Pain and Secrets
Warnings- , rape, humiliation,language, Au and ooc
summary- If you wont admit it happened will anyone be able to help you.
Harry Potter couldn't wait for the bell to ring, not because he was looking forward to the weekend like the other kids though, he just wanted to get out of that class and away from Blaise's gaze. All that boy seemed to do is stare. But as he was only staring and making no move to touch him Harry could just try to ignore it. But he couldn't ignore the thoughts in his head. Harry's life was spiraling out of control and he didn't know how to stop it. A little voice in the back of his head told him that if he told someone and talked about what happened things would get easier, but he just couldn't seem to work up the courage to even say the words. He had had a considered telling Hermoine but had talked himself out of it with the excuse that she would tell others and then people would confront Them and They would tell everyone what Blaise said that They were going to say. He didn't think he could deal with people knowing what had happened to him and he knew he couldn't deal with people thinking that he "wanted" that to happen to him. No he told himself he would not tell anyone no matter how much keeping all of this inside of him was killing him.
Blaise also wasn't the only one who had taken to watching him allot lately for some reason the Draco Malfoy had taken to following him too. sometimes he tried to make conversation with him but most of the time he just stared. It was a different kind of stare then Blaise gave him as weird as that sounds but it was like he got different feeling from the two. When Blaise looked at him he either had lust shining in his eyes (Harry always shuddered when he was given those looks) or there was the threat of intense pain if he made the mistake of angering the boy. But when Draco would look at him all he could see was that the boy was curious and confused about something. But even if Draco wasn't giving him looks of death that didn't mean Harry was going to be friendly with him. Draco hung out with Them and in Harry's mind any one who hung out with Them was evil and no amount of good intentions were going to change his opinions.
"Mr. Potter do you pan on leaving my class today or are you going to stay for help in raising your abysmal grade. If you are planing on doing the later I suggest you don't even try you are way beyond help."sneered snape
The hooked nose teacher really hated him and Harry could honesty say the feelings were mutual. He hadn't even noticed that the bell had wrong and that everyone else had left the class. Grabbing his backpack he walked out the door, tempted to flick snape off on his way out. A moment after he mad it outside the door he felt a hand on his shoulder and a hand covering his mouth. Fear made him freeze and he couldn't move to fight of as he was pulled around a wall out side the building. when he saw his attacker fear took him again maybe even stronger this time, as he stared into a face that he had been trying to stay as far away from as possible. Blaise was far too close to him. Close enough that he could feel his breath on his face, see the lust gleaming in his eyes. His strength seemed to be coming back to him and he pushed at the boy trying to get him away from him. Blaise didn't budge and he seemed to find Harry's attempt at fighting even more arousing.
"Hello harry.I think me and you need to talk"the boy said pressing Harry farther if possible into the stone wall.
apparently Harry talking wasn't necessary to whatever Blaise wanted to talk about because he went on without any acknowledgment from Harry.
"see I'm a little cross with you Right now. Do you want to know why?"
not for the first time Harry got the distinct impression that this boy wasn't playing with a full deck.
"See you seem to have done something to me. I don't know what you did but i know you did something. See all i can seem to think about lately is you Harry. Do you want to now how many times I've got myself off imagining that pretty mouth of yours around my cock."Blaise smirked as the boy allowed some tears to fall from his eyes. He laughed when the boy flinched violently when he followed the tear tracks with his tongue.
"as i was saying i don't think it fair that you made me feel this way but I think you could make it all better and fair if you would do something to help me out" Blaise found the now sobbing boys ass and pulled the boys body against him. He was startled when he heard a noise and someone cough not so discreetly to get attention. Blaise felt his heart jump into his though when he saw professor Snape standing there. "keep your mouth shut bitch"he whispered into Harry's ear making sure the bat like man couldn't possibly hear him.
"well well i think this deserves a detention for inappropriate contact on school grounds don't you mister potter. Tomorrow directly after class. No get off campus" Blaise let the boy go giving him a look that promised that this wasn't finished. He noticed Snape giving him a curious look but just smirked at the man and walked passed him.