Warnings: Rated R, this chapter isn't very naughty though so you young adults can come on in if you like (Did that sound too southern?)

Disclaimer: I do not own Inu-Yasha or those cute little ears of his damn him and those cute little ears! If I were Kagome I wouldn't stop touching those ears purr er um yeah I'm not crazy!

Only They Know: Let's Talk About Love

By Gabreilla Moushigo (aka Aeki Muffinhands)

Kagome wasn't worried no way she was going to just step through the well and tell him how she felt. She began rehearsing what she would say: look you care about me and I care about you No, that didn't sound right at all! I know you care about me so why don't we just cut to the chase. Oh yeah! That's good then when he's got you on the floor sans clothes you'll feel really smart then!' maybe what that lady said was right maybe we shouldn't waste time She could almost hear what he would tell her.

I was thinking along the same lines Kagome-sama since you are as eager as I He tears off his clothes. Why don't we get started?'

She blushed furiously at the thought. my God if he did that I would just die! She squealed, finally jumping into the well. let's enjoy oh damnit never mind I'll figure it out once I see him!'

Did those tests take longer than you thought they would? Kago-chan greeted her; Kagome looked up and smiled at the older woman.

Kago-chan put out a hand to help her climb out. Do you think you did well?I do! Kagome said enthusiastically. I kinda started daydreaming so I had to stay an extra day to make them up. She bit her bottom lip.

What were you thinking about? Kago-chan said slyly.

Kagome deigned vehemently.

Ok, ok!" Kago-chan lifted her arms defensively. I won't ask. She chuckled.

She lifted her eyes to look at Kagome.

Could I ask you a question? Kagome met her gaze.

Of course little Kagome. um how did you and Miroku start out how did he uhCharm me? Kago-chan finished.

Kagome finally looked away.

Kago-chan laughed.

You don't have to answer if you don't want to. Kagome said quickly.

Oh no, no! Kago-chan said cheerfully. I will tell you I was just shocked that you would ask I thought you might not want to know.Why wouldn't I?Because of well Inu-Yasha. Kago-chan said softly. I know you have feelings for him I thought for a while that maybe you didn't like what you saw in me.Don't be ridiculous! Kagome said, her face fully of sympathy. I don't think any worse of you.That makes me feel better. She had that you are me after all' look plastered on her face again. What do you want to know?When did he first tell you he loved you? Kagome asked. When did he propose? Kago-chan said with a blush. sit down and let me tell you then.

It had been months since the well since Miroku found one of his little stashes and since then they have stayed at inns or homes of rich people with evil presences hanging over the doorway or whatever he normally thought up. This was a rare night that he actually paid to stay somewhere he was probably feeling incredibly generous since he just conned some poor demon into handing over an outlandish sum of money for a fake shard of the Shikon jewel. It was one of Naraku's of course how the hell he managed to get one was beyond her. It's a secret.' He said ugh bastard he never tells me anything. He didn't however, feel that it was necessary to get two rooms, which normally didn't bother her too much but there was only one bed and they had to share. It had to be well past midnight. She couldn't sleep and neither could he.

Miroku's gaze seemed fixated on the ceiling, she watched him silently through thinly closed eyes. The candlelight in the room flickered, dancing off his face, giving him a wild look. Many emotions seemed to come and go at he watched that pinpoint prick on the ceiling that he found so fascinating. His face grew serious for a moment, then pained, almost sad and then he looked glad for a moment then determination.

Just what the hell is he thinking?!' her mind screamed. If he is thinking of taking advantage of this little situation he had another thing coming.' Her brain raced with ideas of what he might be thinking. I betcha he thinks he can get a little lovin' since he wined and dined me well if that's what he is thinking then-' Her eyes snapped open when she realized Miroku's face was just inches away, above hers. His whole body was above hers in fact. THAT SNEAKING BASTARD!' She opened her mouth to scream, but his mouth was on hers before she could call out – and finding the kiss – quite pleasant and brief. This was definitely nothing like her friends told her about, gross, sloppy kisses. He was definitely experienced eh – HEY! WAIT A SECOND!.'

he began, pressing his forehead against hers. You have about one minute before I scream! Kagome went ahead and yelled anyway.

He apologized, his cheeks staining pink in the waning candlelight. He looked away, but quickly his eyes were intent on hers. how would you feel if we settled down? He questioned.

What do you mean? That took her by surprise!

I mean well once I find all of my money from my con jobs as you call them well He stalled. Do you think you would mind too terribly if I built us a home maybe we could have a small farm and then we could still travel the country side we wouldn't have to give up our quest and He looked at his gloved hand for a moment. And we could stay together afterwards. He said carefully. I would take care of you. His eyes started to dash from her face to the pillow underneath her head as he tried to gain courage. he mustered up what strength he had left. would you-?Bare your children? She stared at him, her eyes narrowed.

He stammered, looking a little put off. Yes, but that isn't what I wanted to ask you. The strength in his voice returned. Kagome, marry me. That sounded too much like an order than a request Um, please.

She stared at him in utter horror. Sure she wondered how that would look what with them traveling around together and when they went into inns at night or if they did decide to settle down in a little community somewhere but she never thought he would ask her much less so soon. Was all she could think of saying.

He asked right back at her, Because I love you that's why.Since when? Her voice was soft, and not harsh as she asked.

since He started blushing.

He is embarrassed!' She thought to herself.

Remember what happened last time you stupid monk! You lost her to Inu-Yasha and you only had yourself to blame!' Miroku silently chastised himself. I've loved you since I first met you. He finally blurted, lest he loose himself to cowardice. He wasn't going to let this chance slip by him again. I've always loved you She made a face. I'm telling the truth! He frowned. All those times when Inu- He stopped himself from saying that name. While Inu-Yasha was a dear friend, and he certainly did not wish to forget about him, he did not want to think about him right now. He especially did not want Kagome to be saddened. However, it was too late as he saw her face fall into sadness. He sighed, her name not far from his lips. Did you really Miroku? She asked, her face looking serious, but held a faint glow of sadness.

Yes Kagome.Can you give me time, please?Of course Kagome I'll give you all the time you need. He kissed her again.

Kagome squealed at Kago-chan's story, making the older woman laugh. I can't believe he was so romantic! he has a lot of romance in him he just has a hard time showing it it's normally that perverted side that he likes to flash around. Kago-chan warned.

So did you ever get that house? Kagome asked.

we decided to wait for that until later. We still picked up all his money at the very end though. He gave it to me to hold and said This is for you Kagome Kago-chan mocked his masculine voice. "I would hold it but you know don't want our money getting sucked up and you being stuck here without anything to your name. He said things like that sometimes I didn't particularly like hearing them but you know.Why did you wait?For what?The house! She laughed. since we were always gone so much and traveling we didn't want to leave our house for people to break into. We wanted to wait until later and build it and give Moriko a proper home.Who is Moriko? Kagome scrunched her nose up.

My daughter. Kago-chan said softly. "Our daughter."

Kagome looked horror struck. Do you mean that she was left behind? Was there anyone to take care of her?Oh no she died a while ago. Kago-chan said, not offering more information.

I'm sorry. Kagome looked down.

So am I. Kago-chan smiled though. She was a beautiful little girl you know. She looked just like Miroku-chan.Did she? Kagome asked. We talked about that once what our kids would look like. Kago-chan looked liked she had just swallowed a slug. What? We were just talking! I know. Kago-chan laughed. Miroku-chan and I used to talk about those things even before our group was sort of disbanded.You did?Of yes. She smiled. We used to talk about all sorts of things that we didn't mean some times I guess we did.When did you start loving him Kago-chan? it didn't take me long. I loved him already.

Kagome looked at her strangly.

I loved him as a friend. Kago-chan explained. So it was easy to fall in love with him.Why did you decide to have kids so quick? Why not wait until the Shikon jewel was finished? Kagome wondered. Or until Miroku's hand was healed?'

it had been a few years since we were married and well I wanted to have children. Kago-chan fidgeted with a necklace around her neck, it was made of simple colorless beads beads Kagome realized that used to be around Miro-sama's arm. I knew that we could fix his hand I just knew so why waste all that time?Wasn't it hard to leave your child behind?Of course. Kago-chan breathed. we didn't leave her for long and we always came back. Her eyes softened in memory.

how is he in bed? Kagome blurted.

Kago-chan's eyes went wide, completely unbelieving that Kagome had actually asked her something so so out of character.

Kagome yelped. I'm getting older you know and damnit! I want to know! She fidgeted with the little bottle around her neck, unconsciously mirroring Kago-chan.

Kago-chan had an evil grin. Do you want me to tell you about the first night we were together?You mean you would tell me details? Kagome's mouth hung open.

Of course it's only right! Kago-chan laughed, but covered it up as she said seriously. You have to know all the facts before making a wise decision after all.Of course. Kagome mimicked her solemn tone. So how was he?Let me tell you Kago-chan came in close to her, and whispered into her ear. I didn't think my toes would stop curling every time he kissed me. She giggled, and Kagome rolled her eyes waiting for her to get to the good part. Then there was when he

And the world faded out as Kagome just imagined the same things happening to her Miroku saying the same things if not something similar and maybe making her toes curl up a little. Kago-chan finally finished her little naughty story and Kagome sighed.

I don't know what to think I really do like him well love him but I just don't know. Kagome fretted. I just don't think he'll feel the same way he said himself that he didn't love me.Well little Kagome if you feel a certain way shouldn't you tell him? Kago-chan asked. Miroku-chan knew that I might not have loved him the same way he loved me and he took a chance. Then she added. I'm glad he did.So you think I should tell Miroku-chan er Miroku-sama how I feel?I don't think it would hurt. Kago-chan laughed. Now let's get ready it's been a while since we've seen our little Miroku. He's probably off terrorizing the country side. he's not that bad of a person he wouldn't hurt a fly. Then she thought about it 'Well... he would hurt a fly demon... but not a real fly.'

I meant the women of the country side. well he is probably doing that. Her eyes went wide. I'll kill him!Not yet little Kagome, Kago-chan laughed. We have to find him first.How right you are! She was determined to find the little freak and tell him how she felt.

Oooooh girly girl talk. (little laugh). How did you like this one? I hope that my present day Kagome and Miroku don't sound forced. Does it sound forced to you? Eek!

On a side note I found out that I lost half of my flash backs (NOOOO!!!) Stupid corrupted files! I think I have the next two chapters figured out but after that I guess I'm going to have to rewrite all my friggin' content! Well not all of it but damn I have a lot of the stuff written out that is way down the line but that won't be showing up for several chapters.

I can't believe that I managed to write so much though this is by far the longest story I've ever written. I have others on this site that I believe one of my friends posted it should be under Tituba Parris (my old website name) my old DBZ fics that I wrote when I was 16 years old at the most. So wow long time ago since I've been able to write a decent sized fic. From the reviews I got from my other fics I'm pretty damn good at making people cry (is that a good thing?)

Ok enough of this shameless self-promotion! I'm going to work on getting the next two chapters out for you guys. I feel like a woman on fire writing all these chapters so quickly. I love the reviews guys! (Big smile)