Chapter 2

Total eclipse of the Heart

I had just finished telling Spike (aka William) the story of my first love, but somehow it didn't seem so bad anymore. I had grown in the past year. I was a different Buffy. I even changed my appearance. I was still a blonde with green eyes, but I had let my hair grow to below my waist and it shone nicely. Spike took to calling me Goldilocks. It was sweet. Spike moved to California only a couple of years ago from England, so his accent is still really strong. I make fun of it all the time.

He stole Billy Idol's look. As soon as he got to Sunnydale, he joined a punk band called Dingoes ate my baby. I've heard them practice and perform at the local nightclub, they are really good.

Maybe they'll make it big.

Spike helped me through a rough time and told me to turn to music to open myself up again. So now I write song about love, the kind of love that never dies when you find it.

"I'm sorry I must be boring you. Sometimes I just babble," I said nudging his shoulder

"I know pet, but its cute when you do" he nudged me back. We sat in comfortable silence. We didn't need to say anything.

"Hey I wrote another song the other day" I blushed still embarrassed. "Wanna hear it?"

"I'd love to pet" he has also taken to calling me nicknames like pet, love, goldilocks and slayer. Only he know why he calls me slayer but it cute and I love the attention.

"Okay it's a duet. She singing about how she falls apart and she needs the love of her life"

"Cool" he smiled

Turn around

Every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming round.

Turn around

Every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears.

Turn around

Every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by.

Turn around

Every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes.

Turn around, bright eyes

Every now and then I fall apart.

Turn around, bright eyes

Every now and then I fall apart.

And I need you now tonight and I need you more than ever

And if you only hold me tight we'll be holding on forever.

And we'll only be making it right 'cause we'll never be wrong.

Together we can take it to the end of the line.

Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time.

I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark.

We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks.

I really need you tonight, forever's gonna start tonight,

Forever's gonna start tonight.

Once upon a time I was falling in love but now I'm only falling apart.

There's nothing I can do, a total eclipse of the heart.

Once upon a time there was light in my life but now there's only love in the dark.

Nothing I can say, a total eclipse of the heart.

Turn around, bright eyes

Turn around, bright eyes

Turn around

Every now and then I know there's nothing any better, there's nothing that I just

Wouldn't do.

Turn around, bright eyes

Every now and then I fall apart.

Turn around, bright eyes

Every now and then I fall apart.

And I need you now tonight and I need you more than ever

And if you only hold me tight we'll be holding on forever.

And we'll only be making it right 'cause we'll never be wrong.

Together we can take it to the end of the line.

Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time.

I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark.

We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks.

I really need you tonight, forever's gonna start tonight,

Forever's gonna start tonight.

Once upon a time I was falling in love but now I'm only falling apart.

There's nothing I can do, a total eclipse of the heart.

Once upon a time there was light in my life but now there's only love in the dark.

Nothing I can say, a total eclipse of the heart.

A total eclipse of the heart, a total eclipse of the heart.

Turn around, bright eyes,

Turn around, bright eyes, turn around.

"What do ya think? It sounds like crap" I shrugged

"Bloody hell Buffy, that song was amazing and you have such a powerful voice" he said sternly.

"nah you make me sound good" I smiled at him

"No. Its just the opposite pet, your voice completes mine. Where'd the inspiration come from?" he asked

" You, You're the inspiration" it just blurted out. Like I had no control over what I was saying. I did the only thing I could think of to get away from his penetrating gaze, I ran.

'Oh my god. I just admitted I like Spike. Has my love for Angel disappeared. God I do have feelings for Spike'

I continued running faster as I heard my name being called.

"Buggering hell Buffy, would ya stop?" he yelled

I jumped the fence to the cemetery but on my way down I tripped and the whole world went black.

When I finally came to I was on a soft bed with a washcloth over my forehead and Spike was holding my hand.

"Hey" I murmured

"You okay love, you scared me have to death when I couldn't wake you"

"I'm sorry. I so confused I didn't mean to run" he smirked at me " okay so did mean to run but I didn't want you to catch me" he hugged me.

"Well let me clear it up" he leaned in and kissed me. It was what my first kiss should have been. We stopped and started again only to catch our breath. Each kiss getting stronger and more intense. For a moment afterward we stared at each. He placed a chaste kiss on my temple and on the inside of my wrist and I suddenly realised I felt complete.

He lay down next to me and I snuggled closer noticing how well we fit together.

That's the second chapter what do ya think!!!

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