Ok I wanted to do a story that was sad, and I use Piper and Leo a lot! So I decided to use Paige for a change. Please review if u like it!
Disclaimer: I own James. But sadly no one else they belong to Constance m burge and Brad Kern.
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I'm standing here in front of the doctors office waiting hoping for good news. If only id of stopped sooner, I wouldn't be hear. Pipers watching me, making sure I'm ok, she's been my rock over the last few months. I owe her so much. She's the one that's helped me get over this, well I am still getting over it. She says 'you're my sister Paige, I don't want you to be on your own, I Wanna help you get better.' They all said I was 'too skinny i'm ill and I need help,' Phoebes was the worst she said 'I made her feel sick, she said that she didn't no how to handle me.' I ignored her until I was told by the doctor, I then thanked her for making me see sense, Piper and Phoebe pushed me, they didn't understand, they didn't understand what being called names was like, they had never been through anything like that, they were both thin and beautiful. Piper is so lucky she's married with two kids, Phoebe's naturally beautiful and always has been.
This all started when I was seventeen an impressionable age, that's what Mom always said! When I looked in the mirror I saw a beast looking back at me, that's what I was called by a boy at school 'Fat beast.' That's when It stopped, I stopped eating. It felt horrible at first but I knew it would make it alright, after a while I got used to not taking in anything, if I did have anything to eat It would be a musley bar and after I would regret it and go upstairs and empty my stomach into the toilet bowl, that happened a few times. That's the worst feeling in the world, you feel so drained, but if it made me thinner I didn't care, what a fool. at first things did seem to get better. Eventually I got with the boy, the boy that made me see who I really was, a beast. His name was James, why did I listen to him? Why was I such a fool? Why didn't I think of what I was doing? I was still not eating, I thought if I gained the weight he would dump me. Everyone was saying, 'Wow Paige your looking good' I didn't think 'good' was enough, I carried on not eating. My skin was getting paler my hair was thinning and dry. I didn't see it, I just thought that if I kept going, things would be alright in the end. The end when was The End? I just thought it would come one day, what a fool. I still thought I was fat, my periods came slowly they would stop for say three weeks then I would get them, it took all my energy. I still refused to believe I had a medical condition, how stupid was I? One day I had come home from school, Piper was their with Leo they had come over to see us, the second I walked through the door knew the questions would start being asked, I had gotten used to it, for 7 months now it would be, 'Paige are you eating?' 'Paige people can help, you, you know,' or 'Paige let me help.' I ignored them, put them to the back of my head, I thought they were being mean, why couldn't they see this is what I wanted, I wanted to be thin. Instead of waiting for the questions I just hung my coat up and went to my room, a couple of minutes later Piper came into my room. I asked her what she wanted, she replied 'what happened to the old Paige?' what did she mean? what happened to the old Paige? I understand now what she meant, I didn't then. She took my hand and stood me in front of the mirror, my reflection, a frail, skinny, thin girl, in my mind a saw a different picture, I saw a fat, frumpy, spotty girl, someone I had gotten used to over the years.
"Piper what are you doing?" I asked.
"I am showing you what you are, Paige, look, look how thin you are, I want to help you, let me help you?"
I looked deep, deep into the mirror, I saw a weak girl looking back, me, Me, what have I done? A tear dropped from my eye. What had I done? Id turned myself into some kind of freak, I felt ill, I felt sick. I turned round to Piper and broke down in tears. I sobbed my heart out. She held me tight and said 'it will be ok, its ok, its gonna be ok, I will help you get through this,' that night she stayed with me, she just held me and said It will be alright, I trusted her, the first person I had trusted in months my big sister. Why hadn't I believed her? Why hadn't I believed them? Phoebe had told me before I just ignored her and thought she was jealous cus I had bagged the hottest guy in the school! How wrong could I be?
A week later Piper had booked me in with the doctor, he declared me as anorexic, I could of cried, but I was being brave. When I got in the car, I poured my heart out again to Piper. How could I have been such a fool? I realised soon after that James wasn't all that everyone thought he was, he was the reason this had happened, a boy, a name, a life, the doctor had told me if I carried on I could die. That hit home a bit. DIE I was eighteen, Eighteen that was no age to die, why had I let it get so bad? WHY? Its over, I hate what you've turned me into. That's the message I sent to James four months in a relationship an I dumped him in a text saying, Its over, I hate what you've turned me into. He deserved it how dare I let him take my life? He didn't text back, I didn't care.
That chapter of my life was over. It was time to start a fresh. The doctor had booked me on a course of weight gain, I eat as much as I want and don't think about it, it was hard at first. But then it seemed to get easier, of corse I have to be careful, but now my weight has shot back up and I think i'm a healthy nine stone, that's were i'm going now, in a minute ill open this door and go into the room, Piper will follow me and I will wait for the doctor to tell me what the results were. I turned the knob and sat in the room with Piper. The doctor told me to keep up the good work, and that I'm healthy at nine stone. I'm so happy, Piper hugged me, she was right things would be ok. I was ok! I realise now that I am beautiful, I always was, I don't care what people think of me, its what I think that matters. I learned that the hard way. But I've gotten over it, I got through it! And my life couldn't be any better, I have now met a new guy his names Kyle and he loves me for who I am on the inside, not the outside. Because it's the inside that counts.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------I don't know if u like it, I wanted it to be sort of real life and I hope no one has to go through what Paige did.
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