A/N- just in case you guys were wondering I went back threw and added new chappy so that it made a bit more since because I'm stupid and missed it some how. Not only that but I went back a re-did all the chappy's that's why there's only 10 instead of twelve but I did update and so here's the new chappy…please R&R

When I got home about 15 minutes later I found Josh sitting on my steps. "What are you doing here?" I asked trying once again not to look to be too angry with him.

"Just making sure you got home ok," he said smiling all innocently.

"Well I'm fine thank you very much." I said forcing a smile to my face. "So why are you really here?" I asked raising one eyebrow.

"Just as I said earlier I wanted to make sure you were ok…I know that guy you were hanging with. I know your not really in a Anger Management class with him and I just wanted to make sure you were ok cus I really don't trust him." Josh said making me madder then I was before.

"Well I know him too…and I've know him for a while and your right were not in a Anger Management class, but we have known each other for a long time and I probably know him better then you so why don't you go home and let me choose who I hang with?" I asked trying not to scream at him. Everything that I had just said was a lie but like so said so many times what you don't know won't kill you, but I guess in this case what I don't know will kill me.

"Fine I'll get out of your face." He said standing up almost as mad as I was by now.

"You know Josh I do like you…as a friend, but if you keep this up…I don't know…" I said to him as he walked to his car. He stopped before getting in and said something that would stick with me for quite a while.

"If you keep this up I just might have to get rid of you to." After that he got into his car as I walked inside. I doubted he was thinking the same way I was.

When I got inside the house was silent and dark. I slowly snuck upstairs making sure I didn't make a sound incase anyone was sleeping, but I soon gave up on that when I got upstairs and found Jess's light on and a loud rumbling of laughter coming from her door. Curiously I walked down the hall tell I passed her room were I found her playing a game with a bunch of girls in short shorts all wearing the same color, pink.

"Oh good your home!" Jess said rolling her eyes.

"Why don't you go shit on your self Jess it would make the rest of us much happier…of course then you might rein your hair…or maybe even break a nail." I said rolling my eyes. I then continued on down the hall. I slammed the door to my room shut feeling even more frustrated. As I looked around my room I found that I was alone and very very homesick for Aska.

It seemed as thought on thing after another turned bad. It all started with the stupid death of my parents, then I was forced to move a million miles away from home even though I was 17 years old and could live by myself in a year. And now to top it all of I have some evil witch trying to kill me. Godess, why is my life so horrible? I feel like I can't do anything right. Like I'm trying to hard almost. Like the world wasn't made for me it's like I'm not who I really am and I'm just waiting for the real me to come out and be…exactly that…me. I flopped down onto my bed with a sigh feeling rather depressed. I looked at the clock it was only 6 and I was already ready for bed.