'As
you wish'. Guinevere replayed her last moments with Tristan in
her mind. Nervously glancing around the large banquet hall, she
knotted her hands in her gown. Kneading and twitching, she hurriedly
grabbed her goblet of wine and took a large and satiating swig.
"Are
you nervous about something, my darling?" The sound of Arthur's
voice made Guinevere jump a bit, placing her cup down onto the table
again, she turned toward him and tried her hardest to give a genuine
smile.
Satisfied with her response, Arthur gently picked up
Guinevere's hand and kissed it. The feel of Arthur's lips on the very
hand that was lovingly touched by Tristan made Guinevere recoil it
back to her, as if it burned her. Arthur, a bit surprised by the
move, opted to ignore it and possessively place his hand upon her
kneecap and smiled at her.
"I can't tell you how pleased
I was that you decided to have another feast. I was beginning to feel
that you had grown tired of me and wanted to run away. Speaking of
running away...." Guinevere let the sound of Arthur's voice drum
away in her ear. No longer paying attention to what he was saying,
Guinevere continued to search the crowd of faces for the one that
mattered most to her.
Carefully scanning the room, she watched
Bors and Vanora, pregnant again, with their children, Gawain and
Galahad, secretly flirting with each other across the room, thinking
that no one noticed or saw them. She watched her new maid, Brenna,
desperately try to avoid the groping of the drunk men around while
still serving the drinks.
Glancing outside at the already set
sun, she knew the celebration was well into motion and yet... Tristan
was not there. Biting on her lower lip, she looked back at Arthur,
still talking about some recent events concerning the town, and
sighed.
Closing her eyes, she tried to force back the reality
that perhaps Tristan was not coming after all. Feeling the warm
fluster of the wine beginning to creep into her system, she fanned
herself carelessly and was considering going outside to cool down.
Opening her eyes, she scanned the room once more and feeling defeat,
she stood up and quickly murmured to Arthur something about catching
some air and promptly left the hall without a second glance
back.
Outside, she watched her exhaling breath become little
puffs of white air and took in a deep breath, feeling the cold and
sharpness of the air around her drown the heat within her lungs.
Enjoying the coolness, she reached down and grabbed a handful of snow
and gently held it to her temple and forehead.
He's not
coming. Dropping the snow back onto the earth, she walked back to
the loud well lit room, desperately trying to think of an excuse to
tell Arthur on why she had to retreat early to her bedroom.
The
feeling of hot air rushed her face and body as soon as Guinevere
stepped back into the hall, quickly readjusting her body's
temperature to the new one, she casually walked back to her golden
throne next to Arthur.
Glancing up, she immediately stopped in
her tracks. Guinevere could do nothing but stare and feel her mouth
drop open a bit. I was wrong.
Taking a deep breath and
letting it out quickly, she regained her composure and confidently
walked back to her chair.
Tristan knew she had entered the
room even before he glanced up to see Guinevere walking toward them
from outside. Coming in a bit tardy, he quickly and almost invisibly
glanced the room looking for her. Knowing immediately she was not
there, Tristan was about to retreat into a dark corner and wait for
her. However, Arthur had quickly noticed him and called him over to
his throne.
"Tristan!" Arthur stood up to meet
Tristan half way and to shake his hand.
"My lord..."
Tristan bowed his head slightly, warmly greeting Arthur's welcoming
hand.
"Oh, that is completely unnecessary, Arthur will do
just fine."
Smiling a little, he walked with Arthur back
to the throne and stood beside him and took in the awesome view that
Arthur saw each and every day.
"I must say, I am quite
surprised to see you here. Lord knows that I have tried to convince
you to come to these gathering countless times before. What changed
your mind?"
As Tristan was about to answer, he felt
Guinevere's presence come closer to them. Quickly ignoring Arthur, he
glanced to see Guinevere staring back at him, shock and happiness
spread throughout her eyes. He continued to hold her gaze as she
walked back to Arthur and him, and didn't look away for even a second
as she sat down.
Remembering Arthur, he brought his attention
back to him and smiled. "An angel asked me to come." He
looked back at Guinevere who smiled coyly and blushed.
"Well,
I'm right glad this "angel" asked you to come. Who is
she?"
Before Tristan could lie and respond, Guinevere
interrupted, "That doesn't matter. All that matters is that
Tristan is here." She looked deep into Tristan's eyes and smiled
a bit before she had to look away or be forced grab him and kiss him
right then and there.
"Ahh, yes, my lovely wife is
correct and- oh! If you will excuse for a brief moment, I promised
Bors that I would talk to him about accompanying me next week on
state affairs." Arthur quickly stood up and walked over to Bors
and Vanora.
Without another word, Tristan slipped his hand
upon Guinevere's, which were both hidden by the large oak table. The
slightest touch and contact with Tristan made Guinevere gasp and hold
her breath. Swallowing her gasp, she grabbed Tristans hand back and
held on to it until she thought he was cutting off circulation. They
did not look at each other at all, for fear that they would never be
able to turn away again.
"You came." She
whispered.
"I said I would," he whispered back, "if
there is anything in this world that I can give you... I will."
Slowly moving his hand to Guinevere's wrist, he circled her tender
flesh and rubbed it so lightly it felt like brisk wind.
"I've
missed you." Guinevere found it amazing that she could speak
when the single light touch on her wrist was making her heart beat
faster and temperature rise.
"Aye, I've missed you too."
Still not looking at Guinevere, Tristan moved his hand further up her
arm, gently tickling it. "But I have seen you in my dreams,
every night... looking so beautiful and happy. Sometimes, in my
dreams, I dare not touch you in fear that you will drift away from me
like all things seem to do in dreams."
Soaking up
Tristans romantic words, Guinevere closed her eyes and smiled,
"Tristan... please...."
"What...?"
"Come
to me tonight..."
"No."
"Why?"
Urgency creeping back into her voice as she opened her eyes, however
not looking at him directly.
"When the time is
right-"
"No!" Yelling a bit too loud and
causing a few stares to turn in their direction. "No," she
whispered quieter, "I want you right now. Don't you want
me?"
"God, yes!" Tristan could barely contain
his exasperation, "I want you so much, you can't even imagine
how much I yearn for your body. Every night, I feel like dieing
because I do not have you in my arms and every morning I feel like
weeping knowing that you are not in my bed..."
"Then,
please... let's not deny our feelings anymore."
"I
can't... I don't want to hurt you... or Arthur. He loves you so much
and-"
"Enough!" She quietly shouted, tearing
her hand away from Tristans grasp and storming away from
him.
Tristan watched as Guinevere walked, if not ran, away
from him, through the double doors, and outside into the courtyard.
Knowing that a part of his life and heart just left through the doors
with her, Tristan stood up and walked after her.
Thinking
that he may have pushed Guinevere away forever, forced Tristan to run
through the room, not caring who saw him. Bursting out into the cold
air he barely noticed, he opened his ears and expertly looked through
the white snowy wind for Guinevere.
Had Tristan not been such
an excellent scouter, he would have most likely missed the hem of a
dark green gown flowing in the wind before disappearing into a wooden
door. Not giving a second to think, he ran after the green gown
furiously and stopped at the door at which she entered.
Taking
a deep breath, he reached for the handle and opened the door. The
hallway was lit with only torches and Tristan was surprised by how
warm it was compared to many of the other passageways in the castle.
Glancing around, he heard the sound of Guinevere's laugh
further down the hallway. Running down the poorly lit trail he
stopped when he came to a fork in the trail. Pausing for only an
instant, knowing immediately which corridor Guinevere went down, all
he had to was follow his heartbeat.
Continuing down the path,
Tristan was beginning to think that he had chosen the wrong one until
he saw Guinevere standing shyly in the middle of the hallway,
blocking his path. Letting out a huge sigh of relief, knowing that
she was there in front of him and now just another dream, he slowly
walked to her and stopped only inches from her body.
Guinevere
stood and glared back at Tristan, anger and passion searing through
her eyes. Walking forward and filling the little space between them,
Guinevere caught Tristan's cheeks with her hands.
"Listen
and listen well Tristan." She spoke with curt and force, "I
am a fighter, I always have been and always will be. I am an
independent person and I don't need anything but myself to support
me. I married Arthur for the well being of this country and my
people, but that does not make me his. I belong to no one but
myself."
Tristan lowered his gaze and tried to ignore the
feeling of his heart being crushed into a million pieces, knowing
that he would never completely have her.
"At least... I
belonged to no one but myself...but, now... I belong to only you."
Tristan immediately looked up into her eyes, now filled with love and
compassion. Holding his breath in fear that a single sound from him
would stop her from professing her feelings, Tristan continued to
stare. "I needed no one to live but myself, and then... you
happened. Now I realize, that all I need is you. I am nothing
and no one and cannot live at all if I do not have you with me. I
live for you, I breathe for you... if I don't have you, then I don't
know who I am. All I know is this: I love you. I love you, I love
you, I love you and no one controls my heart but you... not even
Arthur, and I'm sure he knows that deep down inside. I am a fighter
to everyone but you, for you... I am just a silly woman in
love."
Unable to contain his joy, Tristan grabbed
Guinevere and kissed her. And it was in this kiss that Guinevere was
revealed all the love and passion that Tristan could not express
verbally, everything that Tristan blocked off from everyone else was
gladly given to Guinevere with this single kiss. All that Tristan
feared and hated diminished when his lips pressed against hers, for
once in his long and deadly life of killing and searching, it was
Tristan that finally felt caught and trapped, it was an entrapment he
was glad to be held by.
Breaking from the kiss, he rubbed
against her hair, breathing in its scents and texture. "Don't
ever walk away from me again... for those brief minutes, I felt my
heart and soul leave my body. Don't you see that I cannot breath
without you? I cannot live without you? Do you see this?"
"Yes,
yes, yes, I see it." Guinevere mumbled against his body.
"I
need you... now." Without waiting for permission, much as less
asking it, or protest, Tristan effortlessly leaned her against the
stone wall. "I wish it wasn't here, but..."
"It
doesn't matter..."
With no further ado, Tristan quickly
and unceremoniously untied the ribbons in the back of her dress and
almost ripped it off her upper body had Guinevere not intercepted and
discarded it herself. Moving away just a bit to allow the dress to
drop to floor, he pounced on the opportunity to suck and nibble on
her collarbone and above her breasts.
Trying to concentrate on
the task before her, Guinevere quickly untied Tristans' armor off and
let it drop next to her gown and with quick and nimble fingers, undid
the drawstrings on Tristans breeches. Before letting them fall all
the way, she was reminded of the raw need to feel his skin against
hers and, like an animal, ripped his shirt in two and pushed it away
from Tristans burning skin.
Moaning and exclaiming at the feel
of hot skin against hot skin, Guinevere clawed Tristan's back to
bring him closer against her. The feel of skin being torn and blood
being drawn sped Tristan's kisses and forced him to bite Guinevere
harder. Grabbing Guinevere from behind, he copiously picked her up
and pressed her against the wall even harder so she was stuck between
the wall and him, feet suspended in midair.
Disliking the
feeling of having a part of her body not attached to Tristans in some
way, she wrapped her ankles around his naked bottom and squeezed him
even closer to her. Throwing her head back, she let out a high yelp
when Tristan lifted her even higher to get a better angle at her
naked breasts and sucked mercilessly at her nipples.
Running
he fingers through his brown locks, she cradled his head in her arms
and forced his mouth closer to her tender area. Feeling the driving
desire to touch Tristan everywhere, she raked her hands and nails on
his back and pleaded with him to enter her.
"Not yet..."
He barely whispered before burying his head back into her
breasts.
Although enjoying the feeling of his mouth on her
nipples, she tried desperately to reach down to touch his cock, which
she could feel was throbbing and heating up more and more as each
second went by.
"Please, Tristan..." Giving in to
her pleas, for there was nothing Tristan could ever deny her, he
gently unwrapped her legs from around him and placed them unsteadily
on the floor. Catching her balance, she grabbed Tristan by the
shoulders and forced him against the wall; taking the superior
position against him.
Not taking the time and gentleness from
their past meetings to kiss his chest, she immediately grabbed for
his cock underneath his breeches and suppressed his sharp moan by
giving him a wet kiss. Lightly touching his cock, Guinevere moved her
other hand to fondle and massage his balls. Tristan's breath was
becoming increasingly rapid and shallow, but all this made Guinevere
enjoy it even more.
Finally releasing his lips, she quickly
kissed her way down his body, stopping only briefly to bite his
nipples, as she toyed with his nipples, Guinevere's hands quickly
discarded his breeches onto the floor beside hew gown. She finally
came close enough to Tristan's cock to smell his musky scent.
Inhaling the smell that she immediately fell in love with, she smiled
a bit and looked up at him. She watched him close his eyes and lean
his head back against the wall, giving her his full trust to
continue.
At first gently kissing and tasting the head, she
immediately felt the carnal need to taste and have more. Licking from
the base of his shaft to the very tips, she made sure she didn't miss
an inch of skin. Still using her soft and nimble hands, she groped
and teased Tristans balls and continued to lap his cock, each grab
making Tristan jump a bit more.
Guinevere would have continued
had Tristan not pulled her up and drew her mouth to his lips and
breaking only slightly to kiss all around her face, "I will not
last if you continue your evil ways..."
Giggling to
herself, she leaned forward and coarsely whispered into Tristan's
ear, "Take me now then or I promise you I'll continue." She
slowly licked the tip of ear before biting it, throwing Tristan over
the edge and into the abyss.
Picking her up and forcing her
against the wall and into her previous position, he grabbed her chin
and made her look at him. "I love you..." Tristan said
before he positioned himself below her and entered her. At the first
hit of penetration, Guinevere yelled into the dark of the hallway and
into the surrounding blackness.
At first, Tristan entered
slowly and went at a slow and steady pace, but Guinevere's heels were
digging into him and he himself was having difficulty controlling his
urge. Finally giving up on proceeding slowly, he quickened his speed
and tempo and with each hard hit home, he heard Guinevere scream
louder and louder. Thanking the Gods that they were alone and out of
earshot, he let out quick and short moans himself, trying to contain
himself until they were both ready to explode.
Feeling
Guinevere's inner caves beginning to shake, he heard her call out his
name once and loud before he felt himself give into the strong pull
deep within him. Tristan yelled "I love you" once more
before closing his eyes to see the explosion of colors and feel the
total and utter release. Guinevere, lost in her own world of
pleasure, was not even aware that she was repeating 'Tristan,
Tristan, Tristan' over and over again, but this only made Tristan's
release sweeter and more heavenly.
Not wanting the feeling to
end, he gathered all remaining energy and thrust once more into the
limp Guinevere and shivered when he heard another sharp and distinct
hiss and moan erupt from her. Finally opening his eyes, he looked
upon Guinevere, eyes still closed, trying to catch her breath.
Noticing the sweat that was covering her face, giving her face and
body a slight shine, he raised his hand and gently rubbed it away.
Kissing her closed eyelids, he let out a deep breath and allowed
himself to relax a bit.
When Guinevere felt her breath return
to her slightly normal pattern, she opened her eyes and smiled at
Tristan who was staring at her intently. With worry in his eyes, he
cleared his throat and opened his mouth to ask her something but
closed it, instead he carefully lowered her onto the ground and held
her close as she tried to find her balance.
"I'm fine."
She said as she looked up into his eyes, "I could tell you
seemed worried, don't be... I'm fine."
"I'm sorry,"
he whispered, breaking the gaze and feeling ashamed, "I should
not have been so impatient. I forget that you are my angel, are you
hurt?"
"No, no. I'm fine." She caressed his
cheek to reassure him.
"If I had hurt you, then I...
I-I-I don't know-" Desperation and fear entering his
voice.
"But you didn't." Guinevere told him slowly
and firmly. Bringing his gaze back to her, he searched her eyes for
traces of deception, but found none.
"I love you."
Tristan said, before picking up her gown and helping her into it. As
she dressed, he put on his breeches and when he tried to put his
shirt on, he winced at the pain from the scratches on his
back.
Guinevere noticed the expression and immediately rushed
toward his back to inspect her doings.
"Oh God! I'm so
sorry Tristan! I didn't mean to do it so hard!"
"Don't
be," he said as he pulled his shirt on, "they will remind
me of you on my lonesome nights."
Smiling at this
comment, Guinevere leaned forward to kiss Tristan's neck. Tristan
reached for her hands and circled her front. Wrapping his arms around
her delicate body, he kissed her gently as she put her arms around
his neck. Guinevere broke from the kiss to look into Tristan's eyes
and just like that, she fell in love with him all over again.
They
leaned forward to embrace each other, knowing that they would have to
let go of each other to return to the party, but not wanting to lose
the newly found connection that they experienced together. Not
wanting to go back to ignoring each other, not wanting to spend
lonely nights wanting each other but not being able to, not wanting
to let go at all.
"I love you Tristan." Guinevere
smiled a little as she nuzzled her face deeper into Tristan's neck,
smelling his scent and trying to memorize it.
Two
green eyes watched from a short distance; cold, angry, and burning
with fire. Slowly, so as not to be noticed, Arthur walked back into
the shadow from whence he came and stumbled upon his wife and
knights' acts. Arthur walked down the corridor from where he followed
Tristan and back across the courtyard, where he saw Tristan follow
Guinevere, and up the stairs. And it wasn't until he was safely in
his bedroom that he let his head fall back and yelled an angry and
mournful cry, with tears streaming down his face.
TBC
As
a tradition, the movie line was taken from "Original Sin".
