Loooooong time. I am sorry. This is on my mom's computer. I couldn't wait any longer to update. I don't talk to Loons, Dolly, and Brass anymore. So I am gonan try and keep my tone the same towards them. And act like I wasn't hurt by them. But if a more hateful tone comes around them that's why.
Chapter 57:
"Spot!" Books yelled and jumped off the stairs and ran to him. Books kissed Spot. "Oh my God Spot. I missed you. I thought I would never see you again." Spot gave a week smiled. Out of the corner of his eye he saw Mush stand up. Spot where's the blood from? Oh God." Books just realized the look in Spot's eyes. "Oh God, oh God." Spot let of Books and walked over to Mush.
"Mush, he had a gun. He was angry. She couldn't move." Spot placed his hand on Mush's shoulder. A tear spilled down Mush's cheek. "I am sorry." Mush backed away slowly.
"Why didn't you save her? Why? You just left her there for him to kill. Or did you watch. Did you watch her suffer? You probably enjoyed it. All you did was yelled at her and tell her you hated her. You probably shot the gun. You probably killed her. And laughed as she cried in pain. No Fire would never cry!"
"Mush!" Dolly yelled.
"I loved her! You just hated to see her happy. That's right Spot. Admit it!" Mush fell to the ground and started crying. "I need her. Fire! Jimmy needs her."
"Mush control yourself," Jack said kneeling down. "Your eighteen and crying like a baby."
"The woman he loves was just murdered. How to expect him to react?!" Loons yelled. "You wanna throw a party?" Loon's kneeled down on the other side of Mush and hugged him. "It's gonna be okay in time Mush. In time." Mush pulled away from Loons.
"Okay?! Okay?! She was murdered. MURDERED! She is never coming back! How can it get better! I DIDN'T GET TO SAY GOOD-BYE! If only I could kiss her just one more time! Hold her one more time! I wanna hear her laugh! I AM NEVER GONNA HEAR IT!" Mush stood up. "It's your entire fault Spot! Your entire fault! You could have saved her! You know it to! Admit it Spot! Admit it!" Spot looked down at the ground then back at Mush.
"I could have saved her. Your right there was so many opportunities. Starting when she was born. I never tried. But yes I could have saved her. When he went to work I could have helped her escaped and stayed. I am really who he wanted. He was smart he knew that I would go if he took her. I would go to protect her. But I didn't. I let him kill her. I let him spill her blood. I did see her suffer. She asked me to leave her there and to go away. Do you think it was easy to leave my sister?! I herd the gun go off. I wanted to run in there and beast him to death. To shoot him in the gut and watch him twitch and scream in pain. To watch him bleed. Watch him suffer. But I couldn't. I told I would return to you guys. I had to leave my little sister in the hands of a family who would throw her in the garbage. At least you two got along before she died. You have good memories. You fucking slept with her. All I have is yelling at my sister!" Mush looked at Spot then walked away. Books wrapped her arms around Spot's waist.
"Come on baby I think you need to go to bed. Let's go." Books kissed Spots neck and the two headed inside.
"She's dead," Racetrack whispered.
"You got your wish Brass," Dolly said coldly.
"I never wished her dead, just hurt real real bad."