If only I had not said what I said, then she would still be here.
If only I had not trusted a total stranger with false stories about her, then she would have trusted me more.
If only I had not been so stupid, then she wouldn't have walk out the door.
If only I had listen to her, then we would be together with our arms around each other.
If only I had talked to her in these four years, then I would have asked who was that child with her.
If only I had known that she was still watching me, then I would said something to her.
If only she had not stood in front of me when someone shot a bullet a me, then she should not be dying.
If only I could have said I love youbut, then she said I forgive and love you and that boy was my son.
If only I said something a long time ago, then I would be her with her and my son.
But now I am with our only child who forgave me and here standing at her grave once again, then now everyone would see that we are a family.