Chapter 7: Scars
A/N: Hello this is the..7th chapter!! yea! Sorry I'm hyper on Sobe!! So if you see odd comments along the way dont mind them. Here is Chaper 7!!:
Naraku had ran away with the two younger taijiyas. Inu-Yasha was pissed off, Kagome was dissappointed and the others worried. Kitana had lost alot of blood which was in a small crimson pool around her leg.
L8R at Lady Kaede's Village. Inu-Yasha and Kagome had went to the future to get some more supplies. Kitana was still sleeping from the day before. Miroku went to go get some firewood and Shippo Natia and Kirara were playing in the warm sun. Sango on the other hand was by Kitana's side , lacking sleep. She had been up all night. Miroku walked in carring a bundle of wood.
"Sango you should get some sleep. I'll watch over Kitana."
"Miroku I don't..."
"She'll be fine. I'll wake you up if her condion changes."
"Okay thank you Miroku."
Sango went into her own bed and tried to get some rest. Miroku watched over the two taijiyas and kept to his own thoughts.
'Kitana please be okay because if your not Sango's heart will be broken even further' Miroku took in a deep breath and looked at Sango then back at Kitana.
'Just dont hurt her any more.'
After a while Kitana started to move a little more, like she was strugleing.
"What is happening in her dreams?!" Miroku said aloud which woke up Sango. Sango looked over at Kitana and then at Miroku.
"Miroku what's going on?!?"
"Nightmares I'd say." he replied.
A few seconds later Kitana woke up eyes wide and filled with tears. You could tell she was scared.
"Kitana are you okay??"
"Yeah Ill be fine. Just Nightmares." she replied catching her breath.
"Hows your leg?" Miroku asked.
"I'll be fine."
"Ya Know. you dont have to be all strong. I can tell your in pain." Sango replied
"Sango,trust me , I'll be fine. Its not like I havent had wounds before."
Sango let out a deep breath "..okay"
After about thirty minutes Kagome and Inu-Yasha returned from there own little journey. "Hey Everyone! Where back!" Kagome anounced as she walked through the door with Inu-Yasha caring Kagome's ,even bigger than usual, backpack.
"Hey Kagome." Sango replied
"Hows Kitana?"
"Im fine." Kitana answered for herself.
"Oh Kitana your up! How are you feeling?"
"Much better. Thank you."
"Are you hungry at all."
"No Im fine."
'Okay I know Somethings wrong.' Sango thought 'Kitana hasent really eaten for days... No wonder she's so thin! She's starving her self!!!' Sango happened to be right Kitana was very thin for her size.
"Kitana can you walk?" Sango asked
"I can try. Why?" "Because I want to talk to you."
"..Okay." she said a little confuzed then tring to get up.
"Here let me help you." Sango said putting her arm over Kitana's sholder and helping her outside.
They walked to a near by tree and sat down.
"Kitana can I tell you something?"
"Yeah. Go ahead."
"Well to tell the truth...... You're scareing me."
"What???"
"Kitana your not eating! for one thing. Your going into battle very reckless. Its like you dont even care!!"
"Kitana, look at me, please tell me whats wrong"
"I guess its a new way of life I havent really noticed all that much."
"Okay but what it I told you I saw the scars?" Sango said looking down at the ground. Kitana looked shocked.
"Ummm...What??"
"Dont Play Dumb!", Sango grabed Kitana's left arm and jerked up the sleave up. "Those!" she scolded as she pointed, tears in her eyes. Kitana looked down at her own arm. White and dark crimson lines where every where to be seen on her arm.
"These are reminders of .... to keep going on."
"Kitana... Why? When?"
"Would you like me to explain?" Sango nodded her head.
"After Suki died I thought I was the only one left. I started it to see I still felt. I guess you could say thats what kept me alive. When have life so perfect then it all fades away you feel alone."
"...Oh I see. Well you better have stopped!" Sango said without anything else to really say to Kitana's short speech.
"I have." 'actually i am im trying' Kitana then said to her self.
Later that night when everyone was outside Kitana took out a black book that looked like a journal. 'What to write tonite??' She wrote: "I just wont"
I wont give up,
Im not ready to let go;
I'll hold on,
Im not ready to let go;
My hands are slipping,
I wont let go;
My life flashes before my eyes,
I wont let go;
My life crumbles before my eyes,
Im not ready to let go;
Im strong and I'll hold,
Im not ready to let go;
I'll hold on,
Till its my time. -KN
'Oh joy another little song I just came up with.' she thought 'thank god no one will read these'
A/N: Well is it interesting?? I hope so. Well gotta go but first a small shout out.
Thanks CLG#1 this chapter is dedicated to you and every one else who helped me. Thanks Alot!!! Itb means alot to me!!
Sango was based on one of bffs CLG#1 you know who you are!!! L8R -Kitana (CLG#2)
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