Forgive and Forget 7/?

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Title: Forgive and Forget 7/?

Jo's Point of View 3

Our eyes meet.

As our hands once again connect it is like no time has lapsed. The pain instantly flees my body. Because here, before my eyes, is the man I love with all my heart. The man I can rely on. The events that have recently occurred have ceased to exist, just distant memories.

I glance over at him. He looks as if he is in pain. Am I the cause of this pain? Did my selfishness tear away at him? Why do the tears roll down his cheeks? Am I that much of a disappointment? I know it! He doesn't want me at all! Why did I even bother to come back?

So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh

Lets talk this over

It's not like we're dead

Was it something I did?

Was it something you said?

Don't leaving me hanging

In a city so dead

Held up so high

On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew

And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh…

Then why is he here sitting beside the hospital bed in which I lay? Does he fell guilty? Are those happy tears? Are they sad ones? Have I being away so long that I am unable to read him anymore?

I open my mouth constantly, but no words seem to voice themselves. It's all my fault. I now lay amongst a tangled web of deceitful lies. Perhaps it is time to move on and begin to apologise for all the pain deception, heartache and tears I have obviously created.

Our eyes once again make contact. God, how I miss those intense loving blue eyes! How I've missed that incredible tanned skin! How I've missed his warm loving touch! How I've missed him so much! Every inch of my body yearns for him! His eyes yet again make contact. I look deep into them. It makes me feel warm. It makes me feel loved. It makes me feel comforted. He still says not a word.

It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing

As he stares into my eyes, a smile than takes over his entire face, instantly brighten his whole presence. His grip around my hand tightens. I too smile and my grip around his hand tightens.

The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

I hear commotion at the entrance to the hospital room. Its all my former colleagues. But they are blurred out into the background as I focus all my energy onto PJ.

All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
(The crowd)
Try as they may
They can never define
What's been said
Between your
Heart and mine

But does he really want me? Or is just acting in shock or guilt? I stare again in those big blue eyes of his and I know. Oh how I know!

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me

"Jo…"

Well here is chapter seven of this long and dreadful fic! Thanks to Avril Lavinge and

Ronan Keating for letting me use your song lyrics…I promise not to hold a gun in the back of your head next time!

There may or may not be more!

Jane W