Phoenix of Legend
Disclaimer: All characters and subject matter appearing herein are the copyrighted © creations of J. K. Rowling and Warner Bros., and are borrowed for the purposes of this fan fiction. No money in any form was earned in its production. Professor Ivy Bellenmore, Xion and Corandell belong to me. If you wish to use any of them, please ask. Going Under belongs to Evanescence, excellent song and group!
ChristinaLupin01442: Doesn't it feel good to have your finals over? You keep updating and I'll keep reviewing, deal? Good. LOL! Again, I can't make any promises about not letting anything happen to Harry, I mean, what kind of story would I have if I didn't do something? Right? Right!?
Bandit: Thank you for you praise and compassion, it really made my day.
ShardWing: I wouldn't really call Harry a phoenix. To tell you the truth, I don't know what to call him. Let's just say he's Voldie's experiment shall we.
PuddlemereUnitedSeekerGirl: Longer chapters are coming up! As for continuing quickly, that may take some time. Algebra is not that easy to do and is taking up a lot of my time. So be patient with me, I'm going as fast as I can!
C: Short pen name. Don't worry about me not finishing this story, that is my main objective. Right now I'm in the process of writing out a new story, however it won't be posted until I finish this story. So don't worry, this story is my main priority.
phoenix catcher: Thank you for your interest in my story. Don't worry, you'll find out more of what Harry can do really soon.
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Chapter 14 – Shattered Dreams
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A knock sounded at the door to the Headmaster's office as Remus Lupin accompanied by a rather large black dog entered. With a nod of greeting Remus shut the door allowing his "partner in crime" to transform to his original form. Where once there was a dog, Sirius Black now stood.
Getting right to business, Dumbledore offered his customary Lemon Drop, the twinkle ever present in his eyes. Before Remus could stop his friend, Sirius had accepted the disgusting sweet. As his eyes crossed, said sweet was quickly spewed into the fireplace.
"Albus that has got to be one of the worst things I have ever tasted!" Shouted an ill-humoured Sirius Black. Remus could be heard laughing at the tormented look on his friends face. "You knew didn't you?"
"If I say no will you believe me?"
"No."
"I will say no anyway." Sirius just glared at Remus. The term 'if looks could kill' came to Remus' mind.
"I happened to be quite fond of them myself." Said an amused Albus Dumbledore.
"Besides poisoning Sirius, why have you called us here?" Asked Remus. The twinkle in Dumbledore's eyes seemed to dim as he told them the reason for their summons.
"I have a mission for the two of you. It would seem that a muggle archaeologist and his family were murdered a few days ago. I myself have just learned of it. The ministry has become quite adept at covering things the public should know."
"What happened Albus?" Asked Remus.
"For that matter why should we get involved?" Said a still disgusted Sirius as he attempted to scrub his tongue clean.
"The Dark Mark was spotted hovering over the home of – " Here Albus paused to look at the name of the deceased. "Ah yes, Dr. Michael Edwards, his research was quite fascinating. The Death Eaters took something from him. After the information I have gathered, I fear what may have been disturbed. That is why I need the two of you to find out exactly what they took."
"Albus?" Albus sighed at the questioning tone in Remus' voice.
"Alas it is an evil more dangerous than Voldemort himself. The magic left over of that evil could be all that Voldemort needs to reach his goal of immortality."
"We'll get on it right away Albus." Said Remus.
"You can count on us... just as long as you don't give us anymore Lemon Drops."
"Thank you both." Said Albus as Remus and Sirius were getting up to leave. "Oh, Sirius, Remus. Before you two leave, Harry may enjoy a quick visit."
That blasted twinkle returned to his eyes full force as Sirius' eyes lit up with excitement. With a rushed good bye, Sirius was tearing through Hogwarts as only a dog his size can do. Remus was close on his heals.
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"Professor Lupin!"
The duo had run up and down Hogwarts before running into the trio outside of the DADA classroom. Harry being the first to notice them had the privilege to get bowled over by an excited Snuffles.
"Please Harry, Remus will do just fine. In case you have forgotten, I am no longer a teacher here at Hogwarts."
"Shame if you ask me. You were the best DADA teacher we ever had." Said Hermione.
"The only decent teacher if you ask me. The rest were all bloody morons, except Bellenmore. She just gives people the creeps." At this Ron gave a slight shudder.
"Bellenmore, as in Ivy Bellenmore?" Questioned Remus, the colour draining from his face.
"Yeah. Why do you ask?"
"No reason. I forgot to ask Albus a few details about our little 'trip' Snuffles. I'll be right back. Harry, do you think you could take Snuffles for a walk?"
"Sure thing." Said Harry.
Without another word, Remus was racing down the hall towards the Headmaster's office. Hermione looked on in confusion. Something was going on and she was determined to figure it out. Filling away Remus' reaction to the name of their DADA teacher, as well as Sirius' uneasy disposition at that name, Hermione Granger was one step closer to solving the riddle that is Ivy Bellenmore. Glancing at her two best friends she saw their clueless and ignorant faces.
"Ron why don't we go to the library so Harry and Snuffles can go for their 'walk'."
Hermione didn't ever give Ron the time to protest as she was already dragging him off. This left Harry alone with Sirius. They decided to enter the DADA classroom. Sitting down on a desk Harry decided to start the conversation as his godfather returned to his human form.
"How have you been Padfoot?"
"Not bad. Listen, I just wanted to wish you good luck on your test. I'll be gone for a few days, Dumbledore has a mission for me and Remus."
"How is professor Lupin doing? I haven't seen him in a while and I didn't really get a chance to ask him."
"He's doing just fine. Anyway, Harry I want you to be careful in that trial."
"Sirius I don't need you to worry about me. I'll be fine, trust me, please!"
"I trust you kiddo, but it's this Defence Against the Dark Arts teacher that I don't trust. You don't know first hand like I do what this Bellenmore person can do."
They were so engrossed in their conversation; neither noticed a shadow-like figure in the room with them. It had its wand pointed at Sirius, waiting for any sign of trouble. It would not let anything harm a student of this school.
"You knew her Sirius?"
"Yes and no." He replied as he looked around the room. "She was a Slytherin, an outcast at that. She hung around with your mother before falling into a bad crowd." Sirius sighed as he ran a hand through his hair.
"There's something you're not telling me Sirius. What is it?"
"Some things are better left unsaid Harry."
"You told me you trusted me Sirius." Harry waited until he saw his godfather nod before continuing. "Now what aren't you telling me?" Demanded Harry.
"Just trust me Harry, I'll tell you when I can."
"I'm tired of being left in the dark Sirius. I have a right to know! Why won't anyone tell me things I should know?!" Exclaimed Harry.
"Harry calm down."
"Calm down! How can I calm down when everyone is keeping secrets from me! Hell, I don't even know why Voldemort wants me dead!"
"Harry, please calm down. I'll tell you all I can when I get back from my mission. I'll be gone for two days at the most, just please Harry trust me this time." Seeing the pain in his godfather's eyes, Harry calmed down enough to think about Sirius' words before agreeing.
"Fine Sirius."
"In two days time Harry, there will be no more secrets, I promise. You'll know everything, and... thank you for trusting me Harry."
"Just please Sirius, be safe." Said Harry as he hugged his godfather.
"You bet Harry." Sirius ended the huge as a bell sounded, signalling the end of breakfast.
"I have to go get ready for my test, see you soon Sirius."
"Good luck kiddo." Said Sirius as Harry left the room.
Sirius let out a sigh as he prepared to transform once again into Snuffles. From her hiding place in the shadows, she carefully came back into the light. As she emerged for the shadows she put away her wand before speaking.
"He'll want to know more than just about me Black." Turning around, Sirius came face to face with a smirking Ivy Bellenmore.
"Bellenmore! Where did you come from?" Asked Sirius as he glared at Ivy.
"Down dog! Black, in case you haven't guessed, this is my classroom." Stated Ivy as she casually sat down on one of the desks.
"Oh." Sirius looked sheepish until he realised something. "Aren't you going to call the ministry, I mean I am Sirius Black."
"Wow, you really are full of yourself." Said Ivy as she tried to hide her smile.
"What's that supposed to mean?!"
"Nothing you overgrown mutt. You never did strike me as a crazed killer. You're a little unstable in the mental region yes, a killer no. Besides Potter seems to trust you." Again Ivy looked amused with the escaped convict.
"Fine so you don't think I did all those things?" Asked Sirius.
"That's right Black."
"What do you want then? Wait I all ready know the answer to that, you want to suck my soul out of my body then use me as your little play toy?"
"You wish Black. Not now not ever!" Sneered Bellenmore. "Just make sure you come back and fulfill that promise you made or I'll personally – "
"You'll what?" Snapped Sirius. He didn't like getting the third degree. "Torture me for the rest of my afterlife."
"Not a bad idea Black."
"I don't have time for this. Just stay away from Harry. You got that Bellenmore?" Said Sirius as he transformed into his animagus form and left her office.
"Yeah... I got that mutt." Said a resigned Bellenmore.
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"Come in Potter." Said Bellenmore as Harry entered her office. "Welcome to your worst nightmare!" At Harry's nervous glance Ivy let out a chuckle. "Well not really a nightmare, it all depends on you."
"Me professor? I don't understand, what do you mean?"
"Now Potter that would ruin the surprise. Here." Bellenmore handed over some ministry papers to Harry. "Just sign those and we can get started."
"What are they?" Asked Harry as he began to sign them.
"Legal crap that has to be fill out. Don't want to get in trouble with the ministry now do I?" Harry finished signing the papers and handed them back to Professor Bellenmore who had a pleased smile on her face. Looking over the now signed papers, Ivy rose with a satisfied smirk.
"Professor, will this test be difficult? I mean well, what happened to the other students?"
"Like I told the others, it all depended on them. As for the students, Pomfrey's just over protective, I mean really a lost limb is not too severe. She re-grew it no problem. Though Malfoy really did make a huge deal out of it. Said something about his father, the little pansy ass – "
"Professor?" Bellenmore had a thoughtful expression on her face that worried Harry as he tried to get her attention.
"Oh right sorry about that Potter. This way."
With a pleased smile, Bellenmore beckoned Harry to follow her towards the back of her office. With a swift movement, she pulled a cover off what appeared to be a dark tunnel. An audible gulp was heard drawing Bellenmore's attention towards the unfortunate human-bird hybrid again.
"Here is your task Potter, make it to the end of the tunnel while facing the horrors within. Simple enough I should hope." Harry gave her a nod of confirmation and turned his attention towards the tunnel. "Well, off you go then. Good luck."
Her eyes glowed white as Harry approached the dark tunnel. Ivy watched as the boy-who-lived entered into the unknown, there was no turning back now. Harry's body faded into the darkness as the tunnel disappeared only to be replaced by the smooth surface of a full-length mirror.
"A mirror to the mind; where your worst nightmares reside. Good luck young one, for this nightmare has only just begun." A worried expression resided on her face for the son of a long lost friend.
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When Harry emerged from the dark tunnel, a sudden violent light blinded him. As his eyes adjusted Harry found himself at the begging of a cobble stone driveway. A quaint little cottage resided at the other end. Beyond that, a dark and dreary forest loomed over the cozy home.
The cottage was beautiful, like something out of a dream. It had rock siding covered in elegant ivy. A pristine flower garden surrounded the house, lilies being the most prominent flower. A sweet smell came from the open window of what could only be the kitchen. Harry let out a small trill as he was engulfed in the absolute peace and tranquility of the cozy home.
As Harry moved to walk towards the house, the sky seemed to cloud over as a chilling darkness engulfed him. Glancing around him, Harry watched as the lights came on in the cottage as day turned to night in the blink of an eye. While he was occupied, a dark sinister shadow seemed to descend on the little home, killing everything in its path.
// Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me //
The flowers, once beautiful and full of life were now reduced to black wilted copies of their former glory. As Harry tried to figure out what was going on, a scream came from the once inviting home. It was a scream that Harry heard every time a Dementor was near, one he both longed to hear, yet dreaded at the same time.
'Mom? It can't be her, can it?' At that moment Lily and James Potter rounded the corner of their home.
"Lily! Take Harry and run, I'll hold Him off!" Yelled James as he prepared to give his life for his family. He knew that if it came down to a one on one duel with the Dark Lord, he would not be returning alive.
'Dad? No, not this! I don't want to relive that night!'
"James I won't leave you!" Cried Lily as she held on to what Harry could only assume was a baby version of himself.
"Enjoying what you see?" Turning around, Harry came face to face with someone he never thought he would see again. The cold sinister eyes, the platinum blond hair, it could only be one person.
"You! But you're dead."
"Yes and I have you to thank for that." Before Harry could respond to that, a maniacal laugh filled the air as James fell to the ground lifeless.
// Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reach the bottom
I'm dying again //
"You made me miss the best part." Spat Lucius Malfoy as he turned to watch his master.
"Give me the child and I will spare your life." Came the hiss from the clocked figure as he advanced on Lily.
"No, I'll never give him to you!"
"Then you will share his fate Mudblood." Raising his wand, Voldemort spoke the deadly curse. "Avada Kadavra!"
They watched as said curse took the life of Lily Potter, leaving her only child to face the monster once known as Tom Riddle. Turning his attention to the infant, those dreaded words were repeated once more. However it backfired, leaving Voldemort a powerless shadow and baby Harry crying.
"Look what you did to my Master!" Snarled Malfoy. A cruel smiled came to his face as he saw the look of horror on Harry's face. It was time to torment him, to show him his innermost demons. "You have fame and glory Potter, because of something your mother did. You are nothing but a worthless, snivelling little – "
"Stop it! Shut up Malfoy!" Yelled Harry.
~ Harry! Don't listen to him! ~
"Corandell?" Asked Harry, as his world seemed to fade into a black void, leaving only him and Malfoy.
// I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under //
"She gave her life for you boy. Is this how you repay her, by becoming a murderer yourself?" Taunted Malfoy.
"No you don't understand, I didn't mean for that to happen."
~ Be strong young phoenix! ~
"But it did happen, you killed ME boy!"
"I'll make things right, Voldemort will pay. I'll find some way to stop him and save – "
"Save what boy? Your parents couldn't be saved so what makes you think you can avenge them now?" Malfoy seemed to melt into the form of a pure black phoenix as he continued to taunt Harry. ~ So many people have already suffered because of you! Cedric, Cho, all of those 'innocent' Muggles, end up dead or hurt because of you! Against someone like the Dark Lord you don't stand a chance. ~
// Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again //
"Corandell, please help me, I can do this alone!"
~ You are never alone. Have faith in those that love you. ~
"He does stand a chance Malfoy or should I say Xion, because he has people that love him." A feminine figure seemed to take shape from the darkness as the words were spoken.
"Mom?" Turning around Harry came face to face with his mother, Lily Potter.
"Yes Harry, I'm here for you." Replied Lily with a smile on her face.
~ Worthless Mudblood! ~ Snarled Xion.
"Don't listen to him, he doesn't understand what love is." Said Lily as she stood calmly next to her son.
~ Love is insignificant compared to hate. It already consumes him. It's only a matter of time before it destroys him. ~
~ Trust those that love you Harry. ~ Came Corandell's voice. It sounded so close.
"My son is stronger then you think." Said Lily as she glared coldly at the creature known as Xion.
"No. I refuse to believe you Xion! Corandell, mom, you're both right, thank you."
~ Worthless bitch! I'll erase you from his memory! ~ Snarled Xion as he powered his wings, readying to attack.
// I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through //
Before they had a chance to prepare, Xion had risen up, melding into the darkness. Charging up his attack Xion let loose a barrage of blasts that sent both mother and child flying. Getting to his feet Harry saw his mother being assaulted by Xion once more. Rage swelled up in him as a fiery feeling washed over him. His mind made up, Harry ran towards Lily ready to take Xion's next attack for her. Just as she had done for him.
Looking over the new developments, Xion let a smirk cross his features before unleashing another volley of blasts. He would end this now; the Potter boy would be no more. However his smirk soon turned to horror as his attack was sent back at him. As pain exploded in his body, Xion saw the last remains of a shield made of fire burn out.
"Mom, are you alright?" Asked Harry as he helped Lily to stand up. She gave him a large smile before speaking.
"Yes Harry, I'm fine." Getting into parent mode Lily began scolding him. "What were you thinking young man? Trying to get yourself killed?"
"No mom. I had to do something, he was hurting you." Pulling her son into a hug Lily let tears of sorrow and joy run down her face.
"I wish we never had to leave you Harry. No one should have had to grow up like you did." Letting go of Harry, Lily stood back to examine her son. "You look so much like James. You had to get his hair didn't you?" She said with a smile.
"It's OK mom. Like you said before, I have people that love me for me."
Distracted, they never noticed the black phoenix rise to his talons once more. Seeing his chance, Xion spread his wings and took to flight. With a screech of rage he flew down to tackle Lily who shoved Harry out of the way.
"Harry, take this, it will help you – " Something flew out of her hands towards Harry as Xion took his anger out on Lily.
"Mom!" Yelled Harry as Lily was pinned on her back.
// So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under //
"Please Harry get out of here! The exit is near, just will it to appear!" Said Lily as she cried out in pain. Xion had used his talons to rip into her flesh.
~ You will pay for interfering Mudblood! ~
"Mom, I can't leave you!"
"Don't make me ground you! Get out of here Harry! I got my wish, I can go back happy now." Said Lily. A smile on her face despite the pain Xion was causing.
"What wish?" Asked Harry as he picked up the mysterious object from his mother.
"To see you again even if it was just in your dreams." Said Lily as she closed her eyes one last time, a smile ever present of her face.
Before his very eyes Lily seemed to dissolve into mist. As she did a tunnel appeared just off to his right. With Lily gone Xion turned his attention once more to the Boy-Who-Lived. Before the dark phoenix could do anything he was tackled by a white blur.
~ Run now! I'll hold him off! ~ Said Corandell.
With a nod Harry ran for the exit. Xion's echoing screams of rage followed him back to the waking world, as well as Corandell's ever encouraging words.
~ She was proud of you young phoenix, know that. ~
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With a loud crash, Harry returned to Bellenmore's office. He was in worst shape then when he started but at least he still had all his limbs. As Harry's mind began to fade from weariness a single tear slid down his face. A single tear for the mother he never knew. Still clutching the object his mother gave him, Harry succumbed to the darkness of his mind once more.
'The kid did it. He faced off against his worst fears and won.' A look of satisfaction crossed Bellenmore's features. 'He's tougher then he looks, I thought he would have caved for sure. With so many awful memories it's a wonder he didn't scream out.'
Bellenmore could only look at Harry with a kind of pride shining in her eyes. The kind of pride one would see on the face of a proud parent. That parent would be Lily if she could see her son now. Ivy knew this, and wished with all her might that she had been there for Lily when she needed her. Another friend gone, and it was all her fault.
'Lily would be so proud of you Harry. You remind me so much of her, you share her strength and wits, heck, even her eyes.'
Picking up the boy, Ivy gently cradled him into a comfortable position, mindful of his wings. Carefully she started to make her way to the hospital wing. As she descended a set of stares Harry was jostled awake. He found himself in a warm embrace and tried to open his tired green eyes before a motherly voice seemed to soothe him back into the land of dreams.
"Shhhh, sleep Harry, you did well, I'm proud of you."
"M-mum?" Mumbled the boy incoherently.
"No, now sleep Harry." The voice spoke once more as Harry drifted off.
'Is this what being a parent feels like?' Ivy could only smile at that thought before she gave into a sad smile. 'I envy what you have with the kid Sirius. I really do.'
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Author's note: I would just like to thank all of the people who read this fan fiction, whether you review or not. Just knowing there are people who like this story gives me a reason to keep writing it.
Anyway, sad, wasn't it? Well, I got my inspiration for this chapter from missing my dad, even if it was Lily and not James used. You see many fics out there where James is used and not Lily. Thought I'd do something different. My sympathy goes out to anyone who has ever lost a loved one.
On a lighter note, Harry passed! Yeah! What's with Bellenmore? Anyone care to guess, anyone? There's an imaginary cookie for you if you can guess the answer or something close to it. Can anyone tell me how to get italics in .doc format? It really irritates me that I can't get them. Well, that wraps up my ranting, till next time! Read and Review to your hearts content!
Your evil yet friendly authoress,
Griff_Star2000
Disclaimer: All characters and subject matter appearing herein are the copyrighted © creations of J. K. Rowling and Warner Bros., and are borrowed for the purposes of this fan fiction. No money in any form was earned in its production. Professor Ivy Bellenmore, Xion and Corandell belong to me. If you wish to use any of them, please ask. Going Under belongs to Evanescence, excellent song and group!
ChristinaLupin01442: Doesn't it feel good to have your finals over? You keep updating and I'll keep reviewing, deal? Good. LOL! Again, I can't make any promises about not letting anything happen to Harry, I mean, what kind of story would I have if I didn't do something? Right? Right!?
Bandit: Thank you for you praise and compassion, it really made my day.
ShardWing: I wouldn't really call Harry a phoenix. To tell you the truth, I don't know what to call him. Let's just say he's Voldie's experiment shall we.
PuddlemereUnitedSeekerGirl: Longer chapters are coming up! As for continuing quickly, that may take some time. Algebra is not that easy to do and is taking up a lot of my time. So be patient with me, I'm going as fast as I can!
C: Short pen name. Don't worry about me not finishing this story, that is my main objective. Right now I'm in the process of writing out a new story, however it won't be posted until I finish this story. So don't worry, this story is my main priority.
phoenix catcher: Thank you for your interest in my story. Don't worry, you'll find out more of what Harry can do really soon.
~ ~ PHOENIX SPEECH
" " HUMAN SPEECH
^^ ^^ PARSELTONGUE
' ' THOUGHTS
// // SONG INSERT
Chapter 14 – Shattered Dreams
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A knock sounded at the door to the Headmaster's office as Remus Lupin accompanied by a rather large black dog entered. With a nod of greeting Remus shut the door allowing his "partner in crime" to transform to his original form. Where once there was a dog, Sirius Black now stood.
Getting right to business, Dumbledore offered his customary Lemon Drop, the twinkle ever present in his eyes. Before Remus could stop his friend, Sirius had accepted the disgusting sweet. As his eyes crossed, said sweet was quickly spewed into the fireplace.
"Albus that has got to be one of the worst things I have ever tasted!" Shouted an ill-humoured Sirius Black. Remus could be heard laughing at the tormented look on his friends face. "You knew didn't you?"
"If I say no will you believe me?"
"No."
"I will say no anyway." Sirius just glared at Remus. The term 'if looks could kill' came to Remus' mind.
"I happened to be quite fond of them myself." Said an amused Albus Dumbledore.
"Besides poisoning Sirius, why have you called us here?" Asked Remus. The twinkle in Dumbledore's eyes seemed to dim as he told them the reason for their summons.
"I have a mission for the two of you. It would seem that a muggle archaeologist and his family were murdered a few days ago. I myself have just learned of it. The ministry has become quite adept at covering things the public should know."
"What happened Albus?" Asked Remus.
"For that matter why should we get involved?" Said a still disgusted Sirius as he attempted to scrub his tongue clean.
"The Dark Mark was spotted hovering over the home of – " Here Albus paused to look at the name of the deceased. "Ah yes, Dr. Michael Edwards, his research was quite fascinating. The Death Eaters took something from him. After the information I have gathered, I fear what may have been disturbed. That is why I need the two of you to find out exactly what they took."
"Albus?" Albus sighed at the questioning tone in Remus' voice.
"Alas it is an evil more dangerous than Voldemort himself. The magic left over of that evil could be all that Voldemort needs to reach his goal of immortality."
"We'll get on it right away Albus." Said Remus.
"You can count on us... just as long as you don't give us anymore Lemon Drops."
"Thank you both." Said Albus as Remus and Sirius were getting up to leave. "Oh, Sirius, Remus. Before you two leave, Harry may enjoy a quick visit."
That blasted twinkle returned to his eyes full force as Sirius' eyes lit up with excitement. With a rushed good bye, Sirius was tearing through Hogwarts as only a dog his size can do. Remus was close on his heals.
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"Professor Lupin!"
The duo had run up and down Hogwarts before running into the trio outside of the DADA classroom. Harry being the first to notice them had the privilege to get bowled over by an excited Snuffles.
"Please Harry, Remus will do just fine. In case you have forgotten, I am no longer a teacher here at Hogwarts."
"Shame if you ask me. You were the best DADA teacher we ever had." Said Hermione.
"The only decent teacher if you ask me. The rest were all bloody morons, except Bellenmore. She just gives people the creeps." At this Ron gave a slight shudder.
"Bellenmore, as in Ivy Bellenmore?" Questioned Remus, the colour draining from his face.
"Yeah. Why do you ask?"
"No reason. I forgot to ask Albus a few details about our little 'trip' Snuffles. I'll be right back. Harry, do you think you could take Snuffles for a walk?"
"Sure thing." Said Harry.
Without another word, Remus was racing down the hall towards the Headmaster's office. Hermione looked on in confusion. Something was going on and she was determined to figure it out. Filling away Remus' reaction to the name of their DADA teacher, as well as Sirius' uneasy disposition at that name, Hermione Granger was one step closer to solving the riddle that is Ivy Bellenmore. Glancing at her two best friends she saw their clueless and ignorant faces.
"Ron why don't we go to the library so Harry and Snuffles can go for their 'walk'."
Hermione didn't ever give Ron the time to protest as she was already dragging him off. This left Harry alone with Sirius. They decided to enter the DADA classroom. Sitting down on a desk Harry decided to start the conversation as his godfather returned to his human form.
"How have you been Padfoot?"
"Not bad. Listen, I just wanted to wish you good luck on your test. I'll be gone for a few days, Dumbledore has a mission for me and Remus."
"How is professor Lupin doing? I haven't seen him in a while and I didn't really get a chance to ask him."
"He's doing just fine. Anyway, Harry I want you to be careful in that trial."
"Sirius I don't need you to worry about me. I'll be fine, trust me, please!"
"I trust you kiddo, but it's this Defence Against the Dark Arts teacher that I don't trust. You don't know first hand like I do what this Bellenmore person can do."
They were so engrossed in their conversation; neither noticed a shadow-like figure in the room with them. It had its wand pointed at Sirius, waiting for any sign of trouble. It would not let anything harm a student of this school.
"You knew her Sirius?"
"Yes and no." He replied as he looked around the room. "She was a Slytherin, an outcast at that. She hung around with your mother before falling into a bad crowd." Sirius sighed as he ran a hand through his hair.
"There's something you're not telling me Sirius. What is it?"
"Some things are better left unsaid Harry."
"You told me you trusted me Sirius." Harry waited until he saw his godfather nod before continuing. "Now what aren't you telling me?" Demanded Harry.
"Just trust me Harry, I'll tell you when I can."
"I'm tired of being left in the dark Sirius. I have a right to know! Why won't anyone tell me things I should know?!" Exclaimed Harry.
"Harry calm down."
"Calm down! How can I calm down when everyone is keeping secrets from me! Hell, I don't even know why Voldemort wants me dead!"
"Harry, please calm down. I'll tell you all I can when I get back from my mission. I'll be gone for two days at the most, just please Harry trust me this time." Seeing the pain in his godfather's eyes, Harry calmed down enough to think about Sirius' words before agreeing.
"Fine Sirius."
"In two days time Harry, there will be no more secrets, I promise. You'll know everything, and... thank you for trusting me Harry."
"Just please Sirius, be safe." Said Harry as he hugged his godfather.
"You bet Harry." Sirius ended the huge as a bell sounded, signalling the end of breakfast.
"I have to go get ready for my test, see you soon Sirius."
"Good luck kiddo." Said Sirius as Harry left the room.
Sirius let out a sigh as he prepared to transform once again into Snuffles. From her hiding place in the shadows, she carefully came back into the light. As she emerged for the shadows she put away her wand before speaking.
"He'll want to know more than just about me Black." Turning around, Sirius came face to face with a smirking Ivy Bellenmore.
"Bellenmore! Where did you come from?" Asked Sirius as he glared at Ivy.
"Down dog! Black, in case you haven't guessed, this is my classroom." Stated Ivy as she casually sat down on one of the desks.
"Oh." Sirius looked sheepish until he realised something. "Aren't you going to call the ministry, I mean I am Sirius Black."
"Wow, you really are full of yourself." Said Ivy as she tried to hide her smile.
"What's that supposed to mean?!"
"Nothing you overgrown mutt. You never did strike me as a crazed killer. You're a little unstable in the mental region yes, a killer no. Besides Potter seems to trust you." Again Ivy looked amused with the escaped convict.
"Fine so you don't think I did all those things?" Asked Sirius.
"That's right Black."
"What do you want then? Wait I all ready know the answer to that, you want to suck my soul out of my body then use me as your little play toy?"
"You wish Black. Not now not ever!" Sneered Bellenmore. "Just make sure you come back and fulfill that promise you made or I'll personally – "
"You'll what?" Snapped Sirius. He didn't like getting the third degree. "Torture me for the rest of my afterlife."
"Not a bad idea Black."
"I don't have time for this. Just stay away from Harry. You got that Bellenmore?" Said Sirius as he transformed into his animagus form and left her office.
"Yeah... I got that mutt." Said a resigned Bellenmore.
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"Come in Potter." Said Bellenmore as Harry entered her office. "Welcome to your worst nightmare!" At Harry's nervous glance Ivy let out a chuckle. "Well not really a nightmare, it all depends on you."
"Me professor? I don't understand, what do you mean?"
"Now Potter that would ruin the surprise. Here." Bellenmore handed over some ministry papers to Harry. "Just sign those and we can get started."
"What are they?" Asked Harry as he began to sign them.
"Legal crap that has to be fill out. Don't want to get in trouble with the ministry now do I?" Harry finished signing the papers and handed them back to Professor Bellenmore who had a pleased smile on her face. Looking over the now signed papers, Ivy rose with a satisfied smirk.
"Professor, will this test be difficult? I mean well, what happened to the other students?"
"Like I told the others, it all depended on them. As for the students, Pomfrey's just over protective, I mean really a lost limb is not too severe. She re-grew it no problem. Though Malfoy really did make a huge deal out of it. Said something about his father, the little pansy ass – "
"Professor?" Bellenmore had a thoughtful expression on her face that worried Harry as he tried to get her attention.
"Oh right sorry about that Potter. This way."
With a pleased smile, Bellenmore beckoned Harry to follow her towards the back of her office. With a swift movement, she pulled a cover off what appeared to be a dark tunnel. An audible gulp was heard drawing Bellenmore's attention towards the unfortunate human-bird hybrid again.
"Here is your task Potter, make it to the end of the tunnel while facing the horrors within. Simple enough I should hope." Harry gave her a nod of confirmation and turned his attention towards the tunnel. "Well, off you go then. Good luck."
Her eyes glowed white as Harry approached the dark tunnel. Ivy watched as the boy-who-lived entered into the unknown, there was no turning back now. Harry's body faded into the darkness as the tunnel disappeared only to be replaced by the smooth surface of a full-length mirror.
"A mirror to the mind; where your worst nightmares reside. Good luck young one, for this nightmare has only just begun." A worried expression resided on her face for the son of a long lost friend.
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When Harry emerged from the dark tunnel, a sudden violent light blinded him. As his eyes adjusted Harry found himself at the begging of a cobble stone driveway. A quaint little cottage resided at the other end. Beyond that, a dark and dreary forest loomed over the cozy home.
The cottage was beautiful, like something out of a dream. It had rock siding covered in elegant ivy. A pristine flower garden surrounded the house, lilies being the most prominent flower. A sweet smell came from the open window of what could only be the kitchen. Harry let out a small trill as he was engulfed in the absolute peace and tranquility of the cozy home.
As Harry moved to walk towards the house, the sky seemed to cloud over as a chilling darkness engulfed him. Glancing around him, Harry watched as the lights came on in the cottage as day turned to night in the blink of an eye. While he was occupied, a dark sinister shadow seemed to descend on the little home, killing everything in its path.
// Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me //
The flowers, once beautiful and full of life were now reduced to black wilted copies of their former glory. As Harry tried to figure out what was going on, a scream came from the once inviting home. It was a scream that Harry heard every time a Dementor was near, one he both longed to hear, yet dreaded at the same time.
'Mom? It can't be her, can it?' At that moment Lily and James Potter rounded the corner of their home.
"Lily! Take Harry and run, I'll hold Him off!" Yelled James as he prepared to give his life for his family. He knew that if it came down to a one on one duel with the Dark Lord, he would not be returning alive.
'Dad? No, not this! I don't want to relive that night!'
"James I won't leave you!" Cried Lily as she held on to what Harry could only assume was a baby version of himself.
"Enjoying what you see?" Turning around, Harry came face to face with someone he never thought he would see again. The cold sinister eyes, the platinum blond hair, it could only be one person.
"You! But you're dead."
"Yes and I have you to thank for that." Before Harry could respond to that, a maniacal laugh filled the air as James fell to the ground lifeless.
// Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reach the bottom
I'm dying again //
"You made me miss the best part." Spat Lucius Malfoy as he turned to watch his master.
"Give me the child and I will spare your life." Came the hiss from the clocked figure as he advanced on Lily.
"No, I'll never give him to you!"
"Then you will share his fate Mudblood." Raising his wand, Voldemort spoke the deadly curse. "Avada Kadavra!"
They watched as said curse took the life of Lily Potter, leaving her only child to face the monster once known as Tom Riddle. Turning his attention to the infant, those dreaded words were repeated once more. However it backfired, leaving Voldemort a powerless shadow and baby Harry crying.
"Look what you did to my Master!" Snarled Malfoy. A cruel smiled came to his face as he saw the look of horror on Harry's face. It was time to torment him, to show him his innermost demons. "You have fame and glory Potter, because of something your mother did. You are nothing but a worthless, snivelling little – "
"Stop it! Shut up Malfoy!" Yelled Harry.
~ Harry! Don't listen to him! ~
"Corandell?" Asked Harry, as his world seemed to fade into a black void, leaving only him and Malfoy.
// I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under //
"She gave her life for you boy. Is this how you repay her, by becoming a murderer yourself?" Taunted Malfoy.
"No you don't understand, I didn't mean for that to happen."
~ Be strong young phoenix! ~
"But it did happen, you killed ME boy!"
"I'll make things right, Voldemort will pay. I'll find some way to stop him and save – "
"Save what boy? Your parents couldn't be saved so what makes you think you can avenge them now?" Malfoy seemed to melt into the form of a pure black phoenix as he continued to taunt Harry. ~ So many people have already suffered because of you! Cedric, Cho, all of those 'innocent' Muggles, end up dead or hurt because of you! Against someone like the Dark Lord you don't stand a chance. ~
// Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again //
"Corandell, please help me, I can do this alone!"
~ You are never alone. Have faith in those that love you. ~
"He does stand a chance Malfoy or should I say Xion, because he has people that love him." A feminine figure seemed to take shape from the darkness as the words were spoken.
"Mom?" Turning around Harry came face to face with his mother, Lily Potter.
"Yes Harry, I'm here for you." Replied Lily with a smile on her face.
~ Worthless Mudblood! ~ Snarled Xion.
"Don't listen to him, he doesn't understand what love is." Said Lily as she stood calmly next to her son.
~ Love is insignificant compared to hate. It already consumes him. It's only a matter of time before it destroys him. ~
~ Trust those that love you Harry. ~ Came Corandell's voice. It sounded so close.
"My son is stronger then you think." Said Lily as she glared coldly at the creature known as Xion.
"No. I refuse to believe you Xion! Corandell, mom, you're both right, thank you."
~ Worthless bitch! I'll erase you from his memory! ~ Snarled Xion as he powered his wings, readying to attack.
// I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through //
Before they had a chance to prepare, Xion had risen up, melding into the darkness. Charging up his attack Xion let loose a barrage of blasts that sent both mother and child flying. Getting to his feet Harry saw his mother being assaulted by Xion once more. Rage swelled up in him as a fiery feeling washed over him. His mind made up, Harry ran towards Lily ready to take Xion's next attack for her. Just as she had done for him.
Looking over the new developments, Xion let a smirk cross his features before unleashing another volley of blasts. He would end this now; the Potter boy would be no more. However his smirk soon turned to horror as his attack was sent back at him. As pain exploded in his body, Xion saw the last remains of a shield made of fire burn out.
"Mom, are you alright?" Asked Harry as he helped Lily to stand up. She gave him a large smile before speaking.
"Yes Harry, I'm fine." Getting into parent mode Lily began scolding him. "What were you thinking young man? Trying to get yourself killed?"
"No mom. I had to do something, he was hurting you." Pulling her son into a hug Lily let tears of sorrow and joy run down her face.
"I wish we never had to leave you Harry. No one should have had to grow up like you did." Letting go of Harry, Lily stood back to examine her son. "You look so much like James. You had to get his hair didn't you?" She said with a smile.
"It's OK mom. Like you said before, I have people that love me for me."
Distracted, they never noticed the black phoenix rise to his talons once more. Seeing his chance, Xion spread his wings and took to flight. With a screech of rage he flew down to tackle Lily who shoved Harry out of the way.
"Harry, take this, it will help you – " Something flew out of her hands towards Harry as Xion took his anger out on Lily.
"Mom!" Yelled Harry as Lily was pinned on her back.
// So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under //
"Please Harry get out of here! The exit is near, just will it to appear!" Said Lily as she cried out in pain. Xion had used his talons to rip into her flesh.
~ You will pay for interfering Mudblood! ~
"Mom, I can't leave you!"
"Don't make me ground you! Get out of here Harry! I got my wish, I can go back happy now." Said Lily. A smile on her face despite the pain Xion was causing.
"What wish?" Asked Harry as he picked up the mysterious object from his mother.
"To see you again even if it was just in your dreams." Said Lily as she closed her eyes one last time, a smile ever present of her face.
Before his very eyes Lily seemed to dissolve into mist. As she did a tunnel appeared just off to his right. With Lily gone Xion turned his attention once more to the Boy-Who-Lived. Before the dark phoenix could do anything he was tackled by a white blur.
~ Run now! I'll hold him off! ~ Said Corandell.
With a nod Harry ran for the exit. Xion's echoing screams of rage followed him back to the waking world, as well as Corandell's ever encouraging words.
~ She was proud of you young phoenix, know that. ~
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With a loud crash, Harry returned to Bellenmore's office. He was in worst shape then when he started but at least he still had all his limbs. As Harry's mind began to fade from weariness a single tear slid down his face. A single tear for the mother he never knew. Still clutching the object his mother gave him, Harry succumbed to the darkness of his mind once more.
'The kid did it. He faced off against his worst fears and won.' A look of satisfaction crossed Bellenmore's features. 'He's tougher then he looks, I thought he would have caved for sure. With so many awful memories it's a wonder he didn't scream out.'
Bellenmore could only look at Harry with a kind of pride shining in her eyes. The kind of pride one would see on the face of a proud parent. That parent would be Lily if she could see her son now. Ivy knew this, and wished with all her might that she had been there for Lily when she needed her. Another friend gone, and it was all her fault.
'Lily would be so proud of you Harry. You remind me so much of her, you share her strength and wits, heck, even her eyes.'
Picking up the boy, Ivy gently cradled him into a comfortable position, mindful of his wings. Carefully she started to make her way to the hospital wing. As she descended a set of stares Harry was jostled awake. He found himself in a warm embrace and tried to open his tired green eyes before a motherly voice seemed to soothe him back into the land of dreams.
"Shhhh, sleep Harry, you did well, I'm proud of you."
"M-mum?" Mumbled the boy incoherently.
"No, now sleep Harry." The voice spoke once more as Harry drifted off.
'Is this what being a parent feels like?' Ivy could only smile at that thought before she gave into a sad smile. 'I envy what you have with the kid Sirius. I really do.'
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Author's note: I would just like to thank all of the people who read this fan fiction, whether you review or not. Just knowing there are people who like this story gives me a reason to keep writing it.
Anyway, sad, wasn't it? Well, I got my inspiration for this chapter from missing my dad, even if it was Lily and not James used. You see many fics out there where James is used and not Lily. Thought I'd do something different. My sympathy goes out to anyone who has ever lost a loved one.
On a lighter note, Harry passed! Yeah! What's with Bellenmore? Anyone care to guess, anyone? There's an imaginary cookie for you if you can guess the answer or something close to it. Can anyone tell me how to get italics in .doc format? It really irritates me that I can't get them. Well, that wraps up my ranting, till next time! Read and Review to your hearts content!
Your evil yet friendly authoress,
Griff_Star2000