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Ok this chapter is set, like 6 weeks on from the last one, its quite sad, I cried after I had wrote and read it!

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I cant believe what's happened, I feel so sad, its driving me not to eat, I cant blame this on me, can I? Is it my fault this happened? Phoebe said it is, Phoebe said, "This is your fault Paige, if you hadn't put Piper under so much stress, she would be ok, this wouldn't ever of happened," is it my fault? Leo cant even look me in the eye. And as for Piper, she just cry's. She lost the baby. 5 months pregnant and she lost it, it was just after I stopped eating again. I told her, I felt I had too. She said she would always be there for me, but it must have been me that caused this. The doctors said it was because of 'too much stress, at work and home' Piper blames me I know she does, Phoebe blames me. I blame me, how could I do this? Over the last week I haven't eaten anything. Its as if, without support I'm nothing. In the morning I think, 'come on Paige today you're going to do this by yourself,' but by the end of the evening, I haven't eaten anything all day. Yes my weight has dropped. And Yes people have started noticing, Phoebe noticed and spat 'you feeling sorry for your self now? Because You lost Pipers baby, You lost my niece or nephew, so You have stopped eating Again, You really need to get a grip Paige,' she's right I am feeling sorry for myself, I do need to get a grip. But I cant its so hard, I just Wanna crawl up and die. Kyle noticed too, he came round today, he said 'Paige I no you're not eating, what's the matter?' I told him everything, all my feelings, everything. He told me 'you're not to blame, baby's do die, you cant blame yourself.' So why do I? Why is everything bad in this house linked to me? Why is it me that spoils things? My clothes are so baggy, my hairs like straw. I hid all the baby clothes I brought for Piper, I didn't Wanna upset her, but I suppose, I already have, I killed her baby, I am so ashamed of myself. My sisters hate me. Well Phoebe does, she avoids being in the same room as me. Piper doesn't come around a lot anymore, she stays at home with Leo.

I think it would be better if I wasn't around, I need to get out of here, I need to clear my head, I need time, I need to talk to Piper. That's when I went, I went to Piper and Leos.

Leo answered the door,

"I don't think this is a good time, right now Paige, Pipers not up to visitors," Leo said.

"Leo, please, I need to see her, I'm begging you," he nodded his head, I walked in to Pipers room, which she shares with Leo, the room, they probably made the baby that I killed, a tear is rolled down my face,

"Hi Piper, I no you probably don't want to see me but,"

"Don't waste your tears on me," Piper spat,

"Piper, I'm sorry, this is all my fault, if I hadn't thought of myself all the time, if I hadn't starved myself, if I hadn't put you under so much stress, Phoebe blames me, I blame me and I no you blame me,"

Piper by this time was crying. "I do not blame you, I blame myself, Paige, Paige look at me, I'm not ill, I lost my child. I will get over this, I will survive, you however may not, you need to eat, you need to eat for me,"

I hugged her, I hugged her with all my heart and whispered in her ear, "I will get through this, I swear,"

I left feeling happier, well for the time being, at least now I know that my sister doesn't hate me, Phoebe does but I don't know what I can do about that. Which way do I go from here?

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Ok a short chapter please review. Xx xx