HEARTBROKEN
By: Tenshi no Nanimo
Chapter 1: Love and Depression
Ryou's POV
I was standing there, staring at my yami while he was kissing Malik. I was really heartbroken. I went to his room to tell him my feelings for him and hoped that he'll return the same for me but I was wrong. Instead of loving me, he loved Malik, my other love. It's really ironic for me. To see the two people I love the most together without me. It really did shatter my heart into thousands of pieces.
It was a good thing that they didn't notice me because if they did, both of them will beat the crap out of me. Yes, they see me as a punching bag where they can vent their anger on yet I still love them even though they show me hell. Sometimes I think that I have a psychological problem for I always fall in love with insane and sadistic people. Weird huh?
I left them there in Bakura's bedroom and decided to take a walk. Walking comforts me especially in nights when the full is moon. I think the moon has a magical ability to make people feel better especially if it reminds you of your loved ones. Suddenly, I felt tears falling from my eyes. The moon made me remember Bakura and Malik. I silently cried. Even the thing that gives me the comfort I need has turned it's back on me and decided to make me cry.
I really do hate my life.
Marik's POV
I felt my hikari kissing the former tomb robber through our mind link. I felt anger towards the tomb robber for stealing my light's heart and I started to realize that Malik really doesn't love me. He was only attracted to me and loves me as his other half. The anger that I felt before was suddenly turned into depression and jealousy. I was jealous because my light loves someone else while depressed because the two people that I 'm attracted to are together now, not noticing how much damage they are inflicting on me.
If I won't be able to gain their love, maybe it's better if I'd just vanish.
It's easy to kill myself right now but something's stopping me so I guess I'll wait for the right time I can take my life. Meanwhile, I have to witness my light and the tomb robber's love blossom even though it's painful for me. I can't do anything to stop it from developing so I guess I just have to accept the reality that I can't love and no one else will love me.
This just proves that life really sucks.
Normal POV
Malik and Bakura separated from each other when they felt the need to breathe. They smiled at each other, feeling contented. They were really happy when they confessed their love with each other and felt happier when they learned that the other felt the same way to. It was as if their life was complete already. No circumstances can separate them from each other or so they thought. For the next situations will test their love for one another.
'Ne, Bakura-koi, I think we should tell this to our other halves." Malik said.
"Why should we?" Bakura asked, his smile gone, replaced by a frown.
"Don't be like that! They have every reason to know about our relationship because they are the other half our soul." Malik answered happily, hoping that it would take away the frown from his beloved's face.
"I suppose so." Answered Bakura.
The doorbell rang and the two went downstairs to open the door. Ryou entered the house without even saying anything to the two, which was very unlike him. Malik, who was unable to notice that, decided to open a conversation.
"Ryou." Ryou stopped to listen to Malik. "Bakura and I have something to tell you. We are in love with each other and confessed our feelings to each other today. We are together now!" Malik said happily, oblivious of the fact that it's breaking the other light's heart into two.
Ryou went up the stairs quickly, ignoring the fact that it made Malik unhappy because he didn't respond. This made Bakura mad. He followed his light into the room and slapped him hard. "Don't ever show that attitude in front of me and Malik! Remember your place Yadonushi!" Bakura said, anger visibly etched on his face.
This made Ryou mad. "What attitude are you talking about? I didn't do anything wrong so shut the hell up!" Ryou yelled frantically. It was the first time he shouted or better yet, talked back to his darker half. If this was a normal day, Ryou would have had a heart attack first even before Bakura could have hit him but this was no normal day, today, Ryou Bakura was really mad.
"So now you're talking back to me!" Bakura yelled angrily. At first, he was really shocked that Ryou yelled at him but he quickly recovered his bad attitude and decided to punish his light. No way in hell would he let his light escape from his punishment for he made Malik upset and embarrassed him.
He kicked and punched his light over and over again, ignoring Malik's pleas. He stopped when he heard Ryou's ribs break. He felt guilty but decided to disregard it. He continued to hurt Ryou until he was satisfied and left him there alone to take care of his wounds. Before Malik followed Bakura, he decided to check on Ryou's condition first and said a short sorry. He really felt sorry for Ryou and hated himself for not being able to help him but no one could stop Bakura from beating or killing someone whenever he is mad.
Ryou, when he was sure that he was alone already, silently cried. When he thought that he could no longer shed another tear, decided to clean himself. Walking to the bathroom took a lot of effort but he had to do something about his injuries or else, he will die. 'But do you really want to live?' He asked himself.
Finding an answer to his question, he quickly left the bathroom and went to his room. He wrote a letter and looked for his knife. When he found it, he unsheathed it and placed it on top of wrists. He pressed it harder against his skin and saw the blood coming out from his newly- formed wound. At first, the blood was coming out in drops but later on, it was gushing out. He felt all his energy gone and fell unconscious.
Malik and Bakura quickly left his room when they heard a hard thump against the floor. They went into the living room to find it deserted and quickly left it to go to Ryou's room only to find the door locked. Bakura started to panic. He looked for the keys and opened Ryou's door only to find Ryou's broken and bloody form lying on the floor.
"Oh my god..."
By: Tenshi no Nanimo
Chapter 1: Love and Depression
Ryou's POV
I was standing there, staring at my yami while he was kissing Malik. I was really heartbroken. I went to his room to tell him my feelings for him and hoped that he'll return the same for me but I was wrong. Instead of loving me, he loved Malik, my other love. It's really ironic for me. To see the two people I love the most together without me. It really did shatter my heart into thousands of pieces.
It was a good thing that they didn't notice me because if they did, both of them will beat the crap out of me. Yes, they see me as a punching bag where they can vent their anger on yet I still love them even though they show me hell. Sometimes I think that I have a psychological problem for I always fall in love with insane and sadistic people. Weird huh?
I left them there in Bakura's bedroom and decided to take a walk. Walking comforts me especially in nights when the full is moon. I think the moon has a magical ability to make people feel better especially if it reminds you of your loved ones. Suddenly, I felt tears falling from my eyes. The moon made me remember Bakura and Malik. I silently cried. Even the thing that gives me the comfort I need has turned it's back on me and decided to make me cry.
I really do hate my life.
Marik's POV
I felt my hikari kissing the former tomb robber through our mind link. I felt anger towards the tomb robber for stealing my light's heart and I started to realize that Malik really doesn't love me. He was only attracted to me and loves me as his other half. The anger that I felt before was suddenly turned into depression and jealousy. I was jealous because my light loves someone else while depressed because the two people that I 'm attracted to are together now, not noticing how much damage they are inflicting on me.
If I won't be able to gain their love, maybe it's better if I'd just vanish.
It's easy to kill myself right now but something's stopping me so I guess I'll wait for the right time I can take my life. Meanwhile, I have to witness my light and the tomb robber's love blossom even though it's painful for me. I can't do anything to stop it from developing so I guess I just have to accept the reality that I can't love and no one else will love me.
This just proves that life really sucks.
Normal POV
Malik and Bakura separated from each other when they felt the need to breathe. They smiled at each other, feeling contented. They were really happy when they confessed their love with each other and felt happier when they learned that the other felt the same way to. It was as if their life was complete already. No circumstances can separate them from each other or so they thought. For the next situations will test their love for one another.
'Ne, Bakura-koi, I think we should tell this to our other halves." Malik said.
"Why should we?" Bakura asked, his smile gone, replaced by a frown.
"Don't be like that! They have every reason to know about our relationship because they are the other half our soul." Malik answered happily, hoping that it would take away the frown from his beloved's face.
"I suppose so." Answered Bakura.
The doorbell rang and the two went downstairs to open the door. Ryou entered the house without even saying anything to the two, which was very unlike him. Malik, who was unable to notice that, decided to open a conversation.
"Ryou." Ryou stopped to listen to Malik. "Bakura and I have something to tell you. We are in love with each other and confessed our feelings to each other today. We are together now!" Malik said happily, oblivious of the fact that it's breaking the other light's heart into two.
Ryou went up the stairs quickly, ignoring the fact that it made Malik unhappy because he didn't respond. This made Bakura mad. He followed his light into the room and slapped him hard. "Don't ever show that attitude in front of me and Malik! Remember your place Yadonushi!" Bakura said, anger visibly etched on his face.
This made Ryou mad. "What attitude are you talking about? I didn't do anything wrong so shut the hell up!" Ryou yelled frantically. It was the first time he shouted or better yet, talked back to his darker half. If this was a normal day, Ryou would have had a heart attack first even before Bakura could have hit him but this was no normal day, today, Ryou Bakura was really mad.
"So now you're talking back to me!" Bakura yelled angrily. At first, he was really shocked that Ryou yelled at him but he quickly recovered his bad attitude and decided to punish his light. No way in hell would he let his light escape from his punishment for he made Malik upset and embarrassed him.
He kicked and punched his light over and over again, ignoring Malik's pleas. He stopped when he heard Ryou's ribs break. He felt guilty but decided to disregard it. He continued to hurt Ryou until he was satisfied and left him there alone to take care of his wounds. Before Malik followed Bakura, he decided to check on Ryou's condition first and said a short sorry. He really felt sorry for Ryou and hated himself for not being able to help him but no one could stop Bakura from beating or killing someone whenever he is mad.
Ryou, when he was sure that he was alone already, silently cried. When he thought that he could no longer shed another tear, decided to clean himself. Walking to the bathroom took a lot of effort but he had to do something about his injuries or else, he will die. 'But do you really want to live?' He asked himself.
Finding an answer to his question, he quickly left the bathroom and went to his room. He wrote a letter and looked for his knife. When he found it, he unsheathed it and placed it on top of wrists. He pressed it harder against his skin and saw the blood coming out from his newly- formed wound. At first, the blood was coming out in drops but later on, it was gushing out. He felt all his energy gone and fell unconscious.
Malik and Bakura quickly left his room when they heard a hard thump against the floor. They went into the living room to find it deserted and quickly left it to go to Ryou's room only to find the door locked. Bakura started to panic. He looked for the keys and opened Ryou's door only to find Ryou's broken and bloody form lying on the floor.
"Oh my god..."