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Chapter Four
of Poetry
by Me
Otherwise
known as
DilapidatedStarSpirit
I'm falling to pieces and you don't seem to care
I feel so unwanted with nobody there
I'm yelling, I'm screaming, I'm lying to myself
I can't get control, feels like air itself
I'm practically nothing, there's nothing to see
Who cares if I'm human, it can't possibly be
I'm lesser than a shadow, I have no true heart
I'm a figment of your imagination, just rip me apart
I'm falling to pieces, drowing in life itself
I'm no longer floating, can't breath by myself
But I'm trying to swim, up above to the sky
But it's harder than anything, i just realized
I wish my life wasn't so dark, but not so light as well
If I could turn the clock back, I'd turn your hate as well
My thoughts are drifting and I don't know what to do
I'm feeling I can't do anything, but I know this isn't true
Can't get out of the closet to the world beyond my bed
Have no pleasant feelings, no emotions in my head
Can't think straight, or know what I want in life
But gotta smell the coffee and do what's right
But what is right and what is wrong
Won't anybody see past me and know what's wrong
I don't even think I know myself
So what to do, what to do, I'm asking everybody else
Life is so confusing, a puzzle left undone
With no other pieces, it's no longer fun
It's a mysterious thing, full of hidden secrets
But who's gonna figure it out, who's gonna fix it
I don't possibly know, I don't possibly care
But now in my life, there's nobody there
When I turn around to my left or to my right
All I can see, is the light and the night
I figure somehow I'll get out of this place
But I don't know which path I should take or make
I figure somehow the best thing to do
Would be to play dead and pretend I'm through
With my life, why; it's already over
It's not like I'll suddenly get a clover
And suddenly my whole world is a King's
I'll have all the riches and wear many rings
But what in life is left for me
I have no friends, nobody understands me
I guess I will end life, yeah, I guess I will
Nobody coming, oh no! Wait, yikes, but he will!
THINK MURTLE!