A/N: Wow that was the most and quickest I've gotten feedback for a chapter.
I apologize for the cliff hanger. Please don't kill me for how I make this
fic go. This is loosely based off my life and although I like fluff, life
isn't always that way unfortunately. It's hard, cold, cruel and painful
sometimes. Sometimes life is good but this is the way for me to get out all
of these bottled up feelings. I hope you continue to read this story even
though it may not go the way you want it to. The plot will be good though.
I promise.
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter. J.K. Rowling does. Nor do I own simple plan. The lyrics are from track six meet you there from their first album no pads. No helmets just balls. I would love to own both of them but alas I do not.
My Best Friends Sister
Chapter 5: Gin's Reaction
************************************************************************ Hermione does the first thing that comes to mind which happens to be something very shocking and random. She kissed Ginny chastely on the lips.
Then said to her, "Gin you're beautiful because I say you are and I love you." ************************************************************************
"Gin, now would be the time to say something" Hermione said to her.
Gins eyes were bulged and her face gone pale. Hermione had to snap her out of her trance. Gin got out of it and took a deep breath. This is not happening to me she thought as she was trying to pull herself together for what she was about to say to Hermione. "Hermione I'm sorry for what I'm about to say but just listen please. I'm sorry if I lead you on I didn't intend for that. I am bi but I'm not in love with you. I think you're an amazing beautiful girl who has a lot to offer. I'm just not that girl. Whoever you find will be very lucky to have you. I just got out of a nasty break up and if I went with you now I'd be using you and you don't deserve that. You can do better than me."
"Gin I don't care if you would be using me. I just want to be able to feel. Feel to be needed and maybe even love. I don't care I'll take what I can get. Maybe someday you can feel the same way about me like I do about you. I know I sound like a whore but I'm desperate for you. You're everything to me, I can't live without you please take me" she begged.
"Hermione I can't. I care too much about you and I could never put you through that I'm sorry." After that she turned and ran to her dorm with tears streaming down her face.
Hermione sat there crying a river with her heart broken in two. She wanted to die right there rather than having to deal with the crushing pain in heart. 'Well they don't call it a crush for nothing' she thought to herself as she ran up to her own dormitory
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*Gin's POV*
'Why am I such a chicken to come out and say I'm bi to everyone? Hermione's got more guts than I ever will. Well I've told a couple of people but not where it counts. My family's very accepting but I think they'll be very disappointed that their only daughter won't get married and have children hence why I haven't told them. I was glad she came out because I've always remembered being attracted to Hermione. Her coming out lessened my doubts for coming out. I even considered going out with her if Dean and I didn't work out but I got too involved and attached to him that it would kill the next relationship I would have with anyone. I hate putting Hermione through heartbreak but I know I can't put my feelings into someone for a very long time. It's not that she didn't trust Hermione. It's that she didn't trust herself. If I go with Hermione then she would be my rebound and that I would cause her more pain than I've already brought on tonight. Hermione deserves better than that. No one likes being the rebound even though they claim they don't mind. Doing the right thing is easier said than done but I know I have to do it.'
'I feel horrible about myself. I need to find someone to talk to. I'll go find Harry he'll know what to do.' She grabbed her cloak and went down the stairs and sure enough he was down in the common room looking like he was waiting for someone.
"Hey Harry can we talk?"
"Sure I was waiting for you."
"How did you know I was looking for you?"
"I felt a vibe that someone needed me so I came to the common room so that they could find me easily. Do you want to go down to the quiditch pitch? Because I'm assuming what you want to discuss you don't want anyone overhearing."
"How did you know?"
"One learns to read body language and is highly observant of what goes on between his friends."
"Oh" she said blushing. "Wow I guess Hermione was right, you have wised up Harry. Yeah let's head to the pitch."
"So what is it that you wish to talk about?" Harry asked thoughtfully.
"Well it's kind of a long story."
"I've got time go ahead."
"All right I'll try so sum it up for you. Dean and I broke up because he cheated on me with choc hang. I caught them together in Hogsmeade. I came back to the Gryffindor common room crying. Hermione followed to make sure I was alright. We talked and she tried cheering me up and it wasn't working because I was putting myself down so she kissed me and told me that she loved me. I told her that I'm bi but couldn't be with her because it's too soon and I'd be using her. She begged me to reconsider but I told her I couldn't so I ran up to my dormitory and left her with her thoughts. You know the rest from there."
"Whew that's a lot to go through in one day. That was a tough decision you had to make. I think you did the right thing even though I know the right thing wasn't easy for you to do. I know it hurts it will for a while. I think you should probably wait this out a while. You two need to spend some time apart and reevaluate your feelings for each other. If you still have feeling for Hermione after you're out of your rebounding stage then you should go after her. Wait, but don't wait too log or you'll lose her. Despite what she may be feeling now she'll eventually let you go and move on. Just be sure you get to her before she reaches that point."
"Thanks for listening Harry. I will take your advice and hopefully things will get better. Hermione's coming to the pitch so I better leave so you two can talk. Sorry that we drag you into this. I'm glad you were willing to listen."
"No Problem you take care of yourself you hear."
"I promise see you later Harry and with that she left feeling better than the rest of the day and the feeling that everything was going to be alright."
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When Hermione finally got to the pitch she found Harry sitting by himself so she walked over to where he was sitting.
"So this is where you've been hiding out I've been looking for you for a while. What are you doing?"
"Just thinking" he said which was true. "You want to talk I take it."
"Yeah" she said. "I finally told gin how I felt and she turned me down. At this thought she started sobbing uncontrollably." Harry picked her up into his arms and rocked her back and forth.
"Everything's going to be alright. She's probably just not ready. After all she just had a nasty break up with Dean. She'll come around. You'll see."
"I don't know if I can wait much longer. I need to feel needed and loved. I'm sick of being alone. I'm even sicker of being filled with loneliness and sorrow all of the time. Thinking of Ginny was the only thing that made me happy. I don't know if I can get out of this depressing state in my life."
"Hermione you are needed and loved even if you can't see it. How do you think we pass all of our classes" he joked. "how about we go down to the kitchens and get you some ice cream and any desserts that you want and then go listen to some music in your portable CD player and get it out of your system." 'Man I must be running out of ideas if I'm having her resort to this' he thought to himself. 'O well anything to stop the drama for a while. When are these two gonna get it together I don't know how much longer any of us can last at the rate they're going.'
"Okay. I hope you're right Harry. Thanks for listening. Yeah let's go to the kitchens. I could definitely go for some chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream right about now."
After she came back from the kitchen with a bag loaded with sweets she plopped onto her four poster bed and grabbed her portable. She popped in her simple plan CD and put it to track six meet you there. She kept it on repeat because it felt like what she was going through plus it matched part of Harry's advice. It was very relaxing she fell asleep to it hoping everything was going to be alright.
Now you're gone
I wonder why you left me here
I think about it on and on and on and on again
I know you're never coming back
But I hope that you can hear me
I'm waiting to hear from you until I do
You're gone away
I'm left alone
A part of me is gone
And I'm not moving on
So wait for me
I know the day will come
I'll meet you there
No matter where life takes me to
I'll meet you there
And even if I need you here
I'll meet you there
I wish I could have told you
The words I kept inside
But I guess it's just too late
So many things remind me of you
I hope that you can hear me
I miss you
This is goodbye
One last time
You're gone away
I'm left alone
A part of me is gone
And I'm not moving on
So wait for me
I know the day will come
I'll meet you there
No matter where life takes me to I'll meet you there
And even if I need you here
I'll meet you there
And wherever I go you'll be there with me
Forever you'll be right there with me
I'll meet you there
No matter where life takes me to
I'll meet you there
And even if I need you here
I'll meet you there
I'll meet you there
No matter where life takes me
I'll meet you there
And even if I need you
I'll meet you there
A/N: hey I hope you liked it. So is there any hope for our two favorite girls? Review and you'll find out. This is labeled drama for a reason. Please review. The more you do the quicker I update. Hope you like the song if you haven't listened to it you should. I'm making Hermione look even more like a rocker.
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter. J.K. Rowling does. Nor do I own simple plan. The lyrics are from track six meet you there from their first album no pads. No helmets just balls. I would love to own both of them but alas I do not.
My Best Friends Sister
Chapter 5: Gin's Reaction
************************************************************************ Hermione does the first thing that comes to mind which happens to be something very shocking and random. She kissed Ginny chastely on the lips.
Then said to her, "Gin you're beautiful because I say you are and I love you." ************************************************************************
"Gin, now would be the time to say something" Hermione said to her.
Gins eyes were bulged and her face gone pale. Hermione had to snap her out of her trance. Gin got out of it and took a deep breath. This is not happening to me she thought as she was trying to pull herself together for what she was about to say to Hermione. "Hermione I'm sorry for what I'm about to say but just listen please. I'm sorry if I lead you on I didn't intend for that. I am bi but I'm not in love with you. I think you're an amazing beautiful girl who has a lot to offer. I'm just not that girl. Whoever you find will be very lucky to have you. I just got out of a nasty break up and if I went with you now I'd be using you and you don't deserve that. You can do better than me."
"Gin I don't care if you would be using me. I just want to be able to feel. Feel to be needed and maybe even love. I don't care I'll take what I can get. Maybe someday you can feel the same way about me like I do about you. I know I sound like a whore but I'm desperate for you. You're everything to me, I can't live without you please take me" she begged.
"Hermione I can't. I care too much about you and I could never put you through that I'm sorry." After that she turned and ran to her dorm with tears streaming down her face.
Hermione sat there crying a river with her heart broken in two. She wanted to die right there rather than having to deal with the crushing pain in heart. 'Well they don't call it a crush for nothing' she thought to herself as she ran up to her own dormitory
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*Gin's POV*
'Why am I such a chicken to come out and say I'm bi to everyone? Hermione's got more guts than I ever will. Well I've told a couple of people but not where it counts. My family's very accepting but I think they'll be very disappointed that their only daughter won't get married and have children hence why I haven't told them. I was glad she came out because I've always remembered being attracted to Hermione. Her coming out lessened my doubts for coming out. I even considered going out with her if Dean and I didn't work out but I got too involved and attached to him that it would kill the next relationship I would have with anyone. I hate putting Hermione through heartbreak but I know I can't put my feelings into someone for a very long time. It's not that she didn't trust Hermione. It's that she didn't trust herself. If I go with Hermione then she would be my rebound and that I would cause her more pain than I've already brought on tonight. Hermione deserves better than that. No one likes being the rebound even though they claim they don't mind. Doing the right thing is easier said than done but I know I have to do it.'
'I feel horrible about myself. I need to find someone to talk to. I'll go find Harry he'll know what to do.' She grabbed her cloak and went down the stairs and sure enough he was down in the common room looking like he was waiting for someone.
"Hey Harry can we talk?"
"Sure I was waiting for you."
"How did you know I was looking for you?"
"I felt a vibe that someone needed me so I came to the common room so that they could find me easily. Do you want to go down to the quiditch pitch? Because I'm assuming what you want to discuss you don't want anyone overhearing."
"How did you know?"
"One learns to read body language and is highly observant of what goes on between his friends."
"Oh" she said blushing. "Wow I guess Hermione was right, you have wised up Harry. Yeah let's head to the pitch."
"So what is it that you wish to talk about?" Harry asked thoughtfully.
"Well it's kind of a long story."
"I've got time go ahead."
"All right I'll try so sum it up for you. Dean and I broke up because he cheated on me with choc hang. I caught them together in Hogsmeade. I came back to the Gryffindor common room crying. Hermione followed to make sure I was alright. We talked and she tried cheering me up and it wasn't working because I was putting myself down so she kissed me and told me that she loved me. I told her that I'm bi but couldn't be with her because it's too soon and I'd be using her. She begged me to reconsider but I told her I couldn't so I ran up to my dormitory and left her with her thoughts. You know the rest from there."
"Whew that's a lot to go through in one day. That was a tough decision you had to make. I think you did the right thing even though I know the right thing wasn't easy for you to do. I know it hurts it will for a while. I think you should probably wait this out a while. You two need to spend some time apart and reevaluate your feelings for each other. If you still have feeling for Hermione after you're out of your rebounding stage then you should go after her. Wait, but don't wait too log or you'll lose her. Despite what she may be feeling now she'll eventually let you go and move on. Just be sure you get to her before she reaches that point."
"Thanks for listening Harry. I will take your advice and hopefully things will get better. Hermione's coming to the pitch so I better leave so you two can talk. Sorry that we drag you into this. I'm glad you were willing to listen."
"No Problem you take care of yourself you hear."
"I promise see you later Harry and with that she left feeling better than the rest of the day and the feeling that everything was going to be alright."
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When Hermione finally got to the pitch she found Harry sitting by himself so she walked over to where he was sitting.
"So this is where you've been hiding out I've been looking for you for a while. What are you doing?"
"Just thinking" he said which was true. "You want to talk I take it."
"Yeah" she said. "I finally told gin how I felt and she turned me down. At this thought she started sobbing uncontrollably." Harry picked her up into his arms and rocked her back and forth.
"Everything's going to be alright. She's probably just not ready. After all she just had a nasty break up with Dean. She'll come around. You'll see."
"I don't know if I can wait much longer. I need to feel needed and loved. I'm sick of being alone. I'm even sicker of being filled with loneliness and sorrow all of the time. Thinking of Ginny was the only thing that made me happy. I don't know if I can get out of this depressing state in my life."
"Hermione you are needed and loved even if you can't see it. How do you think we pass all of our classes" he joked. "how about we go down to the kitchens and get you some ice cream and any desserts that you want and then go listen to some music in your portable CD player and get it out of your system." 'Man I must be running out of ideas if I'm having her resort to this' he thought to himself. 'O well anything to stop the drama for a while. When are these two gonna get it together I don't know how much longer any of us can last at the rate they're going.'
"Okay. I hope you're right Harry. Thanks for listening. Yeah let's go to the kitchens. I could definitely go for some chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream right about now."
After she came back from the kitchen with a bag loaded with sweets she plopped onto her four poster bed and grabbed her portable. She popped in her simple plan CD and put it to track six meet you there. She kept it on repeat because it felt like what she was going through plus it matched part of Harry's advice. It was very relaxing she fell asleep to it hoping everything was going to be alright.
Now you're gone
I wonder why you left me here
I think about it on and on and on and on again
I know you're never coming back
But I hope that you can hear me
I'm waiting to hear from you until I do
You're gone away
I'm left alone
A part of me is gone
And I'm not moving on
So wait for me
I know the day will come
I'll meet you there
No matter where life takes me to
I'll meet you there
And even if I need you here
I'll meet you there
I wish I could have told you
The words I kept inside
But I guess it's just too late
So many things remind me of you
I hope that you can hear me
I miss you
This is goodbye
One last time
You're gone away
I'm left alone
A part of me is gone
And I'm not moving on
So wait for me
I know the day will come
I'll meet you there
No matter where life takes me to I'll meet you there
And even if I need you here
I'll meet you there
And wherever I go you'll be there with me
Forever you'll be right there with me
I'll meet you there
No matter where life takes me to
I'll meet you there
And even if I need you here
I'll meet you there
I'll meet you there
No matter where life takes me
I'll meet you there
And even if I need you
I'll meet you there
A/N: hey I hope you liked it. So is there any hope for our two favorite girls? Review and you'll find out. This is labeled drama for a reason. Please review. The more you do the quicker I update. Hope you like the song if you haven't listened to it you should. I'm making Hermione look even more like a rocker.