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Chapter Five
of Poetry
by Me
Otherwise
known as
DilapidatedStarSpirit
Missing Piece
My pain is always there
But you're always unaware
You never seem to care
I was always misunderstood
Torn apart, my soul accused
But you don't understand,
You'll never understand
One way or another
I was always a bother
To you my fatigue mother
You never believed
I could never ever breathe
I was always going under
Can you forgive yourself dear mother?
Once in a while you'll tell yourself
Something in your life's changing
You're now somebody else
You don't know that missing piece
You can't seem to pick up on what's incomplete
I yell, "but Mom, just listen!
You just shake your head and leave
I wonder if you know I'm gone
I wonder sometimes if I'll return
The questions linger in my mind
But I know now, they're just a waste of time
And years later when I'm quite old
I'll look back at that ruined home
I'll remember what went on over there
And I'll reminense without a care
Cause you dear mother was always a shame
You played many tricks in your dirty game
You weren't who I thought you were you know
I grew up unloved, unwanted, and feeling low
But I'm tired of that game, I want it to end
And maybe some day, I'll make a true friend
I'll erase that past, forget what has happened
Pretend that it didn't, and never had happened
And today I'll hold my head up high
Erase all the fear and the pain I've kept inside
And I'll forget my past, all my memories of you
For today's a new day, and it's time I was new
Merry Christmas!
Inspired by Evanescene's song: Missing