Alright, I'm finally back! And, with another chapter…no…I didn't make one. This whole thing is my views on who should win the presidential election…just kidding! It's another chapter! Filled with t-e-e-n-t-I-t-a-n-s goodness! So, may I present, chapter -5-
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Terra thought back, back to her room, ten years ago.
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Terra and beast boy were kissing on terra's bed. There were fifteen again, and happy.
"beast boy?" terra asked. Bb looked at her, and smiled. Because she was. "you said you liked me, but do you…love me?" she asked. Bb looked at her. He didn't know if he loved her or not. He imagined he did, he always wanted to be with her. And she was like family with him. But he just didn't want to recycle the meaning of love. The long pause made terra nervous. She didn't like the way beast boy was looking at her.
"I, I, I think so…" he said. Terra nodded slowly.
"you…think?" she asked. Bb thought again. Should he just tell her he loved her so she wouldn't be sad? Or mad? No, that wouldn't be fair.
"you have to see my point of view. I just… don't think were REALLY in love." he said. "with the whole robin thing, my thoughts are kind of running ramped."
"you don't think you love me?" she said, her lip started to quiver.
"no, I do love you." he said. Terra sighed in relief. "just not a lot." he said. Then he leaned in for another kiss. But terra pushed him off of the bed, and ran out of the door.
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Her eye's were filled with tear's, as she finished remembering. Bb put his arm around her. To comfort her. It was dark now, about 7:00. Terra pulled away from beast boy. He looked at her.
"I cant do this…" she said. Bb looked.
"cant do what?" he asked.
"I cant like you any more! I'm with mark, and it's impossible!" she yelled. Tears were flying down her face. Bb stood up.
"nothing's impossible, terra." he said. Terra turned away.
"this is."
"no, it's not. He needs you, more then you need him." he said, trying to convince her.
"he might, but were on a date. And It would be rude to keep him waiting." she said. Then she took a few stops forward.
"please, terra." he said. Terra thought. But she just kept walking. She succeeded in her mission to make beast boy jealous…but now she wished she never even tried. Beast boy turned his head away. He didn't want to watch her leave, again. It was to heartbreaking. He never admitted it before, but now he wished he would have ten years ago. Because, he loved terra.
Starfire walked into the bathroom. She turned the water on and looked into the mirror that hung above the sink.
"how could I be so dumb? Of course he doesn't love me, he never did…" she said to herself. She splashed water on her face so it didn't look so red. She wore her favorite dress, just to impress robin. But he didn't care. At least, he acted like he didn't. "why did I permit my feelings for him to rise? Why couldn't I just let him go…" she said. Still splashing. Then she turned the water off. "just go out, and pretend you don't care." she said. Then she walked out of the door. As she did. She saw robin leaning on the wall beside the door. She just walked past him.
"starfire?" dick asked. Standing straight. His head kept watching her, even after she walked past him. "starfire, wait." he said, jogging to catch up with her. "I'm really sorry, about what I said. The truth is, I did love you. And, I think I still do…" he admitted. Starfire stopped walking and looked at him.
"I am never going to trust you again, robin. You are a liar, and a heartbreaker." she said. And then she continued walking.
"please, starfire. I'm telling the truth. The only reason I said those things was because I was unsure about who I loved more, jade or you. I'm still not sure, but I want to be friends with you until I realize." he said, pleading his case.
"I used to believe in you robin, but that ended ten years ago." she said, picking up her pace. dick walked with her.
"starfire, I'm asking you as an old teammate, and a friend. You have to believe me on this one. I really DO love you."
"old teammate, and old friend. You are not my friend any more." she said. Dick jumped in front of her, so she would stop walking.
"listen starfire, when I was down and no one else beloved in me, YOU were the one who told me everything was going to be ok. And YOU were the one who said it wasn't my fault. And YOU were the one who gave me my first kiss. I'm never going to forget your kindness to me in my time of need. Just like I'm never going to forget the love I share with you. So are you going to hug me or do whatever you always do to make me feel better? Please?" starfire stopped. But, then her eye's turned green and she shot him with one of her star bolts. Dick did a back flip to dodge it.
"y, you've never tried to hurt me before…ever…" he said. His eye's were starting to water again. Starfire walked up to him, face to face.
"why cant I hurt you? You've already hurt me." she said. Then she flew away. And left dick. Standing there, hurt, and heartbroken. He's never seen starfire this way. He always thought that she would love him no matter what he did. But she was upset with him. He was sure she still loved him, he just had to make her say it. He was going to make sure she admitted it. No matter what it takes.
Raven and victor were returning back to the café in the living room. There, sat mark, jade, and Seth. They were all talking to each other. Happy as could be. When Seth saw raven enter he jumped up and returned to her side.
"I was wondering were you went to." he said, kissing her hand. Raven blushed.
"me and victor had to do something." she said, smiling at victor, who was filling a plate up with food. Then terra made her way downstairs. She spotted mark, and immediately sat next to him. She didn't want to play the game anymore. She wanted to be with beast boy. The boy she shared her first kiss with. The boy who made her feel like she was at home. But most of all, the boy she loved most of all.
"we need to talk." she told mark. He nodded, and they walked into another room. Mark walked into the bathroom after terra, and locked the door behind them.
"look, mark. I don't know how to say this, but…are date is over." she said. She looked over at mark. His eye's were burning with fire. He wasn't even close to letting terra take him to a party, and then dump him during the middle of it.
"no it's not." he said. Grasping her arm in his hand. Terra tried to break away. But he was to strong for her.
"let go!" she demanded. But mark didn't listen.
"I let you leave for five minutes, and you come back telling me this nonsense! Forget about what you just told me terra!" he yelled. Then he threw her in the shower. Terra developed a new cut on her arm, blood started to fall from it.
"I'm, I'm sorry." she started. Then she pulled herself out of the shower. But mark pushed her back in.
"your not sorry…yet." he said. Then he hopped on top of her.
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a/n
It's a lot shorter then usual. But I thought that was a good spot to end it. Tsk tsk tsk, terra's new boyfriend abuses her, and she just takes it! But, I'm sure beast boy will save her. I have no idea what I'm going to do yet, so, it's a surprise for all of us! Mwhahaha! Thanks for reading!
