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Have you ever wondered what life would be like if you turned out just like your mother. Just a easy going, free spirited, crazy, nicknaming woman who doesn't give a flying hoot about what anyone thinks of her. For me, I've wondered this all my life. I've always wanted to be like her- she's so imperfect that she is perfect.

Now let me explain, my mother can be crazy, loud, out-spoken- okay just plain nuts! But she has the most amazing heart in the world and I just wish that I could be half the woman she is. I realize being Lorelei Gilmore is a tough feat in itself, but I've already got the name, so it's a definite start.

With men, or boys, I'm quite different from her. I take my time in relationships and don't plough through them. This seems to be one of my mom's life mottos, "take the bull by the horns and plough on through!" Yes, the infamous words of one Lorelei Gilmore are what attracted me to be in such a relationship.

A relationship that is, with one Logan Huntzberger. I know what you're thing, "he's an awful lot like Tristan!" Blah! Blah! Blah! I realize he has similar ways to annoy and bug me, but those were very unattractive to me then, now they are just damn sexy!

I must admit that my innocence has had something to do with the fear of getting into a relationship with a playboy, but now I just want to have a good time.

I've had two serious relationships in my life, okay well one and a half. Dean was my first love, he was my first everything! I'll never forget that but the ending of that relationship happened when our worlds collided and he didn't want the impact of the hurt to hit him. Stupid boys!

Then there's Jess, how I miss that dear boy. Sure he asked me to come to New York with him, sure he did. But I was stupid and said no, I couldn't leave my mom and school behind- now that would have been really dumb!

Now I'm in a loose relationship as one might call it. I really do like Logan and enjoy the adventure he brings to my life- another few firsts with that boy! But I haven't decided if I love him yet!

Sure I've slept with him- a definite non-Rory thing as Lane has told me. I know, I know, how could you- not our sweet and innocent Rory! Truth is I'm tired of that label and am willing to risk a slight portion of my reputation to change that.

I'm still the crazy, over studying Rory who loves to read and get lost in a good book. And I don't go around sleeping with every guy I see- sleeping with Logan just kind of, well, happened. We weren't even drunk which I thought would be a must in order to get me in a bed with Logan Huntzberger, not to mention without the clothes.

We were having a battle of wits, our usual evening routine, when he asked me to continue over dinner. And so we did, which is apparently our forte! Fight, fight, fight! Laugh! Laugh! Laugh! Then came the unexpected kiss- in-between a rebuttal I was about to make- which needless to say I forgot.

It's occurred to me now that our relationship is built on passion- extremely heated passion might I add. And now our routine has changed a bit- mostly for the better!

We have an argument, mixed with kisses and anger, which lead to animalistic sex filled with all kinds of passion imaginable. It's undeniably the oddest thing that has ever happened to me. Who would expect me to become so addicted to sex- but when it's with Logan Huntzberger who could resist?

Ah the good things of Logan- he's witty, sly, coy even, charming and quite funny- though I do hate to admit it. But with good comes bad- a playboy, annoying, unreliable snob! Yep, that's the man I love- good and bad! Did I just say love? Maybe I do love the guy, but sometimes he makes me so angry I can barely breath- then he kisses me and the tension just flies from me into an unmemorable dream.

So what exactly Logan and I to each other? I have no clue really. I'd say we were lovers who get lost in each other's games. Maybe he loves me back and we're in a "serious" relationship. I really couldn't tell you, but what I do know, is that my life is boring with out him.

I actually can't have a good day without him calling me or arguing with me. You probably think I'm crazy to like arguing but he's so passionate and so real with each issue. He gets on my nerves most of the time- but that's what I love. I guess being bugged is exciting, a real thrill.

Maybe one day I'll look back and say, "Man I was stupid to have loved fighting!"

But right now, that day isn't here, so I'm going to live my life to the fullest- to enjoy the arguments and the making up that follows. I'm going to love Logan without his consent- without his returned love because I can. Logan is one lucky guy and I don't think he realizes it- I guess I'll just have to show him!

A/N: Please review- this was a one shot unless you guys want to see Logan's thoughts.