More Complicated
Smiling, I'll say hello.
Say anything actually.
You see the smile.
I'm glad, happy, to you.
Inside I'm a wreck.
Though even I don't fully know it.
I'm a maze and a worry.
But I keep smiling.
I'm more complicated than you know.
But I'll keep smiling for Yuki and Kyo.
The two who make my life...
Simpler than it is.
I want to stay with them forever.
My heart has yet to decided.
Between the two I love the most.
And I'm beating myself up inside.
Complicated is my life.
I live it everyday.
And you'll hardly see me frown.
For that is my mask.
My job is to keep everyone happy.
Or at least try.
I want to keep all my friends happy,
No mater what happens to me.
And it's all so complicated.
I don't know what to do.
Cause I finally saw how bad it is.
And I'm lost myself inside.
Kyo told me once it's alright to cry.
To be mad, to scream.
But I'll keep smiling and hide.
Just how complicated I am inside.
Can he see it?
The thing I could not see?
I think they both can.
I think they both know.
I'm much more complicated.
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Thanks go out to Just Call Me Blue, for the idea. lol. Don't worry Tohru!