never gotten into this childish fight, I would have been there on that fateful day supporting him and everything would be fine. But I wasn't there. I wasn't there to help him like a real girlfriend should; I betrayed him and brought him to his death..' More bed memories started flooding Kagome's head about that fateful day that changed her life..
*Flash Back*
"Mom!" Yelled Kagome as she ran into the kitchen stuffing various foods into her already full yellow backpack.
"Yes Kagome?" Kagome's mom asked poking her head through the kitchen door.
"I just wanted to tell you that I am going back to the Sengoku Jiadi." (A/N: Sorry I don't know how to spell it!)
"And when will you return home?"
"Ummm hopefully in a week or so."
"Kagome, I'm worried about you."
"Mom I've told you a million times that I'm fine." Kagome said cutting her mom off in mid sentence.
"No Kagome, I'm worried about you academically wise."
"Oh." Kagome said in surprise still stuffing her backpack with food.
"I really want you to get into a good college and become a doctor or a miko, something that has steady cash flow."
Kagome turned around noticing how worried her mom looked, it made Kagome feel ashamed of not studying harder. Kagome walked over to her mom gave her kiss and hugged her saying, "Mom I promise from know on I'll work my hardest to be the top of my class and get a job that you'd be proud of."
Kagome's mom smiled a huge grin. "Thanks Kagome you made an old lady very happy."
"Mom you're not THAT old, although I have to admit being born during the prehistoric period makes you pretty old."
"Get out of here my worthless child!" Kagome's mom said with a huge smile pushing her out the door while Kagome is laughing hysterically.
'I should be on my way to the feudal era Inuyasha is probably worried, who the hell am I kidding he'll probably kill me on sight, o well its my responsibility to collect all the shikon shards. Hopefully Sango and Miroku will help me when Inuyasha tries to commit third degree murder.' Kagome strides off and jumps into the Bone Eaters Well, saying a silent prayer that Inuyasha has cooled off and forgiven her.
By Kati F. Authors Note: Hey everyone hope you enjoy my angst story. I deleted some verses from cry me a river because it was really long so I tried shortening it! Enjoy!
Disclaimer: I don't own the story or the characters of Inuyasha and I don't own the song cry me a river! Now on with the story! ~Cry Me A River~
Chapter One Reminiscing
Kagome sat silently staring out at the passing trees and cars. She spotted a green explorer whose passengers where laughing gaily about a joke that the driver had made. They looked like such happy family, just how her family used to be like. It made Kagome's heart ache looking at the family and soon silent tears were trailing down her chick. Kagome remembered it like yesterday, it started out with a fight between her and Inuyasha... (A/N: Sorry about the squiggly line I couldn't delete it!)
*FlashBack*
"KAGOME I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU LET THAT CREEP KISS YOU!" roared Inuyasha's voice.
~You were my sun, You were my earth, But you didn't know all the ways I loved you, no~
Kagome rolled her eyes at him. 'Inuyasha your such a jerk', Kagome thought, 'I cant believe he's pissed at me cause Kouga FORCEFULLY kissed me, and I didn't push him away, what nerve Inuyasha has when the same thing happened to him with Kikyo and I didn't act THAT mean towards him.'
~So you took a chance And made other plans But I bet you didn't think that they would come crashing down, no~
"FORGODSAKES INUYASHA WHAT DID YOU WANT ME TO DO, SUMO WRESTLE HIM OR SOMETHING!"
~You don't have to say, what you did, I already know, I found out from him Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be~
"WELL IT'S BETTER THEN JUST SITTING THERE DUMBLY AND LETTING HIM KISS YOU KAGOME!"
~And don't it make you sad about it
You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
Now you tell me you need me~
"AAARGGG" Kagome groaned in frustration.
~When you call me, on the phone
(When you call me on the phone)
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy~
"YOU KNOW, I THINK YOU ENJOYED THAT KISS!"
~Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
To cry, cry me a river
Cry me a river-er
Cry me a river
Cry me a river-er, yea yea~
"WHAT! YOU ARE SUCH A BAKA INUYASHA! I DIDN'T ENJOY THE KISS IT WAS FORCED ON ME I WAS JUST TOO SURPRISED TO ACT! WHY WON'T YOU BELIEVE ME!?" Kagome cried out.
~I know that they say
That somethings are better left unsaid
It wasn't like you only talked to him and you know it
(Don't act like you don't know it)
All of these things people told me
Keep messing with my head
(Messing with my head)
You should've picked honesty
Then you may not have blown it
(Yea..)~
Inuyasha suddenly pinned Kagome to one of the sides of the Bone Eater Well forcing her hands to her sides. Kagome was frightened greatly because Inuyasha looked angry and - could it be- sad? This shocked Kagome, 'Inuyasha looks sad.no, not sad but really hurt like someone stabbed him in the heart.' Kagome thought to herself as her anger was replaced with guilt and depression.
~You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
(All alone)
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
(When you call me on the phone)
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
(I'm not like them baby)
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
(It's your turn)~
"Inuyasha", Kagome whispered barely audible.
"I hate you Kagome you stupid slut." Inuyasha said in a hurtful tone.
~To cry, cry me a river
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea
Oh~
Before Kagome could respond to is hurtful comment Inuyasha pushed Kagome down the well back to her own time.
~The damage is done
So I guess I be... leaving
You don't have to say, what you did,
(Don't have to say, what you did)
I already know, I found out from him
(I already know, uh)
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
(No chance, you and me)
And don't it make you sad about it~
She landed with a loud thud in her own time. She couldn't move from her position in the well. 'I hate you Kagome you stupid slut!' kept repeating itself inside her head. 'Inuyasha looked so betrayed. And it's all my fault, just because I didn't push Kouga away when he kissed me.' Kagome buried her head in the nook of her arm and started sobbing.
~Cry me a river
(Baby go on and just)
Cry me a river-er
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Cause I've already cried)
Cry me a river-er, yea yea
(Ain't gonna cry no more, yea-yea) Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)~
*End of Flashback*
'If only I pushed Kouga away then we wouldn't have never gotten into this childish fight, I would have been there on that fateful day supporting him and everything would be fine. But I wasn't there. I wasn't there to help him like a real girlfriend should; I betrayed him and brought him to his death..' More bed memories started flooding Kagome's head about that fateful day that changed her life..
*Flash Back*
"Mom!" Yelled Kagome as she ran into the kitchen stuffing various foods into her already full yellow backpack.
"Yes Kagome?" Kagome's mom asked poking her head through the kitchen door.
"I just wanted to tell you that I am going back to the Sengoku Jiadi." (A/N: Sorry I don't know how to spell it!)
"And when will you return home?"
"Ummm hopefully in a week or so."
"Kagome, I'm worried about you."
"Mom I've told you a million times that I'm fine." Kagome said cutting her mom off in mid sentence.
"No Kagome, I'm worried about you academically wise."
"Oh." Kagome said in surprise still stuffing her backpack with food.
"I really want you to get into a good college and become a doctor or a miko, something that has steady cash flow."
Kagome turned around noticing how worried her mom looked, it made Kagome feel ashamed of not studying harder. Kagome walked over to her mom gave her kiss and hugged her saying, "Mom I promise from know on I'll work my hardest to be the top of my class and get a job that you'd be proud of."
Kagome's mom smiled a huge grin. "Thanks Kagome you made an old lady very happy."
"Mom you're not THAT old, although I have to admit being born during the prehistoric period makes you pretty old."
"Get out of here my worthless child!" Kagome's mom said with a huge smile pushing her out the door while Kagome is laughing hysterically.
'I should be on my way to the feudal era Inuyasha is probably worried, who the hell am I kidding he'll probably kill me on sight, o well its my responsibility to collect all the shikon shards. Hopefully Sango and Miroku will help me when Inuyasha tries to commit third degree murder.' Kagome strides off and jumps into the Bone Eaters Well, saying a silent prayer that Inuyasha has cooled off and forgiven her.