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Shattered

Chapter Three

Kikyou's Words

I smiled down at Inuyasha, maliciously. I knew this would hurt him, that fool loved Kikyou even more than Yaru. At least he moved on from Yaru, he really is stupid. Ah well, the idiot is already paying the price. And he thinks I don't help him. Of course, he doesn't know that I try to.

I look over at Kagome, the girl's standing there, eyes fixed on me, waiting for me to continue. She looks so pitying after hearing about Yaru, it makes me sick. As if pity ever helped anyone.

I opened my mouth to continue but was cut short when Inuyasha dived at me, attempted to prevent me from finishing my tale. I helped him over and fell with him, landing on top. Pinning his arms to his side with my legs I kissed him again, delighting in his anger and Kagome's look of jealousy. I slipped my tongue into his mouth, dominating, until he made to bite down and I withdrew. Leaping up I stood looking down at him as he spat frantically. "Now let me finish dog-boy, or I'll give you more than a kiss." I said, fingering my sword.

Inuyasha glared at me with so much hatred it actually made me a little sad. But only a little. I had a job to do, and I fully intended to do it. Leaning against the tree I had previously been sitting on, I began to speak.

"After Inuyasha ran away from Yaru, he felt very bad about himself, about his dirty hanyou blood. So, upon hearing the rumors of the shikon jewel, he searched for it. This jewel was the cure to all his ills. If he became a full demon, he would be stronger, and no one would pick on him again. It was the perfect idea, the flawless plan. But plans, often go awry."

I smirked at Inuyasha here. Using as much drama I could without going over the top. And it worked too; Kagome gasped with apprehension, knowing something would go wrong. Perfect.

"The jewel was protected by a powerful miko, and every time Inuyasha tried to steal the jewel, he failed. But the miko never killed Inuyasha, and Inuyasha never tried to kill her. He began following he, watching her, and she let him. She didn't fear him. And, though she never said it, the reason was he was a hanyou, and not worth it. Soon however this miko began to feel a kinship with the hanyou, recognizing their similarities. He, like her, was lonely, and unable to fit into this world."

"What was mistaken for love grew in each of their hearts. They spent time together, and allowed more physical contact with the other than they ever had before. And Inuyasha's once shattered heart began to heal. Who knew it would soon break again? You see, Kikyou (for I'm sure by now you figured out it was her) didn't truly love Inuyasha. She always had this lingering doubt his demon side would betray her. She couldn't accept him as he was; she needed him to be a human. And as for Inuyasha, he was afraid she would betray him as well, just as so many others had, just like Yaru."

"That is why it was so easy for Naraku to turn them against one another. I would have done it myself if it hadn't been for him. Well, I wouldn't have pinned him to a tree."

By now I was no longer smiling, lost in the memory of that day.

Flashback

"Die Inuyasha!" The fake Kikyou yelled, shooting three arrows at the hanyou as I watched from a bush, unable to interfere. Inuyasha dodged them, just barely, and ran away to steal the jewel. I smelled the air, smelled her blood, smelled fire, and I smelled another scent, unrecognizable, but now was not the time to find out who it was. (I later learned it was Naraku)

Running, I arrived in time to see Inuyasha pinned to the tree, and see his heart shatter from something other than the arrow in his chest. His sad eyes reached out to the bleeding miko before him, before closing in a death-like slumber.

But before they had closed completely, before darkness could take him over. The wounded Kikyou walked up to him painfully, leaving a trail of blood behind her. And she put her head up to his ear and said,

"I could never love a monster like you."

And then she died, taking the jewel with her to the other world.

End Flashback

A red form slamming into me interrupted my thoughts, and my narration.

"Damnit Sora!! Could you just shut up for once??" Inuyasha yelled, pinning me to the ground by my neck. Anger made him stronger and I could not remove his hand. A quick glance at Kagome told me she would be no help, she seemed frozen in shock. Turning back to Inuyasha I fought to throw him off. But, it seemed I was wrong about Kagome.

"But...why?"

The two of us turned to her as though we had forgotten she existed. She was staring at Inuyasha. "Why what?" He asked gruffly, his grip on my throat lessening.

"Why do you..." Kagome paused, hesitating. "Why do you always go after her?"

While Inuyasha gapped at her, mute, I rolled away from him and stood up, straightening my robe. I wanted to snort but refrained. Typical, I thought, the first thing out of her mouth isn't 'I'm sorry', or 'that's horrible.' No, it's all about her, and what hurts her. Keeping my thoughts to myself I said, "I'll explain that. Inuyasha feels obligated to her, he feels responsible for her death. And Inuyasha himself has tricked his own mind into believing he still loves her. Because, simply put. Inuyasha doesn't know how love feels."

"I mean, look at his record." I shrugged, "Not that great. Yaru, Kikyou. They're not exactly wonderful, and Inuyasha didn't truly love either of them."

"Shut up Sora." A cold voice interrupted me, Inuyasha of course. Before I could turn around I felt cold steel enter my back. I made a choked gurgling sound and looked down at the sword protruding from my stomach. I coughed, blood splattering my lips and hand. The sword retracted, causing me to fall on my knees, clutching my abdomen in pain. I knew what I had to do, so I did it, even though it hurt worse then all of hell. I twisted around, and quickly jumped onto Inuyasha, kissing him once more. But this time was different, Inuyasha was paralyzed, he couldn't pull back or resist in any way. I knew that right about then he felt a pain in his gut, for at the same time my pain was receding. I broke away and jumped back. Smiling slightly.

My clothes still held the red stain and rip, but the wound underneath was a great deal smaller and had already scabbed over. On Inuyasha's stomach, in the same place, a red stain was growing from a cut the same size as the one I had right then. "I wouldn't do that again Inuyasha, I'll let you take the full wound next time.

Inuyasha stared at his injury. "But..how?"

"It's my special power." I explained. "Like you have your blades of blood attacks and so forth, I've got this. I can steal strength, heal myself, or even kill with my kisses. Be happy I usually just kiss you for your taste." I smirked at Inuyasha's annoyed look. "But enough about me, I wasn't done with you."

Inuyasha looked confused. "What else is there? After that Kagome was there so she knows it all."

I smiled knowingly. "Wrong Inuyasha. There is still the matter of Kagome." I said, pointing to the girl as she gasped in surprise. I laughed inwardly. Now is where I get fix the wrongs. Time to mend your shattered heart Inuyasha. Mend it, or break it forever.

End chapter

Waaahoo!!!! Another one done!! Go me. What'd ya think? Kikyou evil enough for ya? Muhahahaha, poor Inuyasha. Review please!!!!! I want more than one this time!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1 I'll give you an evil cliffy if you don't!!!!!!!!

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