If You Could See Me Now

If you could see me now, would you recognize the person that I've become without you?

Would you see the regrets I live with shimmering in the depths of my eyes?

Would you know that I wish for differences that I will never admit to?

If you could see me now, would you watch me, how you did all those years ago?

Would you understand me any better than you did then?

If you could see me now, would you allow me to explain?

Would you pour me a cup of coffee and finally listen?

Would you look pass the words to the feelings behind them?

Would you discount his prescence?

If you could see me now, would you know me?

Would you love me?

Would you forgive me?

If you could see me now, would you stay?

If you could see me now, would you stop and look at me?

Would you stop long enough to let me see you?

To let me know that you were here and watching?

If you only see me now, I could tell you that I'm sorry.

Tell you that I love you.

If you could only see me now. . .