Of Broken Dreams and Shattered Hearts

By Acalanatha465

Hi all. This is the first of my Human Evolution Digimon series.

Yamato: Do I get to make out with my Taichi in this one?

Hehe. You get to do more than that. . .

Taichi: Yay! Proceeds to begin snogging Yamato

Just remember you are just actors. In real life you both belong to me.

Taichi: And in real life I am actually a top.

Yamato: And he has a really big. . .

-Yamato is dragged away-

Taichi!

Taichi: Wha?

Disclaimer please

Taichi: Oh. Will doesn't own a thing. . . Haha!

You don't have to be mean about it. . .

Anyway. On with the fic!

Warnings: Yaoi / Shounen Ai, Lemon(in future chapters), Language, Lime, Violence.

All italics are Yamato's thoughts. Damn straight. Who you? I don't think so. Meh.

Where the fuck is he? He was supposed to meet me here ten minutes ago.

At that very moment a teenager with brown bushy hair skidded to a halt in front of Yamato. "Why are you always late, Taichi?"

"I get distracted easily, just like that one guy in the video game you're always playing."

"I'm not always playing it. His name is Lloyd, by the way."

"Meh, think what you will think."

You don't even wanna know. I think I love you Yagami.

"Yamato. Are you okay?"

"Yeah. I just spaced out there for a little."

"Well? Are we going to your house or not?"

"Patience Taichi. We will get there."

"Awww, but you know how impatient I can be."

"That's the whole fun of it."

"If you weren't so lazy you could've memorized the route and gotten there before me if you wanted to Tai."

"Why do you delight in torturing me?" Tai joked.

"Because it's deeeeeeliightful!" Yamato answered.

If only you really knew. If I could tell you everything, believe me, I would. But I can't. I can't tell you. My heart aches for me to do so. It's just that I don't think you're ready to know this and even if you were I don't think you would accept it. I don't think you would accept me. . . .

"We're Here!" Taichi said cheerfully

"Huh?"

"Yamato. There has to be something wrong. You've been spacing out ever since we left school. Are you sure that you are okay?"

"Yeah. I'm fine."

"I hope so."

It was seldom that Taichi Yagami was ever serious, but when he was you knew it. When Taichi was serious everybody knew it because it happened so rarely. Maybe once or twice a year.

"So what should we rent? Movies? Video Games? Both?" Taichi asked

"You can pick whatever you want when we get to the video store."

"But I want you to help me."

"Fine." Yamato replied flatly

As Yamato and Tai began to get into the car Yamato's Cell-phone began to ring. "Hello?"

"Yamato? This is Takeru. I'm coming home now and I'm bringing Dai with me."

"Yeah sure. I might not be home when you get back though. Me and Tai are going to the video store to rent some movies."

"Kay."

Yamato hung up his cell. "Lets try this one more time." Yamatos phone rang again. "ugh."

"Hello?"

"Do you know where Kari is?"

"Nope. Maybe she's with Miyako. And who taught you how to use the phone?"

Yamato hung up the phone again. "who was it?" Tai asked.

"Gatomon" Yamato replied.

"Maybe we should get Ringu." Yamato said jokingly.

"But that movie creeps the shit out of me and you know it!" Tai said

"That's the whole point."

"You're mean!" Tai said jokingly

"Aww, you know I'm just playing with you." Yamato answered

"Look! We're here! We're here!" Tai bounced up and down, clapping his hands enthusiastically.

"Let's just see if that enthusiasm lasts . . . " Yamato replied.

"Haha! Funny!"

"We're back!" Within two seconds Yamato and Tai heard a loud thump as if something or someone fell down.

I wonder what Takei is doing? What would make that kind of noise aside from somebody falling off of a bed? Oh god! Forget it! I don't even wanna know.

A blonde slightly shorter than Yamato and a teen that was about the same height ran into the wall in front of Yamato and Tai.

"Jeez Daisuke. Slow down a bit next time . . ." The blonde named Takeru said, while rubbing the back of his head.

"Well it's not my fau, Hey! Where'd my goggles go!"

"Think about it. You're wearing my hat, so where do you think your goggles would be?" Yamato noticed that Takeru was wearing a pair of goggles on his head instead of his normal white hat.

"Hey! Gimme those!" Daisuke grabbed at Takeru's head.

"Give me my hat and you will receive your goggles."

Tai and Yamato both started Laughing.

"What's so funny?" Daisuke and Takeru snapped in unison.

"Hahahahahahah!" Taichi and Yamato continued laughing hysterically.

"Fuck you!" Takeru snapped and walked away. This caused Yamato to stop laughing and stare blankly in the direction that Takeru was walking. Daisuke ran over to where Takeru went while Taichi continued laughing, clueless as to what was going on.

Takeru has never said that to me before. Something serious must be going on.

"Hey! Where'd everybody go?" A tired Patamon hovered into the room.

"Hey Pata." Yamato said a little bummed.

"I heard Takeru and Daisuke talking and then I heard someone shouting so I decided to check it out." Patamon said. A little worried.

"It's nothing serious." Yamato answered.

"What's with all the noise?" A disgruntled Demi-Veemon came into the room riding on Gabumon's back.

"You are really lazy." Tai had stopped laughing at that point.

Yamato spent the entire night pulling petals off of an imaginary flower while Taichi watched movies that sacred the crap out of him.

He loves me, he loves me not, he loves me, he loves me not, he loves me, he loves me not, he loves me.

After the third movie Tai noticed that Yamato wasn't enjoying their little sleep over. This continued for the entire night. Every so often Taichi would ask Yamato if he was all right and Yamato would always reply the same way with a gloomy "Yeah, I'm fine." And he continued to pull the petals off of his never-ending flower.

He loves me, he loves me not. He loves me, he loves me not. He loves me, he loves me not. He loves me.

Are you sure you're alright?"

"Yes. I am sure."

He loves me, he loves me not.

"It's your turn to pick a movie, Yamato." Yamato lifted the case for Ringu off of the carpeted floor.

"This one!" Yamato said.

"No! Nooooooo! Anything but that one!"

"Muahahahaha!"

"Fine." Tai said, Almost afraid.

He loves me, he loves me not.

This went on for a long time. Yamato would pick a movie Tai would scream repeatedly and Yamato would go back to his imaginary flower.

"Run Kagome!"

"Why are we watching Inu-yasha again?" Yamato questioned.

"Because I like Inu-yasha and you won't pick movies anymore."

"True enough." Yamato went back to his flower.

"Are you absolutely sure that you are okay?"

"Yes I am"

"You don't look okay. . ."

He loves me. Not?

"Are you sure you want to know what is wrong with me?" Yamato inquired

"Yes." Tai answered

"You can tell me anything. You know that." Tai reassured him.

"I'm not so sure that I can." Yamato said coldly.

"Please?"

Yamato slowly leaned over and kissed Taichi on the lips softly. Taichi pushed Yamato away. "What the hell! Get off of me, you freak!" Yamato stood still. A single tear fell to the floor. Yamato turned the other way and left. He hadn't cried in seven years.

What have I done?

Well? What do you think? Please R&R. Please go easy on me if I don't update as soon as you'd like me to. I'm just sorta having problems with thanksgiving holiday. Spending Quality time with my family is going to be utter chaos, and utter chaos causes writers block in me. Anyway, Happy Thanksgiving! Oh and this is a voting fic. after each chapter you vote on who you want the next person(Thoughts in Italics) who will describe the situation. If I don't get any votes, then I will just choose for myself and that doesn't always turn out right.