A/N: Hey everyone.... Starting where we left off....
Disclaimer: I do not own the characters. I don't own the song too.
Chapter 4
"Me neither. I'm supposed to be here for my honeymoon –"Monica explained, but before she could continue,
"I know" Chandler said. Then he took his hands from his back, revealing a pair of a shoe. It has glitters on it, it was very pretty.
"How'd you? –"Monica asked, but her thoughts cam coming back again
Flashback
Somebody ran after her and accidentally stepped on her veil. She fell on her back. Her shoes flew in the air. A man tried to help her up, but he pushed the guy away.
End of flashback
"You were the guy who tried to help me up. And after all this time, you didn't say anything. How can you do this Chandler! I hate you! I never want to see you again! EVER! Let's forget that kiss, lets forget the 'romantic' night. I just don't want to see you! I just don't want to see your face again!" Monica yelled to Chandler and slammed the door on his face.
As much as Chandler wants to snap at Monica that she didn't tell him that she's supposed to get married, he let it go. With their kiss, he felt something. Something real, something he never thought he'll ever feel. But she doesn't want to see him forever. That's life, he thought. He lost his chance to love. As much as he doesn't want to let go for her, but he has to.
The hardest part is letting go....
Monica was thinking of Chandler. Chandler, the guy he kissed that night. She definitely felt something from that kiss. Something she never felt for Joey. Or maybe she felt it for Joey, but not on their first kiss. Chandler. Chandler. Chandler. Chandler. He's all she could think of! She definitely made a mistake telling him she doesn't want to see him anymore. But she was mad. If only she could just go back and rewind everything.
If only....
The next day, Monica was done packing, she'd going to check out now, and they're going the leave the cruise in 1 hour now. She stopped in front of Chandler's room. She was going to knock. But she didn't. Instead, she turned her back, checked out, and waited at the lounge until they're going to leave. Still, no sign of Chandler.
Chandler packed his things. He's all ready to go now. Go home. Let go of Monica. He went to the lounge, he saw Monica sitting there, sipping on her iced tea, reading a magazine. He called a waiter, handed him something.
The waiter went over to Monica.
"Ma'am, somebody wants to give you this" he handed her a pair of a shoe and a letter
Monica looked around, she didn't see Chandler. She opened the letter and read it
Monica,
You were just a dream that I once knew. I never thought I would be right for you. And yes, I was right. I'm not right for you. I was supposed to tell you that I might be falling for you. Monica, you are everything that I wanted, you're sweet, smart, loving. But we don't have the mutual feeling. It's better this way. I'll never forget you until the day I die. I will miss you, Monica.
Chandler
Monica felt tears flowing on her cheeks.
"Good Afternoon. We arrived safely back to the coast of New York. We thank you for riding Santa Margarita Cruises. We hope you enjoy your stay. Hope you come back for your next prestigious vacation......" The announcement went on.
Monica walked out, she was looking for Rachel, she was going to pick her up. Chandler spotted Monica. As she said, she doesn't want to see him, and so he makes his way. He stood behind the huge pole. Monica was standing on the other side of the pole. She doesn't know he's there.
"Chandler! Chandler! Chandler!" Phoebe shrieked as she spotted Chandler
"Monica! Monica!! MOOON!!!" Rachel yelled as she saw Monica.
Monica heard somebody screamed Chandler's name, she looked around, and Chandler was no where in sight. Instead, Monica went to Rachel and gave her a hug. Chandler went to Phoebe as she saw Monica leave.
"So Mon, how was the trip? Did you see Brad or Jen?!" Rachel asked while driving.
"The trip was, uh, fine, I guess. And no, Brad wasn't there." She said sadly
"Mon, is there something wrong?"
"Nope, everything is fine."
"Mon, I know there's something wrong"
"Maybe it's just because of, uh, Joey"
"Monica, you have to talk to Joey. He's miserable"
"He shouldn't be. He's with his slut, and they're going to have a baby" Monica said with her voice breaking down
"Aww, Mon! I'm sorry! I'm sure you'll find someone"
"I know. I thought I found him, but I let go"
"Mon, Joey is not the right guy for you. Aren't you glad you let go of him?"
"I'm not talking about him"
"Huh?"
"I met a guy at the cruise, but I realized it's too soon to fall again, so I ran away, but it was something special. I felt it. With one kiss, I already knew there was something in it."
"Why did you let go?"
"It's complicated"
Phoebe was driving. Chandler was sitting on the passenger seat without saying a word since they left.
"Chandler, is there something wrong?"
"Nope"
Chandler's vision became blurry again. His head was aching like hell, again. He closed his eyes trying to fight the pain.
"Chandler, are you having the headaches again?" Phoebe asked with concern
"Yep"
"I think you should see a doctor!"
"Yeah, I will" he said. "Maybe some other time" he said under his breath
"So, how was the trip?"
"I met a girl, but of course, I'm Chandler, 'the women repeller'"
"Aww, man! If it helps, I think you're hot!"
"Of course, you'll say that. You're my friend"
"Ha-ha! Would it help if we eat out?"
"Where?"
"There's this new restaurant beside Alessandro's!"
Alessandro's, Monica, he thought.
"Yeah, sure"
Phoebe drove to the city, a little far from where they live, to cheer her best friend up.
"Mon, what do you want to do next?"
"I don't know"
"Want to eat out?"
"Sure. Where?"
"How about Alessandro's?"
"Why not" Monica said and then shrugged
Chandler was still in the car, the traffic in the city is horrible! They're stuck in front of Alessandro's. Alessandro's. Monica, he thought again. They were listening to the radio
"Here's the song you requested, For You I Will, by Monica" the DJ said.
"Monica" Chandler whispered. He looked through the window, he saw Monica going to Alessandro's. "Monica" he repeated.
When you're feeling lost in the night,
When you feel your world just ain't right
Call on me, I will be waiting
Count on me, I will be there
Anytime the times get too tough,
Anytime your best ain't enough
I'll be the one to make it better,
I'll be there to protect you,
See you through,
I'll be there and there is nothing
I won't do.
I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero your strength
Anything you need
I will be the sun in your sky
I will light your way for all time
Promise you,
For you I will.
I will shield your heart from the rain
I will let no harm come your way
Oh these arms will be your shelter
No these arms won't let you down,
If there is a mountain to move
I will move that mountain for you
I'm here for you, I'm here forever
I will be your fortress, tall and strong
I'll keep you safe,
I'll stand beside you, right or wrong
I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon (yeah, yeah)
I will be your hero your strength
anything you need (I will be..)
I will be the sun in your sky
I will light your way for all time
Promise you
For you I will
For you I will, lay my life on the line
For you I will fight, oooooh
For you I will die
With every breathe, with all my soul
I'll give my world
I'll give it all
Put your faith in me (put you're faith in me)
And I'll have to leave it be
I will cross the ocean for you (I will cross the ocean for you)
I will go and bring you the moon
Promise you (Promise you)
For you I will, I will, I will, I will,
I will cross the ocean for you
I will go and bring you the moon
I will be your hero your strength
Anything you need, (Anything you need)
I will be the sun in your sky (yeah, yeah)
I will let you wait for all times
Promise you (I promise you)
For you I will (Ooooh)
I promise you
For you I will
Chandler listened to the song and felt tears, streaming on his cheek. Chandler got out of the car in the middle of the traffic, to go after Monica. Phoebe didn't say anything.
"For you I will, lay my life on the line
For you I will fight, oooooh
For you I will die
With every breathe, with all my soul
I'll give my world
I'll give it all
Put your faith in me (put you're faith in me)
And I'll have to leave it be" This part of the song keeps on playing on Chandler's head.
"I have to fight for her" Chandler thought to himself