HIYA EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I MISSED YOU ALL SO MUCH!!! Well, the good news is that I'm still going to update 'Hello' but I'm going to start a new story, the one you see in front of you, actually, believe it or not it's going to be a lot more angsty than 'Hello' and maybe more tear jerking, it's that sad sniffles but that comes in later chapters, so get ready my people!! Puts fist in air FREAKS UNITE!!!!!

'I would Make a Wish and Bleed'

Pairings---Read and find out...

Main Characters--- Raven and ...... her problems

Summary---Ever since she was born, Raven had been waiting for salvation. Something or someone to save her. She knew they would appear, saw not a single one. While she was waiting hope was wasting away, faith was slipping away, and she was slowly fading. She needs to learn some things in life should not be waited for, especially when they don't exist.
A rain of Ashes

Silence drifted along the small house like a never ending song . But it was this sound that pleased the ears of Raven, smiling in spite of herself. The young girl of 15 sighed as a few chickens pecked at the fallen pieces of grain that laid at her feet.

"Raven, I hope that's not our breakfast you dropped on the floor . . . is it?" came a beautiful voice from inside the hut.

The violet haired beauty widened her eyes in horror. It was just an accident, really! The chicken had come out of nowhere!

"Ummm, I swear it was an accident!" said Raven while a shy smile appeared on her alabaster face.

Gabriele Hindered appeared on the porch almost as if from a puff of smoke. The woman's graying hair framed her once-beautiful face. Her green eyes drifted unto the spilled grain. Her eyes formed two mad slits in her head. Her teeth barred. It was hell that followed.

A Few Hours Later

Raven sat up in her room, it wasn't easy being her at all. She didn't go to school. She hardly saw anyone. She had a horrible taskmaster as a mother. She was so lonely it was unbearable. 'Whatever, Raven.' She thought to herself. 'There is always some chance that you well get what you deserve one day. So will mom . . . I'll make sure myself. One day, daddy will come back from the other world. Somehow . . .' tears flowed freely from her eyes down her cheeks. Poor Raven, still unable to understand the truth, that her adoptive father was never coming back. At least, for now she wouldn't.

A knock came at the door, Raven closed her eyes and bit her lower lip in fear, 'Please let whoever's there be kind upon entering this room . . .' she prayed to herself.

She walked slowly to the door and opened the door as if letting in darkness. Her mom stood there, but it didn't seem like it. Raven looked closely at her mother, her eyes where set deep into her skull like a skeleton. Her face was pale and waxy, as if she had just arisen from the bottom of a swamp. "Mom?!" she asked frightened

The mother gave a twisted smile and collapsed on the floor, Raven screamed as she fell to her knees.

"MOM! WHAT HAPPENED? MOM!MOM! NO, PLEASE MOM!!!! COME BACK, I LOVE YOU!!! I DO, I DO . . . I do . . . I . . . "

It was too late she realized. Her tears took over her. She cried like a lunatic. Her sobs where hysterical. What had happened, how?! No, she takes it back, everything back, just bring back her mother, and please . . . bring her back . . . raven shook her head. No, she cant stay here. She just can't. Her breathes escaped her mouth like a clock telling her time is wasting, the people of the town near by will come by looking for her. She has to get out, NOW! She took all she could put in her brown bag and fled outside onto the yard. Her wild hair flowed behind her as she swiftly left the forest and into the meadows, where night and darkness over took her. She fell silently unto the earth and shut her eyes. In the morning all will be fine, all will be fine. 'Stop lying to yourself . . . '

Sometime around 7:00

Raven awoke to the feeling of someone giving her light kisses on the nose. Her eyes opened quickly but was relieved to see it was just a rabbit sniffing her face. Kisses . . . who would kiss her. An orphan with remarkably pale skin and a horribly dark past and hopeless future from where she was standing. Her mother had always said she would end up in an asylum, maybe she was right. Raven arose and cried all the way to the next town. '15 hours of walking and I end up at a town called 'Filternet'.' Her red eyes closed in frustration as she walked on the streets, far away from home, starving.

The people around Filternet where very nosy and superstitious of just about everything. A woman even gave a Raven a evil and bewildered look. In fact, as Raven walked along, she heard them whisper. 'That girl is deathly pale . . .' 'A bit too pale if ya ask meh.' "She isn't from 'ere ya know." "She looks creepy, in a way."

Raven looked at the people her eyes blazed red. The surrounding buildings lifted from their spots. She'll show them. Hold on, what the heck was happening?

Raise high monolithic statues so fragile

As they fall

I am ever enthralled

Gaze, lie and smirk in time

Your arrogance will suit you well

'til fashion is dispelled

Her bright eyes glowed with menace as she telepathically threw the building against the people. She took the big buildings and rammed it gainst other buildings, destroying all that were inside.

As waves of plastic flame go out of fashion

Your going out, going out forever unknown

These waves of plastic flame are drying up and I smile

Because you're dying to become forever unknown

From above a rain of ashes descends

Anathema I will remain (forever will remain)

From below in my seclusion

Look up to the sky to see paper wings(see flames)

And watch it burn

Children where crying, screaming filtered the air. Raven laughed hysterically. Her eyes just glowed a richer color of red.

Without habitation, you'll never find a soul inside

No life, but nothings died

No lights; but quite the show

Just as long as no one knows

All motion is pantomime

As waves of plastic flame go out of fashion

Your going out, going out forever unknown

These waves of plastic flame are drying up and I smile

Because you're dying to become forever unknown

Ravens twisted smile appeared on her face. Fangs appeared in her mouth. Fire engulfed everything that ever was except raven who still floated high in the air, smile still broad.

From above a rain of ashes descends

Anathema I will remain (forever will remain)

From below in my seclusion

Look up to the sky to see paper wings(see flames)

And watch it burn

Dancin in the rain of descending ash

Dancin on your grave

I'll see you all falling

Dancin in the rain of descending ash

Dancin on your dust

I'll see you all falling

Rain poured down on the charred town. Raven let out a scream of anger. Her eyes returned back to their usual lavender color. What has she done?

I'd stop it, had you a heart

I'd stop it, had you a heart

From above a rain of ashes descends

Anathema I will remain (forever will remain)

From below in my seclusion

Look up to the sky to see paper wings(see flames)

And watch it burn

The sound of a child came through the smoke. "Mommy? Where are you?" But a voice in Raven's head told her they had deserved everything they got, those heartless fools. Suddenly, a small boy, not even 5 yet spotted Raven and smiled. "Have you seen my mommy?" he asked stars in his bright blue eyes. Ravens eyes swelled up with tears. She embraced the small boy and wept. "I didn't mean to, I'm sorry . . ."

From above a rain of ashes descends

Anathema I will remain (forever will remain)

From below in my seclusion

Look up to the sky to see paper wings(see flames)

And watch it burn

Later that night in a cave near by the town

Raven helped the small boy up the hill that led to the cave. It was raining hard now, the remnants of the town was still in sight. Raven cringed as she turned away from the mess she had done. The boy, so innocent, looked up at Raven. "I'm scared of the dark . . ." Raven bit her lip, don't cry. She picked up the boy in her arms.

"It's ok, the darkness can be comforting sometimes you know," she said with a forced smile on her face. "You know, it gives our eyes rest and cools us off and a lot of other things."

The boy sniffed and rubbed his eyes. It was dark now, too dark. Raven held the boy tighter. She had much to think about. Too much has been happening. Her mom was gone, and her mother was the only one that knew about Raven's small problem with her powers. She had once set the house on fire, but that was all, she never hurt anyone like today. Then she remembered, her mom, a long time ago, told her that her powers where linked with her emotions, and when she was older she would be taught to control them. Look at how that turned out. Raven's heart thumped in her chest in uneven throbs. She looked at the boy, now sleeping and snoring peacefully in her arms. No matter what, she owes everything to this boy. Everything . . .

Light filtered into the dark confines of the cave. Raven opened her eyes shook the bundle in her arms. The sleepy boy opened his eyes hesitantly and Raven cradled him. "Never mind, just go back to sleep."

And his eyes closed. Raven got up with the child in her arms, it was going to be a long journey, a little too long.

Raven did most of the traveling every night they would sleep at a near by town. Raven learned the boy's name was Trevor. Raven would cry silently and hug him every time he asked about his mother.

Raven always told him she was on a vacation. When time comes, he will learn the truth. Raven got a small chill as she said this but just shook it off.

2 months worth of traveling

It was a sunny day, Raven had started to heal emotionally, but was permanently scarred. Trevor skipped at her side, he was small but amazingly energetic. The city they had arrived in was huge, and Raven was not used to seeing so many people. In fear of loosing Trevor she grabbed his hand. "Come along, Trevor, don't get lost." She said nervously.

People who passed by stared at Raven in disgust. They probably thought that Trevor was her child. Idiots.

"Ravie! Look, there's a burger store! Can we go? Please?" said Trevor happily.

Raven smiled, how could she say no.

As they entered the restaurant, Raven looked unsure, maybe they were better off somewhere else. The man at the counter snorted. "What do you want, missy?"

"Umm, we'll have a . . . angus burger please." She said

They sat down eating their burger, Raven wolfed down her half in hunger, and she's never been so satisfied. Trevor giggled at the face Raven made when she took the first bite out of her burger. Raven giggled also as she left a tip and threw away her plate and waited for Trevor to finish.

As they walked out, Raven sighed happily just when Trevor gave an awed gasp.

"What is it, Trevor?"

"Look there! That boy! Look at him!"

Raven fused her eyebrows together as she searched the crowd, when she saw him, a raven haired boy, and the most handsome boy she had ever seen. He was performing tricks and stunts as people threw money at his feet. He had a mask on, how strange . . .

The crowd evaporated and Raven got closer to the boy. Trevor still glued to her hand.

"Excuse me," she said to the boy

"Oh, hello there, and you are?" said the boy as he put all the money into a black sack.

"I am Raven, and this is Trevor." She said

"Nice to meet you."

"Like wise, but I must ask you something,"

"I'm all ears."

"I notice that you have amazing grace and strength, I sense it in you."

"You can sense things?"

"Sort of, I also . . . well," she stopped and pointed to a piece of paper on the street and made it twirl in a collection of cycles and spins till finally ripping it into tiny pieces. All with her mind.

The boy looked at Raven, eyes widened.

"You have to meet my friends!" and he took Ravens hand and led her and Trevor into the decay of the city.

In a wrecked tower near the beach

The boy led Raven and her companion up the stairs. He put a finger to his lips and motioned them to be silent. Raven nodded and Trevor looked frightened. Raven noticed this held him tight. Trevor shivered as it got colder as they climbed higher. Finally, they reached the top of the staircase.

"Well, this is our home sweet home." And he opened the door to a wrecked room where a green boy was eating peanut butter and a robot-hybrid sat reading a book. Raven's eyes widened. Who are these people?

The boy cleared his throat an the people of the room looked at him then to Raven and then to Trevor and back to the boy.

"Cyborg, Beastboy, this is Raven, she has powers as well."

Beastboy, which was the green boy smiled and waved friendly. Cyborg, Raven guessed, was the robo-boy. Cyborg smiled and held up his thumbs.

"Nice to meet you Raven."

The raven-haired boy smiled and he looked back at raven "I am Robin, and welcome to our humble home."

That night at dinner

Beast boy smiled at Raven every now and then, Raven thought maybe he wanted to be friends. Cyborg told hilarious stories as they ate their pizza. Robin gave demonstrations on quite a lot of things. Like a karate chop and such. Everything was fine until beast boy opened his mouth.

"So, Raven, Want to join our team?"

Everyone at the table looked at beast boy, well, everyone except Trevor who was in his innocent bliss. Raven blinked. Robin coughed.

"Well, Raven, we were meaning not to ask you, but we are always in need of members."

"Members for what?"

"The Teen Titans. A superhero team, protecting the innocent and fighting evil, you know the whole deal." Said Cyborg

Raven blinked a few times. It's a big decision. She won't travel anymore. And this place would be her . . . home.

Beast Boy must have noticed the look on her face because he quickly added.

"We were going to redecorate anyway."

Raven raised her upper lip. "I'll think about it."

She picked up Trevor and walked to her room at the end of the hall.

3 months later, in the re-construction site of the tower

Raven held tightly to Trevor's hand, the T-shaped tower was finally finished, she felt so relieved that everything was finally finished. Robin smiled broadly and Cyborg ran inside the new home and put all his new video- games into the console. Raven rolled her eyes as beast boy ran inside and also started playing against Cyborg. Raven picked up Trevor and started to walk inside, when she was stopped by Robin.

"Thanks, this was all mainly you."

"Anytime." And Raven smiled as she watched Robin's back go inside the tower.

'One day, Raven, one day . . . just be patient'

Stop being delusional.

Hello, everyone, in case you were wondering that song is called "Paper airplanes (Makeshift Wings)" bye AFI. My god I love those guys. Yea, well, I hope you review, cuz I refuse to continue either of my stories until you review!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! doomy music Just kidding, flame me, I don't care, I love writing an now that sckool is over, I got more time.