Petals just reviewed telling me to update soon and it reminded me that I wanted to update tonight. Sorry it takes me a long time to update but with all the schoolwork. But all be happy I got my report card today and it was good so the computer is staying in my room. So since I have no life well every once in a while I have a life. I will update. I burnt 3 of my fingers on my hair straightened this morning. I thought it would be cool by then it was still red hot. I threw it and everything else in my hands. Lets just say the bathroom wasn't pretty.
Chapter 46:
"Hey Mush I herd that you and your little slut are gonna get divorced." a Blonde said sitting so close to him.
"She's still my wife so don't be calling her a slut." Mush took a sip of his coke. The girl placed her hand on his arm.
"Now Mush I am sorry. I just didn't think you were happy with her since you are divorcing her." Mush moved his arm away from her.
"Look Macy I'm still a married man. Doesn't matter if I am happy or not I am still a married man. And I am happy there was an issue that came in the way. Which is none of your business. Look there is my wife now." Macy looked over to where Mush was looking. Fire was sitting a table with a guy. She was laughing and kept touching his shoulder. Macy looked at Mush and smiled.
"Some wife you got Mush. I thought your till married so it means no touchy. And she's not a slut right. I mean at least you know what is going on since she does it right in front of your face," Macy placed her Mush cheek. They were about to kiss.
"Daddy!" Mush pulled away from Macy quickly and saw Jimmy walking slowly to him. "Daddy." Mush pushed his chair back and walked over to Jimmy. Jimmy hugged Mush around the neck. "Daddy."
"Excuse me Mush. Please. I don't want Jimmy to get attached to you. Your not his father. Now go back to you little girlfriend and give me back my son." Mush looked up at Fire.
"He's the one that was coming to me calling Daddy." Mush handed Jimmy to Fire. Right then Jimmy started crying and screaming while reaching for Mush. Fire Looked at Mush and Mush smiled. "He sure thinks I am. He wants me more than he wants his own Mommy." Mush took Jimmy out of Fire's arms. "Just because we are getting divorced Fire doesn't mean that I don't want responsibility for him. For the short time we were married grew to love him as my own son and after loosing out daughter he became more important to me. don't take him away from me." Fire took Jimmy out of Mush's arms.
"We leave right after the divorce. He's going back and I'm out of New York. He's not your son and I'm not your wife. You have you little girlfriend. Go get her pregnant and then you can have a child of your own. This one is mine."
"But your putting him in an orphanage. I'll help you take care of him and you wont have to."
"I'm leaving New York."
"Your dying. Why are you gonna leave the people who care about you? That doesn't make sense. You think someone who is dying would want to be around the people that love them."
"Hmmm you think that wouldn't you. I want to be as far away from you as possible when I dye."
"Fine you leave and leave Jimmy with me. I'm better then an orphanage."
"Your not his father."
"Either is the Orphanage Fire!"
"I don't wanna leave him with you."
"Why you scared that I might actually let him know all about his mother." Fire looked up from Jimmy and into Mush's eyes when Mush said this. "You are aren't you."
"It's not possible. You Don't know me." Fire turned and walked out the door. Macy came up behind Mush and wrapped her arms around his waist.
"Get off me! You're a dirty little slut Macy! I'm Married damn it! Every married couple has their fights doesn't mean I wanna go and have an affair with you! Stay away from me! Your so fucking annoying!" Mush stormed out of the diner.
***Later that day***
"Daddy," Jimmy said to Fire.
"There is no daddy. Jimmy say mommy." Jimmy looked at his mother and put his arms up for her to pick her up. "You wanna go visit you baby sister Jasmine. You know that we named her after Da… Mush's mother. When I was little he use to tell me stories about how much of a great mother she was. You see he had an older sister and she was married to some creep ho moved them far away. So she never got to see her grandchildren. Well now she does. She's seeing her son's daughter. I figured it was only right. My mother could give a rats ass.. Umm butt about me or my children." Fire looked won at Jimmy. He was watching a all the people they passed. "You didn't mind the Orphanage did you now Jimmy? They were good to you weren't they. I promise you to Jimmy once I get my life under control I'll come to you. You'll never be without me. Everywhere you go so will I."
"Daddy," Jimmy said pointing towards the cemetery. Fire looked and there was Mush standing a Jasmine's grave. Fire just stood at the entrance watching Mush as he stood in front of his only child's grave. Fire put Jimmy down on the ground.
"Go to Daddy." Jimmy got down into a crawling positions and Fire laughed a little. Jimmy started crawling in the direction Mush was. Mush turned when he herd Fire's laugh. He looked at Fire and then at Jimmy.
"Daddy!" Jimmy said. Mush walked away from Jasmines grave and bent down in front of Jimmy. Mush looked back up to see Fire but she was gone. Mush picked Jimmy up and started towards the exit of the cemetery.
"Now where did you Mommy go? Hmm Where did she go?" Jimmy kissed Mush's check.
"Daddy." Jimmy kissed his cheek again.
"Yea. Daddy." Mush kissed jimmy's forehead and headed for the lodging house.
***Lodging house (couple hours later)***
"Where's Fire?" Dolly asked Mush who was busy playing with Jimmy.
"She's not back yet? I saw her at the cemetery but then she left Jimmy with me and as gone." Mush handed Jimmy to Jack. "I'm gonna go look for her."
"No need she just went up your room," Brass said. Mush walked out of the bunk room and up to the attic. Fire was sitting on their bed.
"You okay?" Fire looked up at Mush and wiped away her tears. "What's wrong Fire Ice? You never cry."
"I was just thinking about something? I'm gonna leave Jimmy with you when I leave. He's seems to have taken a liking to you. He never took a liking to Slick who was his actually father. Well I shouldn't say that I guess his actually father is you. You're the only one that really loves him." Mush sat down next to Fire.
"Don't cry. Please don't. It scares me. I mean you barely cried as a little kid. Whatever happened had to be bad. I mean you didn't cry when you father beat you. Someone hurt you?" Mush turned Fire's face so she was looking at him.
"I guess you could say that."
"Who?"
"Doesn't matter."
"So one week till this over."
"Yea."
"You happy."
"I guess. I don't know I mean I got use to us."
"Yea same. I mean I got use to the fact that we would be married until I died."
"It would have been a fun marriage."
"Screaming matches are always fun."
"Name calling."
"Pushing each other off the bed."
"Locking you in the closet."
"Oh yes that was always one of my favorite. I loved when you locked me in the closet Mush." Mush laughed and so did Fire.
"The best was when you took my favorite shirt and ripped it up and then flushed it down the toilet."
"Sorry about that," Fire said.
"No I deserved it. I did call you a fucking bitch who can't keep her legs closed."
"Your right you did deserve it."
"We are gonna be giving up all those good times." Mush pushed a piece of Fire's hair out of her face. He leaned towards her. Their lips just met when Spot yelled up to them. Fire jumped up and ran down the stairs.
"Whoa Fire where's the Fire?" Dolly said grabbing her arm.
"I kissed him," Fire whispered.
"Who?" Dolly asked.
"Mush. I actually kissed him. Sure it was short but it was only Short because Spot yelled up to us. I can't be falling for him Dolly I'm suppose to be divorcing him in less then a week."
"Fire I think you've already fallen for him."
"Dolly I can't. I'm gonna get out of here. Go on to better things."
"Better things then having a family? Better things then your son growing up? Yea Fire think." Fire pulled her arm away from Dolly and just shook her head as she walked away. Dolly walked over to Spot and smacked him on the back of the head. "They kissed and then you yelled up tot them and interrupted hem and they realized what was happening. You ruined it!"