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Chapter One
of Poetry
by Me
Otherwise
known as
DilapidatedStarSpirit
Too much is happening right now, and I don't know what to do
Someone help me figure things out, I absolutely have no clue
I would love if someone set things straight
For a while now, something's been on my case
And I'm not sure exactly what lays ahead
The future is foggy, my head feels like lead
What happened to my life, what happened to my dreams
It seems like nothing is what it seems
Yet I find myself thinking back
Back to when I was on track
Thinking up big plans for life
Now I don't know what is wrong or right
The days are lonely, there seems to be nothing planned
For me it's hard to get up everyday and be who I am
From another view, I can't believe what I see
I never imagined this person to be me
When the hurt becomes too much, and the pain hits me hard
When I can't help but shudder from the whole nine yards
When it feels like an elephant is weighing down on my chest
Feeling depressed more than sad, beating the best
I lay down on my bed, and I stare at the wall
Then I'd shut my eyes tight, erasing them all
All of the pain, the emotions I feel
Until I become numb, and it's easier to deal
Sometimes I think God is punishing me
That this is how things were meant to be
But I can't help but feel that no one cares
It's strange thinking about how one must bare
In a world filled with lies
Where no one truly understands each other's cries
How some people tend to hide inside
Keeping their emotions, far from prying eyes
You would probably think my life is real good
Passing with high marks like I always would
Hanging out with my two best friends
Seeming like I almost meet all my ends
With a smile on my face, my eyes shining bright
My brown hair falling down, closing the light
Against the full moon, with the dark of the night
Letting my silent tears fall, holding my pillow tight