Alright everyone...just a warning. this chapter gets preeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetty graphic...but honestly, it is by far my favorite that I have written. It is VERY long...but there wasn't a way to cut this chapter in half...you'll understand as you read along. (P.S. this is the first REALLY graphic thing I've EVER written...and being an innocent girl myself, it's kinda hard to describe something I've never really experienced:innocent grin: So if it sucks and isn't accurate...I'm sorry) Oooh! Sooo excited for this chapter! I hope you enjoy!
Disclaimer: I do not own the song Eyes On Me, but MY GOD I wish I did! (kinda brings a little VIII to X, but I haven't been able to stop listening to this song, and it works PERFECTLY in Tidus and Yuna's situation in this story!)
28. Eyes On Me
Surprises and shopping were never my forte...but I guess they are both needed in this situation… Tidus thought as he exited the store he was at and walked to his car. He knew that since his dad was out of town again, he would have the whole place to himself and he would be able to surprise Yuna with a romantic and intimate evening without interruptions. His hands were full of bags from supplies that he bought that he had a rather difficult time finding his keys and an even harder time opening the door. After a few minutes of struggling, he threw his packages into the passenger seat of his car and thanked Yevon that he didn't drop anything. He walked around to the other side of the car to get into his seat, shifted his car into drive, and then reached into his pocket for his cell phone as he backed out of the parking space.
"Hello?" Tidus heard Yuna say as she picked up her phone. Whenever she answered her phone it drove Tidus crazy because she sounded so innocent. The best part is that she doesn't realize she's doing it…What a turn on...He thought with a smile.
"Hello, beautiful," he responded as seductively as possible. "What are you doing?"
"I'm getting naked." Her tone of voice was equally as seductive as Tidus', making his smile grow wider. He gripped the steering wheel harder in excitement.
"Really now?" She giggled as she wrapped a towel around herself.
"I'm about ready to hop in the bathtub because I'm all sweaty from practice." My plan is to make you sweat tonight...Tidus thought with a chuckle. "So, guess what!"
"I despise guessing games. Just tell me."
"Aw, you're no fun." Her face fell as she adjusted the knobs to make the water the correct temperature. As the tub filled up, she sat on the edge and let her legs dangle in the water. "Well, my daddy got a very important phone call from the Grand Maester of Bevelle today."
"What?" Tidus cried as his heart started to race. "That...that's not a bad thing, right? I-I mean, you're not going to move to Bevelle again...are you?"
"No, silly," she said with a giggle and Tidus let out the breath he was holding. She gently dipped her toes in and out of the water as she held her towel against her chest with one hand. "The Grand Maester asked daddy to do a huge presentation tour type thing. There are presentations being held in Bevelle, Luca, Besaid, and, I think he said Kilika. Well, whenever my daddy does presentations, my mom and I usually go with him for support and just so he has company and stuff. However, my mom decided that since it was my senior year of high school and I'm still only in the first month of a new school, I shouldn't leave for a week and a half. The Grand Maester wanted my daddy to leave as soon as possible, so they left about a half hour ago. So...guess what that means?"
"Hmm," Tidus thought out loud with a huge devious smile. "Does that mean I get stay with my girl so she doesn't get lonely or kidnapped?"
"I was hoping you would say that," she replied with a giggle. Did he really just say 'my girl?' I'm his girl! Her heart started to flutter as the words escaped his lips, and she thought she was going to swoon right there. "So...does that mean that you are going to come over and see me tonight?"
"Oh, you better believe it." An idea crept into his head, so he pulled into a parking lot, turned around, and headed toward her house instead of stopping at his house first. It looks like this plan is going to be carried out sooner than I thought! His excitement grew as he tried to keep his voice calm so he wouldn't give her any hints. "I'll, um, come over sometime later tonight."
"Okay, cool. I'll just go unlock the front door now, that way you can just come over whenever." Oh fuck yes! I couldn't have planned this better myself! I guess my plan will go smoothly and she won't have the slightest clue! He looked over at the boxes and bag that were next to him and let out a small chuckle. "Kay, it's unlocked. What's so funny?"
"Oh, nothing."
"Really? You're a bad liar, you know." She playfully sighed and walked back up to her room, her feet leaving a small trail of puddles behind her. "All right, I'm gonna take a bath, sooo...I'll see ya in a couple of hours?"
"Wouldn't miss it," he said as he pulled into her driveway. They exchanged good byes and they both hung up. Tidus grabbed the things from the seat next to him, got out of his car, and silently shut his door. As quietly as he could, he opened the door to her house and walked up to her room.
Her room was spotless, of course, but Tidus wouldn't have expected it any other way. Yuna was very neat and organized and hated things out of place, so any thoughts of her having a room full of clutter and mess was out of character. Although Tidus wasn't exactly the neatest person in Spira, he couldn't care less if things were everywhere in his room. Usually he had his clothes and blitzball stuff everywhere, but at least he knew where it all was. He had a theory that if he put everything away, he wouldn't be able to find it anymore.
He walked over to her bed and placed his things next to the outfit she had planned to wear after her bath. She won't be needing these...He thought as he hung her shirt and pants up in her closet. He had to resist the urge to whistle in excitement as he quickly set everything up. When he was done, he stood back to admire his work. Wow, I'm so romantic I want to date myself! He thought as he walked over to her vanity table and checked himself out. He wanted to make sure he looked perfect, so the effect was more thrilling. He could hear Yuna softly singing to herself in the bathroom as he fixed his hair and a smile spread on his face. He could hear the handle on the bathroom door turn and he got into his position.
Yuna came out of the bathroom in only a black silk bathrobe that was tied with a red sash. She was still humming to herself and brushing her wet hair, but stopped short when she looked around. She gasped and placed her hand on her chest when she saw her room, her voice soft as she breathed out, "Oh, Tidus..."
He bought about thirty tea light candles and scattered them all over her room; her bed tables, armour, vanity table, on the floor, everywhere. The lights were off, so the only form of lighting was from the soft glow from the flickering flames of the candles. Rose petals were not only strewn across her floor, but they surrounded the candles as well. The throw pillows that were usually on her bed were gently placed on her chair that she had in one of the corners of her room. Her bed had the sheets and the comforter pulled back about halfway with her normal sleeping pillows rested gently against the headboard. One of her favorite romantic songs was playing from the stereo, which was against one of her walls. Lastly, she noticed that on her vanity table, surrounded by a circle of candles and rose petals, was a small black box.
Still speechless, Yuna slowly turned her head to look over at where Tidus was. He was leaning against her armour in a blue button down shirt, white teeshirt, black dress pants, black shoes, and held a dozen red roses in his hand. She was in awe. Oh Yunalesca, I have never seen him look so handsome...She thought as he walked over to her, and without saying a word, handed her the roses and kissed her gently on the cheek. When he backed away from her, she put her hand over the spot where he kissed her, still looking at him in astonishment that he would go through all the trouble to do something like this for her.
He held up his finger and walked over to where the small black box was located. He brushed aside the rose petals, picked it up, and walked back over to her. He handed it to her and she was still in shock so she couldn't move. This isn't happening...is it? This is just me daydreaming or something!
"Come on," he said in almost a whisper. "Open it up."
Yuna put the roses down on her vanity table and gently held the box in her hand. She opened it up and gasped at what she saw inside. It was a beautiful white gold necklace with three gems in the center. The biggest gem was a blue sapphire inside of a flower, and the other two were diamonds. It was the most beautiful thing she had ever seen, and she knew it must've cost him a fortune.
Oh, you're killing her, Tidus! He thought to himself with a proud smile as he took the necklace out of the box and gently clasped it on for her.
"Oh my Yevon, it's absolutely gorgeous," she said in a hushed tone. She was still so shocked that she couldn't find her voice. She gave him a curious look and he continued to smile. "What's the occasion?"
"Pretty much you are," he replied simply as he took the box out of her hand and placed it next to the roses. He faced her again and with a sincere smile on his face, he asked, "dance with me?"
"Of course," she responded as he took her hand in his and placed the other hand around her waist. Even though she was only in her bathrobe, she put her arm on his back and rested her head against his chest. He rested his cheek against the top of her head and they both just swayed to the music. This isn't real...Yuna kept telling herself. She was waiting to just wake up from this wonderful dream, but the breathtaking moments just kept coming.
"I kind of liked it your way, how you shyly placed your eyes on me...Oh, did you ever know? That I had mine on you..." Yuna tried not to melt right on the spot when he started to sing the lyrics softly in her ear. He sincerely had his eyes on me all along too...She thought to herself. She had to refrain from smacking herself senseless for not catching the hints that he dropped like crazy the last couple of days. "Yuna..."
She looked up at him with a smile on her face. With his thumb and forefinger, he directed her chin so her lips would meet his. Her eyes blinked a couple of times in surprise, but then realized that there wasn't any reason to fight it. This is what I want...She thought to herself as she shut her eyes. Apparently it's what he wants too, or else he wouldn't have gone through all this trouble...
His hand moved to the back of her neck and their lips continued to touch. Gently he parted her lips and she responded back by massaging his tongue with her own and wrapped her arms around Tidus' neck. Oh thank Yevon her parents aren't here...He thought as he ran his fingers tenderly through her damp hair.
They stood in the middle of her bedroom, listening to romantic music, and sweetly kissing for several minutes until Yuna trailed her hands downward to his shirt. She gently helped him out of his button down shirt and then slipped his white tee shirt over his head. As much as Tidus enjoyed the feeling of her silk robe against his skin, he felt that since clothing was being shed, (and she started it) she was next. He gently untied the sash and watched how the robe cascaded down Yuna's shoulders like water. He held her naked body close to him as he ran his hands over the small of her back. He took off the necklace that he just bought her and placed it next to the box as they continued to dance.
Oh Yevon...oh Yevon...Yuna thought in a slight stage of panic. I'm naked in front of a guy…what do I do? Instead of trying to cover herself up (which was her first intention), she proceeded to unbutton his dress pants and let them fall to the ground. He kicked off his shoes and pants to the side of her room. Okay, now we're both almost naked...Yuna thought as they continued to run their hands over each other's backs.
I'm gonna explode...Tidus thought as he could feel his erection slightly pushing against her. He was only in boxers, so there wasn't a way to hide how turned on he was from Yuna. He trailed his hand to her right breast and gently brushed it with his fingers, a silent moan escaping her lips. He started to kiss her neck, being careful not to give her any more love bites. Surprisingly enough, the one he gave her earlier in the week was pretty much gone and her parents didn't even realize it, so he didn't want to brand her again. At least not in a noticeable spot...
"Okay, these have to go," Yuna stated as she put her hands on the top of his boxers and pulled them down. She was just as shocked, if not more, than Tidus when she did so. Shaved...She observed with a nervous giggle, remembering their conversation from the previous night. Her eyes were still opened wide with shock and she swallowed as she continued to kiss his soft smooth lips. Tidus took his hand off of her breast and trailed it down her stomach to between her legs. He let his fingers linger just inside of her for a minute, feeling her wetness. He let his finger gently caress her clitoris as she inhaled with pleasure. And to think I hardly touched her...he thought to himself as he gently entered a finger inside of her. His action caused Yuna to moan, as well as himself. Oh Zaon, she's so tight...he thought as his erection grew even more. He wanted to pin her down and take her right there, but he knew that he would probably kill the poor girl without 'warming her up' more.
He gently eased his finger in and out of her as she continued to grow wetter. He then took his finger out and added another one. She was in a little bit of pain, but the pleasure cancelled it out for her. Moaning slightly louder now, Tidus increased the rate that his fingers were entering her. He could feel her juices start to flow down his hand, so he figured it was time to take this to the next level. He took his fingers out of her for a second, picked her up, brought her to her bed, and lied her down. He crawled on top of her and continued to kiss her as he reentered his fingers in her. He brought his kiss down to her breast, gently teasing her as his tongue flicked out and caressed the nipple. She arched her back slightly as he trailed his tongue from one breast to the next.
"Oh...Tidus..." she moaned as she gripped the bed tightly with both of her fists.
"I haven't even started yet," he said, slightly bragging as he continued to finger her. Her body was starting to accept his fingers more, and he knew he wanted to go further than second base. "Um, Yuna...this is probably going to hurt a little bit..."
Another moan escaped her lips and she managed to add, "I don't care." Okay, I warned her...Tidus thought as he added another finger. She winced from the pain, causing Tidus to feel slightly remorseful. "Um...ow..."
"Do you want me to stop?" He asked her gently as he moved back up to kiss her lips.
"No," she replied firmly as her breathing started to come out in short breaths. "Whatever you do, don't stop."
"Okay," he said as he thought, That is really not a problem...He got her this far, and he wanted to see just how far he could go with her. However, the feeling wasn't just a purely sexual one, it was more than that. He started to kiss down her neck, between her breasts, down her stomach, and moved her legs further apart so he could lie there. He knew she's never had a guy go down on her before, so he definitely wanted her first experience with oral sex to be a good one. He kept pumping his fingers inside of her and gently flicked her clitoris with his tongue. She loudly moaned in ecstasy as Tidus smiled. He stopped fingering her and entered his tongue, savoring the taste.
OH MY YEVON...Yuna thought with a loud moan as she felt his tongue enter her. She thought she was going to explode as he kept on entering his tongue inside of her. As repulsive as the concept was to her, she had never felt more intense pleasure. It drove her more crazy as he gently bit at her clitoris every few seconds. He could tell that she was close to her orgasm, so he placed his mouth on her clitoris and sucked hard, at the same time entering two of his fingers. Yuna let out a little scream as she orgasmed, covering Tidus' fingers with her liquid. He leaned in and licked her more, just because he felt that he couldn't taste her enough.
He trailed his kisses back up to her neck and kissed her gently. He could feel her shaking as she recovered from her orgasm and couldn't help but smile at himself. After a few minutes of kissing her neck, she grabbed him by the shoulders and flipped him to his back. Whoa! Tidus thought as she straddled his chest. He could feel how wet she still was on his chest, and that turned him more. She seductively slid off of him and trailed her fingers down his chest to where his erection was. She gently trailed her fingers over it and he let a moan escape just from her touch.
I have no idea what I'm doing...Yuna thought to herself as she grabbed the shaft and started to move her hand up and down on him. She gripped him harder and pumped her hand, in admiration at how big he was. She had no idea how hard he could get, and he only continued to get harder as she moved her hand. His moans continued to grow as a bead of liquid formed at the tip. She smiled at herself as she bent over and gently kissed him on the inside of his leg, enjoying the fact that he was starting to squirm. She let her kisses trail from the inside of his leg to close to his erection and then back to the original spot.
"Yuna, please," Tidus pleaded as he felt his forehead start to break out into a sweat. "Don't tease me."
"No?" She gently licked the bead of semen off of the tip of his shaft. She wasn't sure what she thought of the taste, but she figured since he went down on her, it was only fair to go down on him. Tidus was taken by surprise when she licked him and he considered asking her if she really wanted to do this, but then decided against it. Nervously, she took him in her mouth, sucking gently.
"Harder, Yuna," he said as his breathing started to turn to panting. She stifled a giggle, causing vibrations on his throbbing erection and he let out a louder moan with pleasure. "Now...move your hand at the same...like that...oh yeah..."
She obeyed in the middle of his statement and continued to pleasure him. Now it was Tidus' turn to start to quiver as he felt himself closer to his climax. I'm gonna burst...He thought as he started to grip the sheets in his hands. Yuna could tell he was close by the way that his breathing had become more irregular and by the way he was panting. She started to suck harder and with a loud moan, Tidus reached his climax, shooting his juices into Yuna's mouth. She was rather disgusted, but tried not to show it as she swallowed.
She moved back up to his lips, tasting a mixture of himself and herself as they kissed again. Odd, yet very erotic...She thought as the kiss started to intensify. Tidus' hands fondled her breasts again and she knew that she wanted more. "Tidus..." she exhaled as more of a moan than anything.
"Yes, my love?" He asked her as he started to kiss her breasts.
"Take me."
He stopped what he was doing and looked at her in absolute shock. "What?"
"Please, do it now." He blinked her at her a couple of times and she opened her eyes. "What are you waiting for?"
"Are you listening to yourself?"
"I know what I'm saying if that's what you're asking," she responded, eyeing his perplexed gaze on her.
"Are you sure?" She nodded at him nervously. "You're positive?"
"Yes, I'm positive," she said as she pulled him closer and slightly moaned in his ear, turning him on. "Now."
"Okay." His heart flew as he ran to where he kicked his pants. As quickly as he could, he searched his pockets for his wallet. When he opened it, his face fell and looked up at the ceiling in disbelief. "Shit."
"What is it?" She asked as she seductively positioned herself so she was lying on her bed on her stomach. "Don't make me wait, Tidus."
"I don't have any condoms on me," he told her as he threw his wallet back down on his pants. I can't believe this…I forgot to put more in my wallet after I fooled around with Naida! Yevon dammit, why now of all times! He put his hands on his hips and tried to think of what to do.
"Oh, it's all good. I have some." With a shrug, she nonchalantly put her feet on the floor and walked over to her dresser. Tidus opened his mouth to ask her why she had some, but he was so in shock that the words wouldn't come out. To further his surprise, she pulled out an entire bag and took one out. "Don't give me that look."
"Why...how...what?" He stuttered as she walked over to him and handed him the condom. He looked at it and then flashed a smile at Yuna. "Uh, no offence intended, but you don't look like the kind of girl that would have a bunch of condoms lying around."
"I had to do a safe sex presentation at Yu Yevon at the beginning of the school year before I transferred. After my speech, I handed these bad boys out and I still have some left. I didn't want to get rid of them so I figured if I kept them, they would come in handy some day." She trailed her fingers up and down his bare chest, traveling down to between his legs. She flashed him a seductive smile as she put her body against him, feeling every inch of his body on hers. "Now, are you going to show me how they work or not?"
"You don't have to ask me twice," he said as he swept her up in his arms again and brought her back to her bed. He wanted to make sure that she was going to be okay if he went inside of her, so he stuck three of his fingers back in her. She gasped at the pain and he instantly took his fingers out. "Are you sure, Yuna? Because, it's going to hurt a lot more than that."
"Yes, I'm sure." She didn't sound confident in her reply, so Tidus slightly hesitated. "Seriously, don't worry about it. Just loosen me up a little bit first."
"Okay," he said as he slowly pumped his fingers in her. After a minute or two, she stopped gritting her teeth in pain and regained her moaning. She started to drip on his hand again, so he figured this was probably the best time to go for it. He tore the condom wrapper with his teeth, took the condom out, and threw the wrapper off to the side. Yuna watched in wonder and fear as he put the condom on his growing erection. "Okay, this is probably really going to hurt..."
"Tidus, I don't care," she enforced sternly as he crawled on top of her. As he positioned himself correctly, he passionately kissed her on her neck and slid his hand from between her legs up to her breast. Her breathing was rapid, and Tidus could tell that she was absolutely terrified of what was about to happen. Because he knew she was a virgin, he gently started to enter her. The second that she felt him inside of her, she let out a cry in pain and tears started to well up in her eyes. "Don't stop, Tidus. Please, don't stop..."
He nodded at her, but seeing the look on her face pained him. He lied still for a minute, even though he wasn't even halfway inside of her. Okay, it's been a long time since I've had sex with a virgin...He thought as he looked at her. And not just any virgin, this is Yuna we're talking about here...She was so tight around him, and that turned him on more. He knew that if he didn't move soon, he would've collapsed, so he gently slid himself more into her, the pleasure escalating for him. She wrapped her legs around his waist, pushing more of him into her. The fact that she was digging her nails hard into his back was very erotic for him, even though he knew that she didn't know she was doing it. The pain was excruciating, but she started to relax and the pain started to lessen. When he felt her relax, he pushed himself deeper into her.
"Harder..." she ordered as he obeyed. She could feel him thrusting harder and both of their pulses continued to race. She again felt as if she was going to explode, and it was harder for her to keep her legs around his waist due to the fact that they were both heavily laced in sweat.
"Oh, Yuna," Tidus moaned as he was all the way inside of her now. He reached down for her breasts again and sucked hard on her nipples. She arched her back so he could take more of her in his mouth. Sweat started to drip down his forehead as they now moved together with their thrusting. He moved faster and he knew that she was close to her climax, as was he.
To his pleasure and surprise, Tidus could feel Yuna tighten around him. He let out a moan and she and let out a cry as they orgasmed at the same time. He pulled out and then collapsed on top of her. They both lied there, panting and trying to catch their breath from the mind blowing orgasm they both just experienced.
"Holy shit," Tidus said with a soft chuckle as he rolled off of Yuna. "Wow."
"That was amazing," Yuna agreed as she continued to catch her breath.
Tidus went to take off the condom, but stopped when he saw blood all over the sheets. "Oh, dammit."
"What?" Yuna, still panting, looked at what he saw and gasped. "Is that...from me?"
"Yeah, it is," he replied as he realized that there was blood over both of them as well. "It's all good though. We just need to change the sheets."
"I heard that you bleed after your first time, but I didn't think it would look like we killed someone," she observed with a slight giggle.
With a chuckle as he peeled off the condom, he added, "well, only a small person."
"What time is it anyway?" Yuna asked as she looked over to the clock. "Oh wow, it's only nine o'clock," she said, answering her own question, and then had to giggle.
"What's so funny?" He asked as he reached over and threw the used condom in the trash bin by her bed.
"I'm not a virgin anymore," she continued to giggle and Tidus could only laugh at her. "I can't believe I just had sex."
"Not just any kind of sex, Yuna," Tidus said with a smile. "You just had about an hour of great sex."
"Was it really great?" She rolled over to her side and propped herself up by her elbow. He moved close to her and ran his fingers through her tousled hair.
"I've had sex with a lot of girls," he said as he gently kissed her on the forehead. "And you want to know the major difference between all of them added up and you?"
"Do I want to know?" She asked as she wrinkled her forehead. She wasn't sure what he was going to tell her, and she wasn't sure if it was going to be a compliment.
"With them it was just sex." He wrapped her into a loving embrace and brushed her lips with his own. "With you it was making love."
I really like that chapter, and i REALLY hope you all did as well! It's very descriptive, yes, but I think it has its funny moments in there too...and I think that it's very in character. (At least I hope it is!) Also...how Tidus set up Yuna's room? I wish a guy would do that for me! Alright...I have psych tomorrow, meaning I'll work on the next chapter!
P.S. I got my hair cut yesterday and I don't like it! It's sad, really lol.