Disclaimer- no i don't own mulder and scully. if i did hmmm.......i have no idea wat i would do lol. but i don't own them.

Spoilers- none i think.

ok bad idea. i should have never gone out to dinner wit him knowing he still liked her. i should have never gone out wit him in the first place. argh it makes me so mad. how can he do this to me. Me i love wait no now LOVED. not no more. no way he could just kiss my ass. why are guys like this. they tell you they love you so much and then they break your heart. thinking its a toy to play around with. well its not.

i say all this stuff to myself while i sit on my bed crying. crying till my eyes can turn red. why? thats all i wanted to know. why? i couldn't stop crying knowing that he used me. he lied to me. he cheated on me. and what he says that i recieved to wrong message that we were going out for dinner tomorrow. well i got news for you we are over. how can you cheat on me. and then you say you work with her. yea you were being a little too friendly if you ask me.

i cried myself to sleep knowing i have to stop crying. i just couldn't stop. did i really love him that much? or did i not love him and was just being played like a fool. i fell asleep knowing i would never see him again. maybe it was for the best. or maybe it wawsn't. all i know is that i hate him and never want him or see him or talk to him. as i was sleeping i cried and thought about the other guy that loved me. i choose the bad guy over him. so now i had to do but sleep and wait till the next day hoping that all of this was just a dream.

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