Baby glanced at herself in the mirror and cursed out loud thinking she should have done something more to get in touch with Johnny to let him know what was going on. What else was she supposed to do? She though she did the right thing. Guess in the end it was totally the wrong thing to do. She just knew that if she explained everything to Johnny he would understand but she never got that change. She should have pushed Patrick off her but she was in such a shock she didn't know what to do. She could understand how that bothered Johnny. It would bother her as well if she had seen him kissing someone else. Why wouldn't he let her explain it all to him? Surely he would have understood. Her heart was breaking. She had finally found her way back to Johnny and ended up losing him over again. No one could ever compare to Johnny, no way, no how. He will always have her heart and she will always love him.

Baby made her way to bed. She was upset all over again as soon as she put her head down on her pillow and faintly smelled Johnny's scent. It was the scent that had always drove her crazy.

"Guh-gung... Guh-gung. Feel the rhythm. Guh-gung... Guh-gung." Johnny said as he softly tapped her fingers over his chest.

Baby felt her feet move with no mistakes as she closed her eyes and felt the rhythm run through her body. With every step Johnny moved his body with hers. She knew at that moment she was falling for Johnny and she knew she was falling hard.

It was hopeless. She just laid awake and thought about Johnny and Amanda. It was touch to lay there and feel utterly hopeless in both situations. Her best friend's life was hanging in the balance and she had lost the love of her life. She had to fix it. She just had too.

Baby had to talk to Johnny before she headed to the hospital the next morning. So she took off and headed to his apartment. As she got there she saw Johnny and Jonathon walking to Johnny's car.

She quickly parked her car and jumped out. "Johnny!"

Johnny turned around to see her standing behind him. She watched him whisper something to Jonathon and watched Jonathon get in the car as Johnny walked toward Baby.

"What are you doing here?" Johnny asked sternly.

"I had to come see you." Baby said as she looked into his beautiful eyes.

"I'm busy. I am taking Jonathon back home." He still had a hurt look on his face. "Thought I told you to leave me alone?"

"Look, Johnny, I know you are upset and hurt, but, it's is really not what it looked like." Baby sweetly told him.

"I know what I saw and you can't change that." Johnny said fidgeting.

"Can't I just have a chance to explain it?" Baby pleaded.

Johnny looked back at his car to check on Jonathon. "Be right there son."

"Johnny, please."

"You don't know what it was like to see another man's hands all over you and kissing you." He told her avoiding eye contact.

"I can imagine but, I didn't return the kiss." Baby reached out for his hand but Johnny resisted.

"It sure didn't look like it." Johnny responded.

"Look, Amanda was in a wreck Friday night and I had no way of getting in contact to tell you I couldn't come by and I didn't want to show up extremely late. I just had to be with Amanda." Baby hoped she was getting through.

"I am sorry to hear about her. Hope she makes an awesome recovery." Johnny said showing his concern.

"Then I come by to see you last night and you weren't there. You must have got my note." Baby turned his face to hers. "It's not what you think."

"I saw you kiss him and I know you went to eat with him Friday night. It's all obvious. It's right there in front of my face." Johnny started to walk away.

"Who told you?" Baby asked.

"Eric saw you. Why are you worried? I guess you really did have something to hide." Johnny returned sharply.

"No Johnny!" Baby walked up to him. "You are the only man for me."

"I gave you my heart years ago and I made the mistake of doing it again. It's over Baby." Johnny now looked into her teary eyes. "I never thought you could hurt me."

"I never would in a million years." Baby told him whole-heartedly.

"I have to get him home." Johnny said

"I would love to meet him." Baby insisted.

Johnny nodded as he opened the driver's side door. "Hot rod, I want you to meet someone hop on out of the car."

Jonathon quickly exited the car and walked over to Johnny. "Son this is Ms. Baby. She is a friend of daddy's."

"Hey handsome." Baby said as she squatted down next to Jonathon. "You look just like your father."

"Are you my dad's girlfriend?" Jonathon asked as he stuck close to Johnny.

"No, son she is just daddy's friend." Johnny couldn't help but shoot a hurtful look Baby's way.

"She's pretty." Jonathon said teased.

"Your dad and I have known each other for years. We used to dance together." Baby told Jonathon as she admired how much he was like his dad.

"Yeah, daddy can dance good. Hey you wanna ride with us to take me home?" Jonathon asked with a big grin on his face.

"Son, Ms. Baby has other things she needs to do today. Now hop back in we need to get going." Johnny said as she motioned toward the car.

"Nice to meet you Jonathon." Baby called after him.

"Bye Ms. Baby." Jonathon hopped in and patiently waited on Johnny.

"He seems like an amazing kid." Baby told Johnny.

"He is. He is my life." Johnny's eyes lit up at the mention of Jonathon. "Look I gotta go."

"Before you go, can I say one thing?" Baby asked Johnny as she reached for his hand this time only to find him not resisting.

Johnny didn't say anything at first but finally he let out an "ok."

"I just want you to know that for nine years you wondered my mind. I would always wonder what you were doing or who you were with." Tears were coming faster now for Baby. "I just want to tell you that I lov--"

"Stop. I couldn't bear to hear that now. Please don't say that." Johnny pleaded.

"Maybe you need to hear it." Baby told him. "You need to know."

"It would hurt to bad to hear it." Johnny looked over at Jonathon. "He is all I need to concentrate on now. I really gotta go."

Baby nodded as she deemed this conversation hopeless. She hated to let Johnny go but if he wanted to go there was no stopping him. She would respect his wishes this time and leave well enough alone. "Just remember you have my heart and always will."

And with that Baby turned and walked off. It was killing her not to fight harder but she knew it would do her no good. Johnny was walking out of her life again and she just had to except it.

Johnny quickly started up the car and Baby watched Jonathon wave the whole way till she couldn't see him any more.