Pain and Secrets

Warnings- , rape, humiliation,language, au and ooc
summary- If you wont admit it happened will anyone be able to help you.

Harry got himself out of bed slowly he hadn't slept since Friday night and he was looking a little bit worse because of it. He shut off the alarm clock not knowing why he even bothered setting it. He wasn't asleep when it rung he didn't sleep the whole night and when he so much closed his eyes for too long he saw them and felt them again. He went over to his closet and grabbed a pair of pants off the floor. He really didn't want to go to school today but he had no choice.

His mother and father were absolutely furious with him right now. He was supposed to be home by nine O'Clock no later but he hadn't got back till Saturday morning. His mother had accused him of not caring that they were sitting up worrying about him not knowing where he was or if he was even alive. His father had told him that he would be grounded for two months with no phone or television privileges. Harry didn't care though he didn't care about anything he couldn't stand his parents right now anyways. They saw the condition he was in but they couldn't be bothered. His mother was lying when she said they cared about him obviously they didn't.

He couldn't tell his parents about what happened Friday night nor did he want to tell anyone. He was scared what would happen to him if they found out he told. He was scared about what would happen at school today. He was hoping that he could just avoid them and act like it didn't happen.

He ran outside ignoring his father and his mother entirely. The walk to school seemed to be longer then he ever remembered it being. But that was probably because he had never dreaded going to school as much as he did now. Ignoring the groups of people scattered around outside the building he walked in and made his way to the bathroom. The were no bruises on his face luckily but his neck was covered in bruises of all shapes sizes and colors. He didn't know how he was going to hide these but normally people ignored him so maybe they wouldn't notice. He would have to make up a story for his friends though.

He was so caught up in his thoughts he didn't notice the person that came into the bathroom. Harry looked up into the mirror and there was Zabini a look in his eyes that Harry remembered from that night.

"hey pretty how are you doing today" Blaise said pushing himself against the boy and in turn pushing Harry harder into the sink. Harry let out an uncomfortable squeak that made Blaise chuckle.

"I got some advice for you pretty. I would keep your mouth shut about Friday do you understand." Blaise didn't wait for Harry to answer instead he grabbed a handful of his hair and continued talking.

"I mean come on who would believe you. Your a freak. If you tell anybody anything we will tell them exactly what happened that night. I know I'll tell everyone who you spread them for me because you wanted to. How you did the same for Ron and Greg too. and you wouldn't even want to hear what i could do to your reputation by showing that video tape."

Blaise let go of Harry's hair but didn't step back from him.

"Oh and speaking of the tape, you really should come over and watch it with us some time you really do look good on camera.

He left and Harry just stood there and cried. There went his normal day.