I will make a 10 dollar bet with anyone that Dolly, Loons, and Brass have no clue what is going on in the story. They aren't into Newsies anymore. Sad ain't it. Books only knows because she is a writer and I needed her help on sumtin and she went and read. Oh well forget them! Not Books she is madd cool. Get my ghetto ness out here. LOL. Seriously, everyone say hi to Books my BFFL!!!!!! This girl is so funny. I haven't seen her in 6 months. But let me tell you this. I have another story and the next time her and I get together we are gonna work on it and fix it up. If you like this story just imagine this story with more drama, fights, love. Who ever loves Fire will love my other story. (I like my other story better). The other story was written when we first all started loving newsies, when we were all still friends. We all write it together. it's a funny story and called "Secrets that wont be hidden." So look for that I would say maybe by the end of the summer. You will see a lot of seminaries between the girls. Okay now let me write the chapter. Song written by Wilson Phillips.

Chapter 54:

***Week later***

I know this pain
Why do lock yourself up in these chains?
No one can change your life except for you
Don't ever let anyone step all over you
Just open your heart and your mind
Is it really fair to feel this way inside?
Some day somebody's gonna make you want to
Turn around and say goodbye
Until then baby are you going to let them
Hold you down and make you cry
Don't you know?
Don't you know things can change
Things'll go your way
If you hold on for one more day
Can you hold on for one more day
Things'll go your way
Hold on for one more day
You could sustain
Or are you comfortable with the pain?
You've got no one to blame for your unhappiness
You got yourself into your own mess
Lettin' your worries pass you by
Don't you think it's worth your time
To change your mind?
I know that there is pain
But you hold on for one more day and
Break free the chains
Yeah I know that there is pain
But you hold on for one more day and you
Break free, break from the chains
Some day somebody's gonna make you want to
Turn around and say goodbye
Until then baby are you going to let them
Hold you down and make you cry
Don't you know?
Don't you know things can change
Things'll go your way

If you hold on for one more day yeah
If you hold on
Don't you know things can change
Things'll go your way
If you hold on for one more day,
If you hold on
Can you hold on
Hold on baby
Won't you tell me now
Hold on for one more day 'Cause
It's gonna go your way
Don't you know things can change
Things'll go your way
If you hold on for one more day
Can't you change it this time
Make up your mind
Hold on
Hold on
Baby hold on

Fire folded up the piece of paper and stuffed it in her dresser draw. Mush rolled over and grabbed Fire's leg. Fire looked down at Mush's hand and then at his face. Fire stood up and walked over to Mush's closet. Fire reached to the top self and pulled a box down. Fire pulled another piece of paper out of the box and put the box back on the shelf and walked back over to the bed and sat down. Mush sat up and looked at what Fire was holding.

"That's us when we were little. Look Fire.." Fire looked at Mush placed the picture down. "Fire, its been a week please talk to me. Fire I said I was sorry. Its not like we are happy any way."

"No we are not happy Mush. We aren't but am I out there kissing any guy fucking want. Aren't I slut. Isn't that the reason you wouldn't get involved with me when I first came here. Why you didn't take my 'I love you' seriously. Oh you didn't want to get hurt. Yea well you think I wanted to get hurt. Well I didn't."

"How does it hurt if you hate me? That makes no sense Fire."
"Your not that stupid are you Mush. I was madly in love wit you and then what the feelings just stop. I am still in love with you. And you just keep on hurting me! I love you Mush Meyers. This is part of my dream come true. To be married to you is what I have wanted since I was six. Now I regret wasting all of my dreams and wishes on you. You're the reason I have stayed for as long as I have. Doesn't matter anymore though." Fire walked over to the window. "I just poured my heart out to you. I feel like an idiot." Mush came up behind Fire and wrapped his arms around her waist and kissed her neck.

"I have been waiting for you to tell me that you loved me. I would have told you that I loved you sooner but hey your not the easiest person to talk to." Fire turned around and mush kissed her.

"Wait so you kiss another a woman. I still don't get it. Can you explain it to me please. "
"She kissed me."

"It takes two people and I saw the whole thing you didn't do much pulling away."

"I know Icy but I thought you hated me and I kinda wanted to get back at you for hurting me. I am so sorry."

"Mush I don't know…." Fire stared into Mush's eyes. "If you ever kiss another girl again I will soak you so bad.." Fire laughed and kissed Mush. "You cant sleep with other girls to. I gotta be your only girl." Mush laughed. "You know I always thought that if we ever told each other that we loved each other it would be so much more… I don't know romantic. I mean our wedding wasn't that great. No proposal, no ring. And I wanted you to die because you knocked me up and I was feel awful and was about to puke."

"That's just so sexy Icy." Mush kissed Fire again. "I say we give our wedding night another try."

"No."

"I want a real wedding and then we get a real wedding night. But until then no sex." Mush frowned. "Oh stop."

"Can I ask you a question?"

"Sure."

"Why do you always wear long sleeves."

"Wow okay random."

"No I noticed that you always do."

"Well I got burns on them and its embarrassing. They are ugly. Don't you remember. I mean we have slept together."

"All I remember from that night is that I made a big booboo that I loved so much because I hurt the woman I loved but damn was the time great."

"Do you want me to hit you."

"No. But Icy nothing can be ugly on you. Do you know how much I wanna kill your father. For beating you, letting you be raped, and killing our daughter. He is still after you Icy. He knows its you. He knows Fire. That's why he beat you so bad." Fire kissed Mush.

"Wow you two should have a door shut when you are going at it like that." Fire and Mush broke apart.

"What do you want Loons and Sweet Tart?" Fire asked.

"We know what you want," Loons laughed.

"Ha ha. Really." Fire looked at the both of them.

"Spot wants you ready in fifteen. He needs to talk to you."

****15 minutes later****

"What you want?" Fire asked placing her hat on her head.

"Father is gonna be here in ten.