Authors Note: Hi again did i not promise i whould update soon!!! lol ok well heres the next chapter no i'm just writeing and thingking as i go so bare with me , also i was thinking of writeing a story about Blasie Zambini(as a boy) so do you think i should of course after i finish this one i cant write two at the same time but it whould be kind of a side story oh yea the rateing is going up for the following:language ,sexual material(later chap), giuse of alcohol , and a drunken girl girl kiss( no there not lesbians there just really drunk and like the attention you'll see) ok so anyways i have my first modeling job in new york right after the new year so im so excited!! ok thanks for reviewing tell your friends!

The last two weks leading up to the winter holidays were a wirlwind of emotions for Draco. Since reciveing the letter from her father pansy had shyed away from him almost fearful to get to close, but that was only sometimes and mostly in the day but once the sun set a new Pansy came out and not a better one either. The evening pansy was wild loud ,the life of the party, and drunk most of the time.It had been a normal day for Pansy and Draco, they walked to class together, him trying to gain a smile out of her but he was not succsessful, then lunch came and she whouldnt eat much, and the rest of classes where pansy payed attention and almost seemed to doubt draco's feelings. That night however Draco walked in to the commen room to find the slytherin boys gathered around someone and were hooting and hollering,"look at that shes really makeing out with her"blasie Zambini said pointing to Tatiania , the swedish exchange student who whould do whatever it took to gain attention. Draco smirked,"i've got to see this" he said and walked over to the boys with more firewisky,"let me through boys,this is somthing i've got to ...Pansy?"Draco said almost dropping one of the bottels as he watched the two blondes swaping saliva in a drunken kiss."Draco"pansy said pulling away from Tatiania. Draco just looked at her and stormed off to the otherside and was quickly followed by Pansy,"Draco wait whats wrong, come on you honestly didnt think there was anything going on back there it was just a play for attention a drunken kiss "she said touching his cheek but draco turned his head ,"you dont need to peform so littel act to get anyones attention and besides you have mine by just being here isnt that enough?"draco said looking at herPansy smiled for the first time in days ,"your right i have you and thats all i need right? i'm sorry is there anything i can do to make it up to you?"she asked stepping even closer to him Draco smirked and pulled her around the corner and they didnt leave that spot for hours.

Draco had threatend to castrate all of the guys if they let the kiss between tatiania and pansy out so naturally Dracos word and glares kept the secret loked away. The next two days were better but the day befor end of term Pansy sunk into depression again ."whats wrong?"draco kept asking and she whould always reply,"nothing don't mind me" and walk off. That night pansy locked herself in her room and had repotedly stolen Zambinis firewhisky."sorry malfoy she wont come out and we cant get in , no one knows why but she has always gotten in these moods befor leaving but its been really bad this year "Milicent said to draco befor running off to join Crabbe in a slice of cauldron cake."she always gets like this" those words echoed through his head. how could he have abandoned his childhood friend ,housemate,fellow prefect, and love intrest, so much that he couldnt see a pattern , didnt relise that she was hurting."Pansy open up its me Draco"he said knocking on the door but the door handel didnt move."Draco i'd rather be alone right now "a drunken voice said from within the chamber . Somehow even under the influence of alchohl Pansys voice remaind that twinkeling of bells that he loved so much."If you dont open it then i'll sit right here till you do"he said finding it best not to test the door for fear of pansys curses.

"Draco wake up we will be late" a soft voice said and draco looked up to find pansy towering over him," told you i whouldnt move"he said as she helped him stand."sorry about that but sometimes a girls got to be alone"she said and headed twords the commenroom entrence,"I'll meet you at the train i have to get my stuff"he said rubbing his stiff neck. She nodded and left just as he headed twords his dorm."crabbe,Goyel, get up "Draco said grabbing his trunk. The two sleeping boys sat up and rubbed there eyes,"where were you last night?"Crabbe said as he slid out of bed and bumped into Goyel who turned right around and bumped into his bed."None of your buissness just hurry i need you to take my trunk with yours ,i'll save our seats"Draco said and walked out of the room and out twords the train.

"Please move Granger ,i'm trying to reach a compartment"pansy parkinson said as she stood infront of Hermione Granger,"Theres only one left thats compleatly empty and your not haveing it"granger said placeing her hands across her chest. Pansy glared,"no correction your not haveing it mudblood"she spat out and moved to squeeze around her ."oh yes i can see you do have class now dont you Pansy Parkinson, why are you even going home i cant imagine your parents whould even want you"hermonie yelled at her befor entering the compartment with Harry and Ron. "Pansy you ok?"draco said who had caught the tale end of the argument, Pansy turned around and made a half smirk,"yes i'll be fine come lets go kick tatiania and blasie out of there compartment"she said picking up her train case ."one moment"draco said and walked to the compartment were the trio was in in he returned shortly and slammed the door close just barely escapeing there curses."What did you do"she asked linking her arm with his."notheing you need to worry your pretty littel head about"he said as the entered and kicked fellow slytherins out of the compartment.

Ok theres the chapter!so you like it? hows the plot know of somthing it might need ?I know i said i was going to introduce pansys parents in this one but i came up with other ideas they will be in the next!! ok so thansk again to all who read this and review i love you guys!!