-Risika-

I felt him. I knew he was angry, I knew he was worried, and I knew he didn't know where to look. I smiled. He really didn't think about what he let me do to him when I took his blood. Stupid boy, did he really think I'd let him get away with it?

He let me believe that Alexander was dead. He might as well be dead now, I no longer know my brother. We no longer speak. Aubrey killed Tora, oh Tora my little kitty. I can't think of anything else that I loved more then Tora since I've died. I don't think anything ever understood me as much as Tora.

Of course I can't forget the death of Rachel. May she rest in peace. When I first took Aubrey's blood I thought she was still alive, but then Alexander helped me see that she was dead. That she died long ago. Risika only held on to parts of Rachel, or so I thought. I didn't let Aubrey live because Rachel stopped me, I let him live because I knew one day I'd be able to cause him pain.

This was my way of causing Aubrey pain. Leaving a puddle of Jessica's blood in his home, kidnapping her. This is my way of getting my revenge. I know that Jessica is his Tora.

And I will be the truck that splatters that pretty kitty on the road.

A/N- There should be one more chapter. All will be explained. If not um... ((runs)) lol

This explanation is my opinion on the story. I don't own any of the books, AHAR does. I'm not saying this is how she sees it but this is how I interpreted it so...yeah

I know that Risika told Alexander that Rachel was dead but she also said, "I am Rachel." and something about keeping her humanity, and that was the reason she let Aubrey live. Rachel is her humanity. And Alexander helping Risika see Rachel is dead is by him not speaking to her (that's something I made up, it should take place after ITFOTN). Alexander doesn't want to see Risika, he wants to see Rachel. I know you're probably wondering how come Risika knew Siete wouldn't go after her. When Aubrey let Risika have his blood AHAR explains that Risika can see his mind completely. Since Jessica became a vampire because of Aubrey's blood I think maybe Risika would be able to see Aubrey's fledglings mind freely also. That's what I think if you don't agree poo you it's fanfiction muahaha :)