Summary: Everyone is human. After sacrificing the love of her life Buffy realises life is too short to live in the past. Enter Spike a punk rock band player who steals young Buffy's heart forever.. Can anyone say fluffy spuffy!!!

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters but god I wish Spike belonged to me!!!

Chapter 1

Lies always end bad!!

Hi, My name is Buffy. I am almost 25 and this is my story….

Hank, my father owns a coffee shop in L.A and I help him run it. I live with my dad. My mum lives in California and runs an art gallery, I love her very much, but my dad and my mum don't get on at all anymore so they got divorced, so that's why I'm with my dad. He says I'm a very talented businesswoman even at the tender age of 15. See this is where my problems begin. My dad's business does very well and whilst I am at school he looks after the shop, I then come straight from school and close up for him. We have done this everyday since I was 10. A bit young I know but it's always been fun. Anyway when I was 15 my father employed a casual for some after schoolwork. His name was Liam. He was older than me by three years but I was totally hooked. He liked to be called Angel and he liked me as well. He was tall, muscular and he had these brown eyes that had gold flecks through them, they kept you mesmerised.

He had been there for almost a month before we started dating. We had to keep it a secret because my dad has this rule that I'm not allowed to date until I'm 19. To me it seems excessive but he says he's trying to protect me.

One afternoon we were both working when I had an idea.

"Angel would you please come back here once you're finished with that customer" I asked politely "There are some things we need to discuss"

"Yeah just a sec" he called back

The other employee's thought I was going to fire him. He came through the office door and closed it behind him.

"Your sneaky" he smiled

"And I'm tired of making all the excuses to get you to come and see me" I pouted.

"Come here" he advanced, slowly closing the space between us. He pressed his lips to mine in a soft kiss. I was so bored I kept thinking. Mum always told me that your first kiss should be full of passion, but Angels and mine was to put it bluntly, boring.

Okay I'm not experienced in the matters of the heart but I know when you kiss a guy you should feel something other than boredom.

'Hey maybe I'm doing it wrong'

All of a sudden my dad walked into the office whilst Angel and I were in the midst of a heavy make out session. He fired Angel immediately and he told him that if he ever came near me again he would have him arrested. As Angel left I got the lecture.

"Buffy you know better. You're only 15. He is three years older and only looking for one thing. Blah blah, blah" I tuned out.

"Your grounded young lady for being so disrespectful of the rules" dad yelled, "Now get home now!"

By this stage I was crying. He had never yelled at me like that before, let alone grounded me. I was in shock.

A couple of months went by, I still managed to sneak out of my window to meet with Angel. He convinced me we were in love. Except why did it hurt so much when I lied to my dad? I decided one afternoon that I couldn't do it anymore. Angel and I were never going to work. I walked slowly to the spot where we usually met and cried all the way down there.

"Hey babe, what's up?"

"I….We need to end this. I hate lying to my dad and if he ever found out he would kill you. I can't lie anymore; I'm hurting to many people.

"If I couldn't see you for a day I would die anyway" he said softly touching my cheek.

"I'm sorry Angel" I walked away crying and I never looked back.

When I got home my dad was waiting for me to give me another lecture on being punctual.

"Buffy Anne Summer where have you been? You should have been home ½ hour ago. You were with that boy again weren't you? You know the rules Buffy why do you keep breaking them? I just got off the phone with your mother. We have decided that it's for the best if we move to Sunnydale, California".

"MOVE" I screamed " we can't move I have school and cheerleading and my music. My friends, I don't want to leave them."

"you'll make new ones. Now go an pack we leave tomorrow" he said sternly

"I HATE YOU HANK SUMMERS, I WISH YOU WERE DEAD" I roared

I headed for my room and started throwing stuff into suit cases. The next day I was all pack and ready to begin my life.

I let my dad move me into the new house whilst I explored the new area. I met a boy who lived across the road. He was a good friend when I needed him to be. He would also turn out to be my husband, my best friend and my lover before I turned 18.

That's the first chapter Leave a review and I will appreciate it.

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